DONT FALL TOO DEEP

Chapter 1
looked around the room he woke up in. He knew it wasn’t his, as many nights before he had gone home with some random girl he had met at a club, probably a fan, but he didn’t care. Or that was the image he had build up through the years, inside he felt sad, he wished he had a wife and a bunch of kids, but not once had he met the right girl.
He looked at the girl in the bed, they had had fun, but she wasn’t the one either. He picked up his jeans and silently slipped them on and the same with his shirt. When he was fully dressed he put on his shoes and jacket and disappeared into the cool morning air.
He slowly walked along the road until a cab drove by and picked him up. “Where would you like to go sir”? “Radisson thanks”! replied, he leaned his head back on the seat to relax a bit, trying to forget why he was in a cab in the early hours. 10 minutes after he arrived to the hotel, where he should have gone back to the day before. He paid the driver and stepped out of the cab.
“ can I please have a picture”? looked at his watch and then at the girl outside the hotel, she was alone, “What are you doing out here at 6am”? He asked. “I was hoping for a picture”`! “Sure, sure, but promise me that you’ll go back home then”! “I promise”! She replied, flung his arm around the girl and gave it his best smile. “Thanks ”! “No problem, now go back home”! said with a smile and walked inside the hotel.
When it was after noon, woke up by his phone ringing. “ here”? He said with a tired voice. “Where the hell are you”? He heard say. “I am in my bed sleeping”! “I have knocked on your door for 10 minutes now”! “Sorry I must have slept really hard, I am going to let you in now bye”! said and hung up the phone.
He sat up and swung his feet over the bedside. He stood up wearing only his boxers and walked to the door. When he opened stood outside with his girlfriend . “Gee what a nice welcome”! said laughing. “Yeah, well you guys woke me up, so deal with it”! He said not caring. just smiled and dragged inside the room. closed the door after them, “So where’s the fire”? He asked looking at them. “We are getting MARRIED”! said showing him the sparkling diamond ring on her finger. “Wow…WOW that’s amazing guys congratulations, great news, I would love to hug you guys, but I’ll go changing first be right back”! He said and went to the bedroom and put on some clothes.
When he came back he looked at , “So when is the big day”? “New years”! replied. “That’s fab are we going somewhere fancy or staying back home in Ireland”? smiled. “We thought about Hawaii”! “Hawaii would be brilliant”! said smiling. “You would like that wouldn’t you”? “Yes”! He replied with a smile. “Please try and find someone to bring alright”? said padding ’s shoulder. “I am in no hurry, but I’ll bring someone”! “Are you able to find someone you haven’t left in the morning without saying bye”? asked surprised. started laughing, “Ha really funny ”! “You had that one coming ”! said still laughing. “I am just not in a hurry to get married ”! said and put on his shoes. “I really hope you find someone soon, not a wife, but just someone to care for it will do you good”! said hugging him. “I have an idea”? said. “I am not sure I want to hear it”! replied. “Why don’t we do an audition you know make it a competition to be your date at my wedding”! smiled at him, “That could be quite fun, but what do your think the rest of the lads and Louis think about that”? “I don’t know, I am sure they are up for it”! replied. “Are you guys being serious”? asked. “Yeah why not, it could be fun and the girl will have the time of her life”! “Okay you’ll call the others and we can make this thing happen”! said now smiling. “The next thing you guys are going to tell me is that they have to auditioning in a bikini”! “You know what , that’s not such a bad idea”! said smiling and just started laughing. “I am not sure Louis would agree to that”!

A month after and had made arrangements for the audition. and was up for judging aswell.
“I don’t know why you guys think that you have a say in this”! said looking at the lads sitting at the table with him. “Of course we have a say in this we are a team aren’t we”! said. “So you want to share, you never shared with me”! “No I don’t want to share I am perfectly happy with my wife, but I want to make sure that you get yourself a decent girl and not one of those maniacs you usually pull at clubs. and started to laugh just shook his head. “Let’s get started”! He said. “Are you guys ready”? Dave their security guard asked. nodded and the girls went into the gym.
“Okay number 1 tell us about yourself”? asked. “Oh my god I can’t believe you guys are right here in front of me. My name is Erica I am 18 years old and I am a huge fan of yours”! “Sorry too young”! said trying to let her down gently. And so they went on for a couple of hours before taking a break.

Outside had just gotten off from work. She hated working at that restaurant all the costumers were rich snobby people, who was never satisfied with the food. She walked by a dance studio where there was a huge line outside.
“Excuse me can you tell me what is happening here”? She asked a girl. “Westlife are in there”! The girl asked exited “Okay”! said. “They are having an audition”! “For what”? asked. “ is having his wedding in Hawaii and as doesn’t have a wife or a girlfriend he is looking for a date to go with him”! “TO HAWAII”? asked surprised “YEEEEES”!!! The girl screamed almost jumping up and down. “I could use a trip away from here”! “Are you a fan”? “Erm no, don’t even know who is”! replied embarrassed. “Well then I don’t think you have much chance”!The girl said looking away from her. “Probably not, but I’ll try my luck anyway”! replied. She then walked to the back of the line and on her way she looked at all the girls waiting all wearing make up, high heels and a miniskirt. They were all looking like they were going to a club or something where as she just wore her work clothes and sneakers and her hair was in a plain boring ponytail.
An hour later the line behind was enormous and she was just happy that she was about to get inside. “Come on lass you are the last one in”! The guard said. heard a lot of complaining and followed him inside. Through the next 2 hours she heard people going through and others being tossed.
“Last one this should be exiting”! whispered to who started to smile. “Well tell me why are you here”? asked.

CHAPTER 2

looked at the lad talking. “Are you ”? The lads all started to laugh. “No darling I am”! replied. smiled at the guy called he was gorgeous, hair and eyes. “Well my name is , I am 28 years old, single have no children, work in a restaurant which I hate. I walked passed the studio on my way back from work and a girl said you could win a trip to Hawaii as your date…I am sorry, but I really don’t care about the dating thing, I just need to get out of here”! replied in one go. The lads all sat open mouthed except , he just smiled this girl was different from the rest. “You’re through to next round”! He said winking and a lot of gasp were heard through the studio, by the girls who had already gone through. “Join the others”! said. “Thanks”! replied smiling.
“ what are doing”! asked. “She is absolutely not interested in me, just the trip and that is what I need. I don’t need a girl who is willing to sleep with me on the flight over there”! replied. “Sounds like you already picked a winner”! smiled. “I think so, but I need to know more about her”!
All the girls were talking together, but no one talked to she sat by herself listening to her ipod. Suddenly she noticed someone in front of her and looked up. She pulled out her earplugs. “Yes”! “Sorry Mr. wants to see you”! stood up and walked after the guard. “She is probably getting tossed”! “He is sending her home”! She heard the other girls say.

The guard knocked on the door and opened it, “”! turned around. “Come on in”! said and walked inside, the guard went out and closed the door.
“Take a seat”! He said showing her a chair. looked at him a bit nervous and sat down. “Well we were going to make a round two, but I have already chosen who is joining me on Hawaii and…”! looked at him and didn’t let him finish his sentence, “Oh it’s okay, I am not a fan anyway, it will probably be more fair if it was a fan who won, I better get going then”! She then stood up and moved towards the door. looked at her and realised that she was about to walk out of there…“No, no please stay I was actually going to tell you that you won, I just needed to know some more things about you”! looked at him in total shock, “What…are you sure you want to take ME to Hawaii”! She said looking at herself. started taugh, “Yes I want to take you out of here”! He replied. ran to him and swung her arms around his waist, which took by surprise, “Thank you SO much, I promise you that I’ll behave just need to get out of this city, you are from this moment on my hero”! smiled. “So why don’t you tell me a bit about yourself”! He said and asked her to sit down with him. “Well as I said I am 28 years old, have a job I hate, don’t have much friends, don’t have a boyfriend and no kids”! She said. “You want kids”? He asked. He had no idea why he asked that, he just thought that she was more special than she let out. “Yes I would love kids, but I would love it, if it was with Mr. right if you know what I mean”! “I know what you mean”! He said smiling. looked at him, he was really beautiful. “Wow you really have a beautiful smile”! She said. “Thank you, so you really didn’t know that I was ”? “Nope sorry, I’ve been busy working”! “It’s fine”! He said smiling. looked at her and noticed her Ipod, “What are you listening to”? “Oh just a lot of mixed songs, Michael Jackson, Pink and so on”! “You like Michael Jackson”? “Love him, but I listen to all sort of music”! “Well can you write down all your details and a number I can get hold of you on”! “Sure”! said, taking the pen from him and wrote down all her information. “Well I am looking forward to see you in the airport then”! He said reaching out his hand. shook his hand. “Not as much as me, can’t wait, see you Shane”! She said and walked out.
When she came outside it was already dark, so she decided to stop by the local Chinese to get some take away. “Hello , you are out late”! Mrs. Kim said. “Yeah, was at an audition to win a trip to Hawaii”! “So how did it go”? She asked. “Great I won, crazy right”! said smiling, she was happy that she had been honest about the reason why she was there, it had paid of and from Westlife had chosen her, to be his date”! “So are you having the usual”? “Yes please to go”!

When she got home so put down her take away on the kitchen table and put her jacket on the coat hanger. She then opened up her laptop to google Shane a bit, to see what kind of guys she was going to travel with. When she was done reading about him and what kind of playboy he was, she headed to bed. She closed her eyes thinking about Hawaii and then she dozed of.

A couple of days later, decided to go shopping she needed a new bikini and new summer outfits, probably not the easiest thing to find in the middle of winter, but she was not about to go on vacation with a lot of celebrities wearing all her old clothes.
After a long day, she came home with a lot of bags of clothes, shoes and so on. While making dinner her phone rang, “ speaking”! “Erm hallo this is , , I believe you won a competition last week”! “Yes, please don’t tell me that it’s cancelled”! “No no, I just wanted to say that we are heading to Hawaii Christmas morning from Dublin airport at 6am”! “Okay…sure”! said. “What’s the matter”! asked a bit nervous of her cancelling. “Oh it’s just that I am not a morning person, but I’ll survive”! He started to laugh, “Well then we are two, we can sleep all the way”! “Good”! replied. “Well I’ll see you in a couple of days then. “Sure bye ”!

At 5am Christmas morning heard a horn outside her apartment, she bend down to cath her suitcase and smiled to herself. “Hawaii here I come”! She said looking around and closed the door behind her. “Airport”? The driver asked. “Yes please”! replied exited. “So where are you headed”? “Hawaii, can’t wait”! “It’s going to be good to get away from this weather”! “Yes, a bit tan doesn’t hurt at this time of year”! replied yawing. “Tired”! “You bet”! She said smiling.
When she arrived at the airport stood in the check in line. walked up to him. “Hey am I late”? looked to his site and saw and started smiling, she looked good even she was tired. “Hey you, no you are just on time”! “Hey you can’t cut the line”! A girl behind her said. turned around, “Sorry, but she’s with me”! He said giving the girl a smile. “Oh okay”! She replied obvious recognising him. “ baby”! I turned around again and now a blonde girl with long legs and a miniskirt. “Oh my god Erin what are you doing here”! “You told me last night to go with you”!

Chapter 3.

looked at a bit confused. “I am sorry just a moment”! told her and turned to . “I was drunk , you should know I didn’t mean it, I can’t just invite people to and ’s wedding you know”! looked at him while chewing her gum, “But you asked me”! She said sulking a bit. “Sorry I already have a date ”! “WHAT…is that what you call a date”? asked looking at . turned to look at standing in her baggy jeans and her blue long sleeved T-shirt and a messy ponytail and smiled, “Yeah that’s my date”! said. “You are going to regret this ”! hissed and walked away.
“WOW”! said looking at , “What”? He asked smiling. “Where the hell did you find her”? started to laugh, “Have met her a couple of times going out with the lads, I actually think she’s a fan”! “If you want to take her instead of me, go right ahead”! said. “WHAT, no, no way, I have been looking forward to this trip with you”! smiled at him, “So have I”! She replied.
After a couple of hours waiting they were called to the gate. “So this is it, we’ll be in Hawaii by tonight”! “Yes, it’s so exiting, thank you again for taking me away from here”! said smiling at him.
When they were seated looked at , “So have you ever flown 1st class before”? “No, it’s like sitting in my livingroom, just more comfortable”! leaned his head back and laughed. “What’s so funny”? “It can’t be that bad”! What”? She asked. “Your life in Dublin, what’s so wrong with it”? “Well everything really”! said looking down. “You don’t want to talk about it”? He asked taking her hand. looked at it, it felt really nice, “Yes I would love to, but I am not sure I can”! “You can trust me, I am good at keeping secrets”! He said rubbing the palm of her hand with his thumb. smiled, she could see in his eyes, that he meant every word. “Okay”!
“When I was 2 my dad left my mum and I, we lived in London, but mam met a new man who she married and we moved with him to Dublin. Everything was fine until I was 16 and my mum got sick from cancer, she died the year after. Joe, her husband found a new girlfriend and I moved out. Have been living on my own since, which is fine. I got this job on a Chinese restaurant, which I loved by the way, but one night on my way back from work, I was attacked, he stole my purse, mobile everything…and…and he, he raped me, can you believe it, my first time which was suppose to be special and I get raped. Well I quit my job at the restaurant and found a new job at a restaurant closer to home, that’s the place I worked at until a few days ago”! said looking down. squeezed her hand. “I…I can’t believe you were raped”! “Are you crying”? asked looking at his wet eyes. “I am just so sorry for you, no one deserve to be treated that way…why aren’t you crying”? He asked. smiled, “I have been crying a lot and I still do at nights sometimes and you are actually the first person I tell it to”! “Have you kept it for yourself for what for how long”? “About 6 years”! She said looking down. “Are you crazy, you have to talk to someone about it”! “I am talking to you am I not”! replied looking out of the window. “Yes I know that, but why don’t you talk to a professional”? “Because I am not some loony, I have handled it so far”! “Okay, but tell me if you need anything alright”! He said looking into her eyes. “Yeah sure, sure I will”! stuttered, he had really beautiful eyes. “You promise me, no matter what”! “, you don’t know me that well”! “You just told me your biggest secret, I am sure I know you better than anyone else”! smiled and blushed a bit of embarrassment, “Yeah you are right”! “Now babe, why don’t you lean back in your seat and take a nap”! “Yeah I think I’ll do that, sleep tight”! She said turning on her IPod. “Yeah you too ”! replied leaning back in his seat and closed his eyes.
woke up by something touching her hand, she looked to her site and noticed , “We have to put on the seatbelt, we are going to arrive any minute”! smiled a very tired smile, “I can’t believe I have been asleep for hours, I am still pretty tired”! smiled, “Well it’s already night when we arrive we can go straight to the room if you want to”! “Were there any plans tonight”? She replied with a hoarse voice. “Well and are having a little get together in the hotel bar, to welcome us all”! “Well that sound nice, I guess a shower will do miracles”! “Yeah I need one as well”!
When they got their suitcases they went to the rent a car desk, where signed a few forms and showed the way to their car. “So this is our baby for the week”! He said looking a silver Porsche. “That’s not bad”! said dumping her suitcase in the back and sat into the passenger seat. sat down in the driver seat and off they went to find their hotel.

“I can’t wait to get changed”? said when they arrived at the hotel, “No I can’t wait for that shower, we’ve been talking about, let me get the key and we can go right up”! smiled at him and nodded. She couldn’t help to check him out, he looked so cute wearing jeans and a black T-shirt. “ are you coming”? asked from the desk, “Yeah, yeah of course”! She said a bit embarrassed. They stood in silence in the lift. “So what do I have to wear at this get together”? She said breaking the silence. “Whatever you want babe”! “No what I mean is, what are all the others wearing, I don’t want to feel misplaced if you understand me”! “Sure I do, I guess the girls are wearing a summer dress or a cocktail thing”! “Okay, I have to see what I’ve got”! When they arrived to their floor followed to their room. “I can’t believe we are going to stay here, it’s amazing”! “I told you, that you were going to have the time of your life didn’t I”! “Yeah you did”! replied with a happy smile.
While went to shower looked through her suitcase, she was so grateful that she went shopping before the trip, she found a dark blue strapless cocktail dress with a black belt and her favourite black pumps. She was actually looking forward to this get together and she felt more exited than she had planned to be about having by her side.
walked back into the bedroom wearing only a towel and his hair was still wet from the shower he had just taking. “It’s your shower now”! He said looking at who seemed to be stuck to the ground starring at him. When she didn’t answered started to laugh, “Do you like what you see”?
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looked at him and smiled, she grabbed her towel on the bed and ran to the bathroom, she could hear laugh in the bedroom. “How embarrassing was that, control yourself”! She said to her reflection when she looked in the mirror. She dressed down and went to the shower, enjoying the hot water that softly hit her body.
Meanwhile was getting dressed in the bedroom. He noticed the clothes that had made ready for her to wear. “Who knew”! He said smiling liking what he saw. He hadn’t expected her to have a taste like that when it came to dresses and he couldn’t wait to see how her legs would look like being in that dress and wearing those pumps. “Are you done, so I can get dressed”? asked ripping away from his thoughts. “Erm sure, yeah, sorry just need my socks”! He said picking a pair from the suitcase. He couldn’t help to take a second glance at her, she looked gorgeous wearing the white hotel robe, which was a tad too big and her wet hair hanging over her shoulders. “What”? She asked locking her eyes with his. “Oh it’s nothing, sorry was just thinking about something, but I will let you get dressed now”! He said walking into the lounge hearing the hairdryer starting, he couldn’t wait to see the final result, this girl was about to sweep him of his feet.
dried her hair and tied it back in a loos, but classy bun, she then put on a very light make up and slowly put on her dress, “Shit…”! She swore because she couldn’t reach the zip. “”! She called from the bedroom.
walked into the bedroom total mesmerised by the view in front of him, “Erm yes”? He said feeling his mouth go dry. “Can you PLEASE help me with the zip”? She asked turning around showing him her bare skin letting him know, that she wasn’t wearing any bra. “S..su..Sure”! He stuttered walking towards her. “Erm it’s a bit tight”! He said, “Well use both your hands then”! She giggled. “Oh yeah”! He said grabbing the fabric with one hand and the zip with the other and slowly he zipped it up. “There you go”! He said blushing a bit. “Thank you”! said turning around kissing his check. “I’m sorry I’ll hurry up just need my necklace and my pumps and I am ready”! “Good…no problem”! He replied slowly turning around and walking back to the lounge, “For gods sake get a grib man”! “Did you say anything”? He heard behind him, turning around he looked at , “No I…WOW”! started blushing, “Now do you like what you see”? She asked giggling. “Most defiantely yes, you look stunning, wow what a difference”? “Yeah, well I clean up pretty good”! “You sure do, not…not that there is something wrong with how you look in your every day life”! said making smile back at him. “Thanks , well I enjoy dressing up once in a while”! “And now 7 days in a row can you handle that”? “I am pretty sure I will make it through”! said giggling “Well shall we”? He asked holding out his arm for her, she walked towards him and linked her arm with his, “Let’s do it”! She said feeling proud being by his side.

When they came downstairs led her into the bar where everyone else had already showed up. “Wow this place is full”! said looking around, “And yet you are still the most beautiful girl in this room”! said making blush, “That’s very nice of you to say”! She said smiling at him, “And you are even cuter when you blush”! He said smiling, looked at him and admired all the smile lines he had, the big ones in his cheeks, to the small ones around his eyes, he was so gorgeous, but she had to remember that he was a celebrity which had no intentions in going on a date with her for real.
“What”? He asked, “I just like your smile that’s all”! She replied and walked closer to the bar. “… can we take a picture”? The photographer asked. “Sure, why not”! replied putting his arm around ’s waist and leaned a bit closer to her! “Just smile”! He whispered and she did as she was told. “Thank you mate”! “No problem…now come on”! He said putting his hand on her lower back guiding her through all the people until they reached and .
“Aaah there he is”! said pulling into a hug. “You must be ”! said reached out her hand to her. “Yeah hi this is really amazing”! said looking around. “Yes isn’t it, the perfect place for a wedding don’t you think”? asked. “Most defiantly can’t wait to see the surroundings tomorrow at daylight replied.
“ is that you”? asked hugging her. “Yes hi and thanks for inviting me”! “No problem, you look amazing”! “Thank you”! said blushing again. “She’s cute when she is blushing”! said making blush even more, which made laugh more, “ don’t mind them let me show you the drinks”! said grabbing her hand. looked back at , “Do you want anything”? She asked, “A beer thank you”! “No problem”! She replied turning forward and followed to the bar.

“So she cleans up pretty good”! said nudging in the site when he noticed the look he was sending his date. “Tell me about it”! “ ”! said looking more intense at him. “I can’t help it, she is taking my breath away, look at her she looks amazing”! “Yeah I noticed”! said laughing. “Hi guys have you seen the girl is talking to at the bar she is one sexy lady”? said joining his mates. “That sexy lady is my date”! said proud. “So you decided to leave that girl at home”! asked. “Erm no , that sexy lady up there is , the going out version of her”! “Oh I envy you”! “HEEEYY”! A girl behind him said and slapped his shoulder, turned around to see his girlfriend and started to laugh, “Hi are you here”! “You bet I am Mr.”! She said kissing him. “Who were you guys talking about”? asked. “’s date”! said nodding towards and . “Wow , she’s pretty”! said smiling. “Thank you and really nice as well”! replied and his girlfriend soon joined the gang.

“So is everything as you wanted it to be”? asked. “I really didn’t expect anything, but so far I am having a great time, is a sweetheart, taking good care of me”! “That’s good, so are you okay by sharing a room with him”? “Yes, I am fine with that don’t worry”! replied smiling. When she got her drink and ’s beer they both walked back to place where the lads stood.
“Sorry it took a while”! said handing his beer. “It’s worth waiting for”! replied. looked at the persons that had now joined the 4 piece. looked at her and introduce her to , , and . “So is he treating you right”? asked. “Yes he’s been great so far”! replied smiling at . “I am a gentleman you know”! “Yeah if you guys last the week it will be the longest relationship you have had in 2 years”! said making them all laugh.

When the night was about to end and said goodnight and went to their room. “I hope you had a good night”! said closing the door behind him. “Are you kidding me, I had an amazing time, all your friends are great, I really liked a lot”! “That’s good”! said sitting down in one of the lazy chairs in the lounge and started to take of his shoes. “I’ll go and make myself ready for bed, see you in a bit alright”! said smiling and walked of to the bedroom, where she collected her pj’s and disappeared into the bathroom.
When she came back to the bedroom, stood in his boxers ready to jump into bed. “I am so tired”! He said crawling under the duvet. “Yeah I am tired too, it’s been a long day”! replied jumping under her duvet beside of . “Goodnight then”! She said turning to look at him. “Goodnight”! He said leaning towards her and slowly their lips met.
was the first to pull away. opened his eyes, “Sorry about that, it’s just…well I have had an amazing night with you and it just felt right to end it with a kiss”! smiled at him, “Yeah…yes you are right”! She said and lay down on her pillow. “Are you okay”? asked. “I am fine sleep tight”! “I will you too”! He replied and turned of the light.

Chapter 5.

The next morning woke up with a weird feeling in her stomach. When she turned to the other site she knew exactly what it was, she was exited to see what this day would bring being ’s date, she couldn’t believe he had kissed her last night, she had wanted to continue that kiss, but she knew that for him she was just a normal girl, she couldn’t compete with any of the girls in his league, so she decided to pull away and stop it before it deepened. She looked at him as he opened his eyes.
“Morning”! He said with a smile. “Morning”! She replied smiling back at him. “Slept well”? He asked. “Like a dream, I cannot wait to see what today brings”! She said a bit exited and started to laugh, “What about some breakfast and then we hit the beach, I am sure is already hitting the waves”! said looking at his watch. “Well then we better get started, I’ll just hit the shower and then get dressed. “Great”! said looking at her walking out of the bedroom. He looked down at himself, “Will you please get down”! He said talking to his member. He hoped he would lose interest in her as soon as he saw her in a bikini.
lay down again waiting for to finish the shower, suddenly his phone rang and he picked it up. “ here”! “, my man how was she”! He heard say. “How was who when”? asked confused. “Come on I know you, you slept with her didn’t you”? laughed. “No sorry to disappoint you, but I didn’t, I gave her a goodnight kiss that’s all and I am not even sure if she liked it, she pulled away”! explained. started to laugh, “Well will we see you at breakfast soon”? “Yes she’s in the shower now and then I’ll just need one and we’ll be down”! “That’s great see you soon”! hung up the phone at the same time as walked into the room wearing that robe again. “ just called wanted to meet up with us at breakfast, so I will just take a quick shower okay”? “Okay I’ll get dressed while you do that”! smiled at him.
When went to the bathroom took off the robe and put on her purple bikini and then she put on her black miniskirt and a purple vesttop. She looked through her suitcase and found her black slippers. At last she put up her hair in a messy bun and put her sunglasses in the top of her hair.
“You look ready”! said walking into the bedroom in only his boxers. “Yeah, yeah I am all ready”! “I will be ready in 2 minutes”! “Okay I’ll be waiting in the lounge”! said walking out of the room. jumped into a pair of shorts and a black vest top for men. He put a little wax into his hair and put on his sunglasses and walked back to . “Ready”! He said and they walked downstairs to join the others at breakfast.

“Morning , morning ”! said. “Ready for the beach I see”! said. “Yes or do you guys have any other plans”? asked. “No we are heading to the beach afterwards as well”! said. “Great can’t wait”! replied. “Are you ready to be in all the magazines at home, wearing only your bikini”? asked winking at . “Well if they want to take pictures of me they can, but why I am no one special”! “You are the date of that makes you the most special girl here until our wedding day”! said.
took a sip of her orange juice and then took a bite of the pineapple she had on her plate. “This taste amazing”! said shoving a piece of pineapple towards ’s mouth, “Try”! She said smiling. Shane leaned forward and captured the piece with his mouth, and looked at the couple in front of them and then gave each other a look. looked at , “It’s very tasty”! He said, “I told you so”! said smiling. took a last sip of his juice and stood up, “Ready guys”? He asked and the other 3 stood up and they all walked to the beach.

When they came down there they noticed , and sitting on some beach beds. “Hi is he great out there”? asked looking into the water. “Yes amazing”! said really proud. “What are we looking at”? asked, “ he is out surfing”! explained and told her where to look. “Wow, he’s good”! said. sat down on a bed and took the one right beside him. “If I take off my shirt will you please put on some lotion on my back”? asked looking at . “Of course if you help me afterwards”! “Sure”! said taking off his shirt. put some sun lotion in her hand and warmed it up a bit before rubbing it into ’s back, making her stomach do backflips and it didn’t help to think of the kiss the night before. “Done”! She said and rubbed the rest of the lotion into her arms. “Thanks”! replied with a smile.
looked around nervously before taking of her skirt and folding it neatly and put it under her bed, she wasn’t aware that sat starring at her legs, she then grabbed the bottom of her vest top and pulled it over her head. was once again mesmerised, he had hoped that her body wouldn’t be perfect, but she was gorgeous and very fit, her legs. bum, stomach and breasts were all perfect, if he wasn’t about to fall in love he would most defiantly do it now. nudged ’s ribs and nodded toward , couldn’t help but giggle making the girls looking ’s way. “You like what you see ”? asked. “Wha…what…sorry did you talk to me”! asked turning to face . They all started to laugh. “I asked you if you like what you see”! looked at and then to who sat blushing, “She isn’t ugly give the guy a break”! said. looked around, “Who are we talking about”? “It’s nothing”! said. “You can tell me, I told you I didn’t care about the dating thing, that’s not why I wanted to come”! “ babe, we were talking about you, Mr. here was literally drooling over you when you took off your clothes”! Amy said smiling. “Aaww that’s sweet”! said smiling at .
lay down on her stomach smiling to herself. “Would you mind doing my back or should I ask somebody else”? She asked closing her eyes. “No I can do it”! replied rubbing lotion on to her back. “That feels nice”! said enjoying every touch from him. himself felt his stomach do backflips, she was giving him a hard time. Her bikini didn’t cover more than necessary. “Would you mind opening the back of the top while you do it”? She asked still with her eyes closed. “No…no course not”! said doing what he was asked, which caused his body to react. “Enjoying yourself ”? asked when came back from the water. started blushing even more and grabbed his towel to cover up his shorts. “Leave the man alone now will you”? asked with a hint of a smile”! “Thank you ”! said and closed ’s bikini again. “Thanks”! said sitting up and gave a kiss on his cheek. “You’re welcome”! He replied laying down on his own sun bed.

After a long day at the beach they all decided to go out and eat, but when and arrived back to their room, didn’t feel well. “ I think I am going to stay here”! “What, why”? He asked sad. “I don’t feel well I think I have gotten too much sun. I will just take a shower and head to bed”! “You need to eat something”! said worried. “I am really not that hungry , I just want to go to bed”! “Well I’ll go eat with the others, but I’ll come right back here okay”! “ you don’t have to, go and have fun”! said finding a towel. “…can I call you that”? “Yeah…”! She said looking up at him. “Well , I can’t have fun, thinking you are here not feeling well”! smiled at him, “Well you can text me once in a while to make sure I’m alive”! “Not funny you know”! said sitting down on the bed. “I am going to be fine, go out and try to have fun okay”! She said walking towards the bathroom.
When she was done showering she walked back into the suite where sat ready to take over the bathroom. “I am taking a shower and then I am going out”! “Cool, I’ll jump into my pyjamas then”! replied. While was showering there was a knock on the door. When she opened the door there stood a waiter with a food wagon. “Mr. ordered some room service”! “Erm then you better roll it inside, don’t want him to be in a bad mood”! tipped the waiter before he left the room. came out short after. “I thought you were going out”! said looking at him struggling to put on his jeans. “I am, this is for you, I have no idea what you like, so ordered a bit of everything”! smiled at him, “Thank you , that was very sweet of you, but I am really not that hungry”! “No but I want you to eat something, your choice okay”! “Okay”! replied looking at all the food. “It smells amazing, are you sure you want to go out”? She asked hoping he would stay in. laughed, “I promised I would go, but I’ll text you okay”! He said pulling on a white shirt”! “Okay, behave”! “ I am always behaving”! He said winking sexily.

Chapter 6.

met up with the lads and the girls downstairs. “Hi where is your date ”! asked. “Is she already tired of you”? said smiling. “No she isn’t feeling well, so she is having a night in”! said. “That’s too bad, I really like her ”! said touching his arm. “Yeah so do I”! replied. “I think you should ask her on a proper date”! “When”? asked. “Why don’t you invite her to lunch or dinner one night before the wedding or ask her to stay another week with you, you know she loves it here and you are off from Westlife for a couple of weeks or you can go home and wonder if you are ever going to see her again”! “You know me so well ”! said smiling.
The group walked to a restaurant on the resort where they enjoyed a great dinner and a few drinks, before moving on to the bar, where they met up with more of and ’s friends. looked at his phone wondering if he should text ”! “Any messages”? asked looking over his shoulder, “No just wondering if she is okay”! “Why don’t you text her then”! “I should, shouldn’t I”! “I would if I was you”! replied clapping his shoulder. “Yeah, I’ll do that”! “I don’t recognise you , you use to be so confident when it comes to women”! “I know, but this one is special, but I am not sure if she has any feelings for me”! “Come on , you are good looking and as she says you are a sweetheart, of course she likes you”! “Yeah well I want to hear it from her”! said looking down again. “Give her some time”! said winking. smiled, “Yeah I have a feeling that I have to give her a lot of time”! said putting his phone back into his pocket.

looked at the time it was 1am and hadn’t texted her ones, she decided to text him, “Hi , are you guys having fun, I feel a bit better now”! After sending the message she went to the bathroom. Returning back to bed she noticed she had received a message

sat by the bar with , one of ’s friends were sitting on the other site, she had showed him a lot of interest all night, he told her he was there with a date, but she didn’t seem to get it, when she was about to lean in for a kiss received a message. “Excuse me”! said turning to and grabbed his phone. He smiled when he saw the message from , “Don’t have much fun without you, I like you, you know, really like you. You drive me crazy ”! “ who was it”! said. “, she’s feeling better, I think I made a big mistake”! said taking a sip of his beer. “How”? asked. “I told her she drives me crazy and that I like her, like her”! “That’s not a mistake , that’s just how you feel”! He said padding ’s shoulder. “I hope I haven’t scared her away”! “I am sure, she’s fine about it, wait to see if you get a response, if not you know where to get laid”! said nodding towards ’s friend. “Not a chance”! said making laugh.

stared at the phone in disbelief, “Was it his feelings or the drinks that was talking”! She went back to bed and thought for a bit before writing another message. “Then why aren’t you up here holding me and nursing me”? She smiled to herself when she sent the message, she couldn’t wait to get his reply.

smiled when he read the reply from , looked at him, “Looks like a positive reply”! “Very, I’ll head back to the room now”! said standing up from the bar stool he was sitting on. “THAT POSITIVE AY”! said happy for his friend. “Might be, but won’t expect anything”! said, “Bye see you tomorrow”! Then he ran towards the lift.

was a bit disappointed that there was no reply from , but she decided to talk to him about it the next morning, when she was about to fall into a deep sleep, she felt a pair of arms going around her and knew by the touch who it was and started to smile.
“Are you okay”? He asked stroking her arm. “Yes I feel better, especially now it feels nice”! She said turning to her back. “If I knew you wanted me to stay I would have stayed”! whispered. “Yeah, well I told you I wasn’t here because of the dating thing how do you explain that your feelings have changed to someone who is out of your league”? asked. “Out of my league, are you crazy, you are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on and you are so different from any other girl I’ve met”! He then leaned in to kiss her soft lips. “I was wondering if you want to go out on a date with me, one of these days, lunch or dinner, whatever you want”? “What about both”? whispered. “So is that a yes”? He asked stroking her hair, “Yes, I would love to go on a date with you”! said kissing him and turning back on her site. “Thank you”! He said nuzzling into her neck. “Sleep tight ”! He said, but received no answer, was already fast asleep. He smiled to himself and fell asleep holding her tight.

The next morning woke up with an arm around her. She tried to climb out of the bed, but the grab around her got tighter. “Where are you going”? She heard a very hoarse voice say. started to giggle, “Just going to the bathroom”! “Will you be back”? He asked still with his eyes closed. “Yes I’ll be back”! “Good”! He said and loosened his grip.
went to the bathroom. She checked herself in the mirror. She looked tired and her hair was messed up. Right now she looked like herself when she went to the audition. After 5 minutes in the bathroom, she walked back to the bedroom, where now had his eyes open. “Please do not look at me”! She begged, started to laugh, “If we are going to date for a long time, you might get used to me seeing you in the morning”! “I guess”! said and sat down on the bed. “I thought I had blown it with you, by telling you how I felt in a drunk message”! said. “No, not at all, just happy you did”! She said leaning in to receive a soft kiss from him. “I am sure this trip is getting better by the day”! He said smiling. “Yeah I know what you mean, do you want to go out for breakfast, explore this place for a bit”? asked. “That sounds amazing”! They both found some clothes, got dressed and walked down the lobby. On their way grabbed her hand, “Do you mind”? He asked. “Not at all”! She said stroking his hand with her thumb, standing alone in the lift, couldn’t help but pulling her closer and kiss her, “You are amazing you know that right”! “I like to think so yeah”! said making him giggle. When they arrived to the lobby they walked to the desk and asked for a map, so they could figure out where to go.
“Where are you two going”? and turned around to see . “We are going to explore for a bit”! said smiling. looked at , even he was tired he beamed with happiness, he felt happy inside and he knew it was showing on the outside aswell. “Well I will let you guys get on with your day, enjoy”! She said walking into the restaurant. smiled at , “How are we getting there”? She asked. “ made sure there is rented cars for us to use”! said taking her hand and led her outside.

walked back into the restaurant, where she enjoyed breakfast with all her friends and a huge part of and ’s families. “Guess who I just met”! She said looking at and , who were both sitting in front of her. “Who”? said. “A very happy and ”! said. turned to the girls conversation. “Happy”? He asked. “I tell you he was beaming and I am pretty sure I saw them leave holding hands”! replied. smiled to himself. “Hey Mr. , what do you know”? asked her fiancé. “Well last night, he told her how he felt in a drunken message, I guess she felt the same”! said smiling. “Aaww that’s just great, I really hope she’ll make him settle down, they will be so good together”! said and the rest of them agreed.

“So we have now had a perfect breakfast together, what do you want to do now”? He asked. “What about we go surfing”! “ can learn us that”! said. “I thought the point of us exploring on our own, was to be on our own”! said winking. smiled, “Well you got that one right”! He said sitting into the car and drove towards the beach.
They enjoyed the whole day together wrapped up in each others arms stealing a kiss here and there. had rented a surfboard and they both sat on it in the water starring at each other. “What is going to happen if there is a paparazzi photograph who has been following us”? asked looking at , “Why, is there”? asked and nodded, “Look to the beach bar to the left”! turned and noticed a man taking picture of them.

Chapter 7.

“Well then I guess they will be bored of me always wearing my purple bikini”! She said making laugh. “I meant what if they put a picture in the newspapers back home of the two of us, how would you react on that”? “Well it’s not like we are having sex on the beach or anything it’s just a few kisses here and there”! “So you will be okay being linked to me as the new girl in my life”? asked looking down and then up meeting ’s eyes. “I wouldn’t mind”! said smiling, which made smile as well. “Okay, what about we buy you another bikini for the next couple of days”? He asked, agreed and they paddled into the shore.

When they arrived back at the hotel to unpack the things they had bought looked at , “I’ve really been enjoying myself today”! He said, “I am glad, that was the point”! sat down on the couch, “Come and sit down”! He said and walked towards him, “What’s the matter”? “I just want to ask you something, it’s a bit private”! “Okay, ask away”! looked down on her hands and took them in his, “I am so glad that we met, also the way we did and I am growing quite found of you, as you already know…but I just wanted to know, where I stand when it comes to sex”! “What do you mean, where you stand”? asked. “You know after…after you’ve been raped”! He said looking down. “Well I’ve had sex after that , don’t worry I will tell you if you are doing anything wrong”! said leaning in and kissed him. “So you’ve had sex after, someone special”? He asked making laugh, “Not as special as you no”! She said kissing him again, “That answer is good enough for me”! He said leaning back pulling her with him.
When their kisses were about to get more passionately there was a knock on the door. “Now what”? said a bit irritated. “They might go away”! whispered. “I hope so”! said making giggle kissing her neck. “You smell so good”! He whispered. “ ARE YOU IN THERE”! shot up in his seat. “Who is it”? asked. “My mum”! said embarrassed, stood up and straightened his clothes. “ONE MOMENT MUM”! yelled. stood up and straightened her clothes as well”! “What is she doing here”? whispered. “ and invited all our parents, guess they are here already”! “Okay”! replied smiling. “Do you find it funny to be interrupted in whatever we were about to do”! “No of course not”! said smiling at who was blushing heavily. He walked to the door and looked around the room before opening the door. “Mum, dad are you already here”? He asked surprised. “Yeah we took an earlier flight”! His dad said. “You have some explanations to do ”! His mam said walking inside. “Explanation”? asked confused. His mum looked up, “Who are you”? She asked looking at and then back at , “Who is she”? She asked again. “Mum, dad this is the girl who won a trip to go as my date and we…”! “Of course sorry I didn’t mean to be this rude, I am , ’s mum and this is ’s dad ”! cut short, before he had a chance to tell his parents that he and liked each other a lot. reached out his hand for to shake it.
“So what do I have to explain”? asked looking at his parents. “Why didn’t you tell us about your girlfriend and why isn’t she here”? raised a brow, “Girlfriend?? Well she is here”! said looking at smiling a bit. “Where I want to meet her”! “You just introduced yourself to her”! said getting more confused by the minute. “No, , where is she”? “Why the…erm why are you talking about , I have no idea where she is why and mum she’s not my girlfriend”! explained. “Not your girlfriend and still she’s pregnant with your child”! looked at , “I am sorry babe, I have no idea what she is talking about, mum what ARE you talking about”! handed a couple of newspapers. All front pages said the same. A huge picture of and and a text saying, “I am having ’s baby”! “I need some air, it was nice meeting you”! said and walked to the door. “ where are you going”? “I just need some air, I’ll be back later, I promise”! said and walked out the door.

Walking along the beach she took off her sandals and enjoyed the waves hitting her feet, she had had an amazing day and seemed to be the perfect guy for her, but she knew that if he was going to be a daddy, there were no chance for them to be together! “ what are you doing down here”? looked up and met ’s eyes, she started smiling. “Just needed a breather”! She replied. “Can I walk with you”? He asked. “Sure why not”! They walked for a while without talking. “So are you nervous about the wedding”? asked looking up at him. “Nah that’s not that bad…yet”! He said giving her a small smile. “She’s a great girl, has been so nice towards me”! “Yeah, well she thinks that you will be perfect for our ”! “Yeah I thought so as well, but now that he…”! stopped before telling about the baby. “Now that he what”? asked pushing on. “It’s nothing”! “Come on what is it, what is he”? “ is pregnant, she told all the tabloids at home that she is carrying his child”! said and stopped for a while to look at the sunset. took her hands in his, “Don’t believe in everything that you hear or read”! said. “But they had an on and off relationship”! “Yes, but is very careful when it comes to sex and I am sure that baby isn’t his”! He said. “He likes you a lot hun”! said kissing her on the cheek, “We all do”.

Meanwhile stood on the balcony watching walking along the beach, she looked beautiful with the sunset in the background. She was soon joined by a man, felt his inside burning when he noticed the man taking her hands and leaning in for a kiss, that lasted a tad longer than he liked. shook his head and decided to make himself ready for dinner.
When he sat in the bar waiting for the rest of the gang, ’s friend sat down on the chair on the other site of the table. “Where did you go to the other night”! She asked flirtatious. “Had someone to be with, but she turned out not being worth spending my time with”! “OH did I now”! turned around starring at who stood there with , raised her brows. “What’s up with you mate”? asked. “Thanks for the walk I really enjoyed talking to you”! said turning around. “WHAT THE FUCK”! Shane said raising his voice, standing up and pushed . “ what are you doing”! asked when she saw what was happening. “How dare you to kiss her, you know what I feel for her”! He then pushed one more time, “How dare you do that to me or , she loves you”! looked at a very angry and then at , “What the hell is he talking about”? He asked. “I have absolutely no idea”! , , , and had now joined them. was held back by and . “I saw you holding her hands and kissing her down on the beach, I saw you from the balcony, I thought I was your friend”! yelled angrily. “WHAT”? asked looking at and . “…”! said. “Don’t talk to me you slut, get the hell out of here you are no longer welcome here”! hissed. “”! yelled when he saw her running out of there. “Missing her already do you”? hissed. “I can’t believe you just did that”! said looking at . “What, throwing out your girlfriend”! She spit back. “You know what, it’s over…none of you don’t EVER and I mean EVER talk to me again”! said pointing at and , then he turned around to leave the room. “Now come on , stay let’s talk this through”! said. raised his hand to shut them all up and left the room.

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looked at , “Let him cool of, he will be good in no time, don’t worry ”! said hugging a sobbing . “I thought we were happy, why would he ever kiss another girl”! She said crying into ’s chest. sat down. “Are you sure it was you saw kissing ”? asked. “I’m positive”! said taking a sip of his beer. “You know right now he is ready to drop the wedding and the band right”? asked , “I feel bad about the wedding, but I don’t want to be in a band where you can’t trust your band mate around your girl”! said drinking the rest of his beer. “I really hope you are sure about this otherwise you have screwed up a perfect week for us all”! said. and tried to comfort while and tried to figure out what to do. “I am sure they were on the beach and I was on the balcony he leaned in and they kissed”! hissed.

looked all over the hotel and on the beach for , she was no where to be seen. So he walked back to the bar again.
“”! said when she saw him, “I can’t find her”! said. looked at , “Too bad”! He replied not really carrying. “, I’ve been looking all over the hotel, I’ve been to the beach, I can’t find her and it’s turning dark now”! looked down, “, I don’t care, she’s probably gone back to Ireland”! “Oh yeah, the place she hates the most, why didn’t I think about that”! said sarcastic. “By the way, I never kissed her, she was so sad about the thing and I leaned in and gave her a kiss on the cheek, nothing else mate. I would never do that to you”! He said looking at and then turned to his wife to be.
“And I love you with all my heart, you are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen, why would I go and kiss another girl. When we get married in a few days one of my dreams will finally come true, I would never do anything to hurt you, but it hurts me when you believe I would”! said. looked down she felt ashamed and embarrassed first of all because she knew he would never do anything like that and second of all for telling off as she did, because she really liked her.
looked at , “I’m sorry, I’m a fool”! “Yeah well you should tell that, she thought you were her Mr. Perfect, but I am PRETTY sure that you showed her different tonight”! said. “Yeah”! “And what is it with ”? asked looking at . “She’s pregnant and has told all tabloids that it’s my baby”! “Is it”? asked. “Have no idea, haven’t slept with her for a while and I have always been careful around her, because she sleeps around”! said. “Well then it’s probably not yours, why don’t you go tell that”? said smiling at .
“As I tried to tell you all she’s gone”! said. looked down, “Well I will stay in the lobby all night till she gets back”! said. “Why don’t we all head to bed she’ll probably come back soon”! said. “I hope so, I feel so ashamed, I don’t know why I get so jealous”! said looking to the ground. “Because you like her mate, REALLY like her”! said, “Yeah I know, but as you said I blew it”! “Yeah…but you better talk to her about it when she comes back”! “I will sleep tight ”! “You too ”! said and walked back to the bar.

went upstairs, dressed down and jumped into bed. He missed her already, how could he get it all so wrong. She was like someone he had never met before and deep inside he knew he was falling in love with her. But if that child was carrying was his, people would expect him to marry her and there would be no future for him and . When he felt himself drifting off to a well deserved sleep the door opened.
“Hi…I hope I didn’t wake you”! He turned on the light, “No…no, where have you been”? He asked. “I just had to think it all through”! “I talked to , I am really sorry for flipping out like that, it’s just…I like you ”! “I like you too ”! replied and dressed down to her underwear and jumped in bed beside him. “So where did you go to”? He asked moving up close to her and wrapped his arm around her, it felt perfect to be lying there with her in his arms and he couldn’t imagine to have to wake up beside every morning pretending to be a happy family. “Drove around for a while, I know we only just met, but you asked me to be your girlfriend and IF you are going to be a father and if our relationship is still a relationship, then I will support you and be by your site if you want me to”! sat up in the bed, “Really you would do that for me even I acted the way I did”! He asked surprised and relieved. “I would have done the same , what about and how are they doing”! “Good the wedding is still on and is really sorry about everything”! “I know, I’ll talk to her tomorrow”! replied kissing him goodnight and drifted of to sleep.

and enjoyed breakfast in the room, “ if the baby is mine…”! Shane started looking down the table. “Yeah…”! asked. “People will expect me to marry ”! looked at him, “But do you want to”? She asked. “No…hell no, I don’t want to be married to her”! He said looking into her eyes and she knew he was telling the truth. “Good, then don’t do it”! “But my mum will go mad if I had a child outside marriage”! “Then I hope it’s not your child”! said standing up. “Where are you going”? He asked puzzled. “Have to use the bathroom”! She replied blushing. “Oh…I’ll let you do that”! He said smiling a bit. “Thank you sir”! replied giggling and went to the bathroom.
When she came back, sat by the table. “ hi”! said. turned to look at , “I am SO ashamed ”! “It’s fine, you’re forgiven”! “No I said some awful things, I really like you”! “I like you too , and it’s okay I would never dream about kissing , wouldn’t jeopardise this thing I’ve just started with , I like him you know”! said glancing at who was fixing his hair. “Really LIKE him”! said. “Are you falling for him”? whispered. “Yeah big time”! She whispered back. “Why are you two whispering”? asked joining them by the table”! “Because you are not allowed to hear us”! said. “You are too nosy Mr. ”! said. started to laugh, “Is everything ready for tomorrow”? asked. “Yes I am just so nervous, I know he is the love of my life, but this is such a big step”! “And the next step after that is even bigger”! said smiling at . “I know, but this is such a huge thing”! “Yes it’s the wedding of your dreams”! “I know”! said starting crying. “Everything will be alright you’ll see, and I will be there every step of the way, right hun”! said looking at . “Right of course we will”! said smiling, their moment got interrupted by a knock on the door. “Might be looking after me”! said standing up and went to open the door.
“”???? said, “What…what are you doing here”? walked to the door, when he heard . He couldn’t believe that she was there. “Hi… can I talk to you”! “What are you doing here”? repeated ’s question. “I know I should have told you before the tabloid, but you were so mean towards me in the airport”! ran his hand through his hair. “, when that baby is born I want proof that it’s mine, until then I don’t want to see you”! said. “Well I talked to your mum, she’s the one arranging for me to have a room, even they were all booked, but I would prefer to stay with you”! “Sorry my bed is full”! said angry. “Oh she already got to you did she”! asked and pushed past him into his room. “Do you really want to spend time with a lad who is having someone else’s child”? asked looking all bitchy at . “Well I think we need to figure out if it’s his child at all before I’m making that decision until then, yes I want to spend my time with him”! replied. “There you see , he is all taking and you are not invited to our wedding”! “I don’t care I am going to be there all the way, I am pretty sure some of the papparazzi’s has been following me, they would love that is looking else where than his pregnant girlfriend”! “YOU ARE NOT MY GIRLFRIEND”! hissed.

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“No not yet, but I’ll make sure I at some point will be”! said turned on her heel and walked to the door. “See your later daddy”! She said and went out of the room. stood looking at the now closed door. “How sick is she”? asked. “She’s as sick as she can be”! replied. “GOD”! yelled frustrated. “I know babe”! said walking up to him and put her arms around his neck. sighed and wrapped his arms around her waist. “I just want to be happy with you right now and she is destroying that”! said resting his head on her shoulder. “Don’t worry you two, we’ll figure out how to send her back to Ireland”! said and walked out of their room.
looked at , “I am so sorry about all of this, first the photographer, then my mum and now , I can’t believe this is happening. I promised you a week that you’ll never forget”! “AND BELIEVE ME…I will never forget”! said laughing making smile. “I love your laughter you know that right”! “No I didn’t know that”! said smiling. “I love the way you throw your head back when you are laughing, all your face lights up, it makes me all warm inside”! confessed. “Is that a good thing”? asked. “That’s a very good thing”! said and dragged him closer to the bedroom. “Where are you taking me”? He asked smiling at her, “I want you to feel better”! said and lay herself on the bed and padding the space beside her. smiled and sat down, “ you don’t have to do this”! said laying down beside of her. “I know I don’t have to, but I really want to”! replied and leaned in to kiss her. The intensity of the kiss surprised both of them. rolled on top of her and smiled when he looked into her green eyes. “I can’t stop myself”! He said, “Then don’t”! She replied.

Later that night they met up with and downstairs, “So have you talked to ”? Hailey asked. She hated to bring her up, because she could see that was more than happy to have by his site. “Yes I did, but told me she would make sure that would be gone before the wedding tomorrow”! said. He leaned in to , “You were amazing up there”! He whispered in her ear making her giggling. felt the the tingles feeling his breath on her neck. looked then at , “What’s so funny”! “Nothing”! said. “Oh my god, Oh my god”! said looking at the couple, then at and back at the couple again. “What is it”? asked. “Look at them”! “Yeah so”! “You guys totally did it”! and started laughing. “What didn’t you”? asked. “ come on it’s private”! said. “No it’s not, come on guys did you do it or not”! smiled at , “Yeah…”! He said and leaned in to kiss her. If he had to be honest he was head over heels with this girl, but he knew he couldn’t allow himself to fall too deep. He already felt like potty in her hands, she could ask him anything and he would do it, it was that simple, but he had to think straight.
“What are you thinking babe”? asked. “About you”! said looking down at their hands which was now linked. “Sounds serious”! She said softly. “It is”! said smiling. smiled back it him, she decided that she would talk to him later. “So what are you wearing tomorrow”? asked. “I have bought a very simple black dress with one shoulder”! looked at her, “How short is it”? He asked making them all laugh. “Short enough, but probably not as short as you want it to”! She replied.
“So enjoying yourself”? The four friends looked up and saw standing at the end of their table. “I thought I told you to stay away from me until the baby is born”! said. “I just want to talk to you”! She said. looked at who started talking to about what kind of dress she was going to wear! “Okay you have 5 minutes”! said and stood up to join at another table. “So what is it”? He asked. “I am really sorry for making your life harder, but I want this to work out between us for our baby’s sake”! “ I promise that I will give it a try if the baby turns out to be mine”! said. “Are you sure”? She asked. “Yes, but if it isn’t my child I want you to leave me alone, I really like and I want to enjoy the rest of the week with her, without you here”! said. “That was kind of harsh don’t you think”? She asked with tears in her eyes. “I am sorry but please, if the baby is mine you’ll have me all by yourself, but let me have these days with her”! “Okay, I guess that’s fair”! “Thank you”! said and stood up. “Don’t I get a hug”? She asked. “Of course”! said and leaned in to hug her. She then walked away and joined the others by the table.
“What did you tell her to make her leave”? asked. “Can we talk about that when we get to the room”? He asked. “Of course, sorry”! She replied. “Don’t be, it’s just something I want to keep between you and me”! “Okay”! said and kept talking to about the wedding.

After a couple of hours and went back to their room. “So what did you tell her”? asked dressing down to her underwear and walked to the bathroom to brush her teeth. “Not much, just told her I want these days alone with you”! “And what did you promise her to give you that”? “”! sighed and took his toothbrush from the sink. “No tell me, I want to know what it is I am up against”! said and began to brush her teeth. “I promised her that if the baby is mine I would give her a chance”! “A chance”? mumbled. looked down “A chance for her and you as a couple you mean”? asked after finishing her tooth brushing. “Yes…”! sighed. could feel tears in her eyes, but refused to cry in front of him. “Okay”! She simply said and walked out of the bathroom and went straight to bed.
looked into the mirror and sighed, this was going to be hard to explain without her getting pissed and he really didn’t want that, he wanted to be with her until the baby was born, he knew it wasn’t fair of him to ask her to, but that was what he wanted.
“ are you sleeping”? He asked when he lay down on his side of the bed. felt the tears hit her pillow she cried in silence and didn’t want to answer him. She wanted him to think she was sleeping already. “Are you sleeping or ignoring me”? He asked. “Ignoring you”! said wiping away the tears with the backside of her hand. “I am really sorry about all this believe me”! “Yeah playing on two horses at once”! “, come on, we have had such a great day together sharing a very special moment, don’t ruin that”! He said softly. turned around and he could now see that she had been crying. He put his hand on her cheek to dry her tears away. “Please don’t cry sweetheart, I really want to be with you and no one else you have to believe me”! “Yeah that’s what you say to me, but you promised something else”! “ I have no choice, if that baby is mine I’ll have to own up to my responsibility”! “Also if you end up unhappily married”! “Yes…that’s how it works in my family”! “I understand”! said sad. “Please tell me that we are still an item”! “I don’t know , I am lost…I think you should go to the wedding with ”! sat up immediately and turned on the light, “Have you lost your mind”? “What”? “First of all you won this trip and you won a date with me on ’s wedding day, at least you can take your price”! “What if I don’t want it anymore”? asked. “Don’t do this to me…”! “Do what, I am just making things easier for you”! replied. “I am falling so fast for you I want to share tomorrow with you and no one else, especially if this is the last day I’ll ever have with you”! looked into his eyes. “Okay”! “Thank you”! He said and kissed her softly on her lips.

Chapter 10.

The next morning woke up a bit earlier than planned, she went into the lounge and called room service to bring up breakfast. She had butterflies in her stomach, she knew even though all eyes would be on and a lot of them would be turned to her as well as she was going to be on ’s arm.
“Hi are you up already”? She turned to look at a very tired . “Yeah…you look tired, why don’t you sleep some more”! She asked. “I haven’t slept most of the night, I can’t believe that you are leaving me after tonight”! “I am not leaving you, you made the choice yourself babe”! said looking to the floor. looked to the door when he heard a knock, “Who’s that”? asked. “Room service, I ordered breakfast for us”! said. started to smile and went to the door, “Good morning, I got room service for you”! “Thank you”! replied and received the wagon with food. “Hmm smells delicious”! said looking at the eggs and bacon. “Yes I hope you are hungry I know I am”! said taking a plate and filled it up. “Yeah I guess I am”! “Is something wrong”? “Just that I want to be with you, my heart tells me that we are perfect for each other”! “We are, but you have to do as your mind and your family say right”! said trying to concentrate on her food. “Can’t we just have a great day, enjoy the wedding and the night together and take it from there”! smiled, “We can try”! sat down beside her with his plate. “Thanks, I can’t wait to see that dress of yours”! “Well I have been thinking, I think I’ll wear a different one”! “Why not the short one”! asked making laugh, “Because I love this other one I have, but I promise it’s sexy as well”! said kissing his cheek and stood up. “I’ll take a shower now, my hair will take a while so have to get started”! “Sure of course”! said feeling that she was trying to ignore him.
went to shower enjoying the warm water running down her body. She also wiped away the tears streaming down her cheeks. She knew it was a bad idea to fall so badly for him, but she couldn’t help it, he had been so nice towards her and he looked gorgeous. She had decided that she would stay with him if they could make their relationship work when they got back to Ireland, but when he told her, that he would give a chance if the baby was his, all thoughts about a future with him got ruined and why not stop it before starting it for real.
After finishing the shower she blow-dried her hair and put on her lingerie, she then walked out to the lounge surprised that wasn’t alone. , ’s dad and ’s mum looked up at her. Blushing heavily ran straight to the bedroom. She closed the door and leaned up against it. “Not embarrassing AT ALL”! said before she started to laugh. She heard a soft knock on the door and when she opened looked at her with a smile. “I’m sorry about that”! said and walked to her closet. “No I should have warned you”! said walking up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. “Now the groom and my parents has already seen you dressed like this, why don’t you drop the dress and go like this”! whispered in her ear. “You can’t go around like this all day”! said putting her hand in his crotch and turned around. “Why don’t we skip this wedding and run away”! started laughing. “If you don’t want to give a chance, then don’t”! “I have too”! said pouting. “Well then our run away have been cancelled and we are going to a wedding tonight and tomorrow I’ll head back to Ireland”! leaned closer and kissed her softly on the lips. “I don’t know how I am supposed to leave you alone after tonight”! He whispered. looked into his eyes and she saw tears welling up”! “Then why do you let everyone else decide what you are going to do”? She asked softly drying away his tears with her thumb. “I don’t know”! He sobbed leaning his head down to her shoulder. “I am not going to decide for you, but if I was you I would follow my heart and take every one else’s opinion and stick it up where the sun don’t shine. heard him laughing against her shoulder. “I can’t”! “I know”! said and turned around again. “I’m sorry”! “Don’t be , I am just a competition winner who’s going on a date with , the rest that happened this week wasn’t suppose to happen, so I’ll get over it”! said and opened the closet to take out a red off the shoulders dress. It was short in front and going to the floor in the back. sighed. “Believe me if I had a choice I would have chosen differently”! “I don’t want to discuss it anymore, you say you don’t have a choice I say you do, we are not going to agree on that, so let’s just try and have fun for and ’s sake”1 “Yeah, I am taking a shower”! “Enjoy” said and put her dress on the bed. She then found her wide black belt and black pumps. She decided to make big soft curls; it wasn’t often she had curls, but she loved it when she finally had them.
When she was half way through her hair came in all naked and she smiled a bit he sure was gorgeous; “Looking good are you going like that”? She asked. “Only if you are going like that”! said winking. “Okay”! looked at her again, “Close your mouth of course I am not going like this, but then again I couldn’t care less if you got in the magazines like that, you’re only going to be mine for tonight”! said. “A bit less of the cold shoulder please”! sighed. “I’m sorry”! “ you’ve made your point okay I wish things were different”! “I know I’m sorry”! said and finished her hair. “It suits you”! He said referring to the curls. “Thanks”! “Really you look beautiful”! “So do you”! said looking at him in the mirror. He put on a black pair og Calvin Klein boxers. “What are you wearing”? “Just a simple suit and a white shirt with a black tie”! started laughing. “What is it”? “ you are not going to a funeral, you are on Hawaii”! “So”? “Put on your suit trousers and I’ll call reception for a shirt”! said and went to the lounge.
“They will have it washed and dried in an hour”! “What kind of shirt are we talking about”? asked. “The kind that doesn’t need a tie”! said smiling. “I am not sure I am liking this”? He said and smiled, “Don’t worry you’ll look gorgeous as always”! She said kissing his cheek. “You know what? If you hadn’t spend that long on your hair I would have thrown you on the bed”! “You can make love to me all night if you want”! “I thought you said that you were just a competition winner”! “I am, but I don’t want you to forget me just like that”! looked down and then he looked up at her meeting her eyes, “No matter what I’ll never forget you ”! “I will never forget you either ”! He walked close to her and kissed her hard on the lips. “I can’t wait for this wedding to be over”! laughed and walked to the longue when she heard a knock on the door. “…come on in”! She said hiding a little behind the door. “Hun who was it”? “It’s me ”! said and walked to the longue and threw a bathrobe at . “I know you’ve already seen her in this underwear today, but I prefer to have this sight for myself”! said winking. “I don’t blame you”! said smiling. put on the bathrobe, “Well I will go and work on my make up, by the way you look perfect, she’s a lucky girl”! winked at him and walked to the bedroom.

“And you are one lucky guy, she’s stunning”! said looking after . “Yeah isn’t she, too bad it’s over after tonight”! sighed. “What are you talking about”? asked. “Well I promised to give her a chance if I am the father of the child”! “ARE YOU CRAZY!! You have a diamond in there and you are willing to change her for silver well she’s rather steel than silver”! said. looked at his friend and started to laugh, “You are right…”! “What if the child isn’t yours”? asked. “Well…I haven’t thought about that”! said.

Chapter 11.

“You better do, you know if she walks out of your life tomorrow and the baby isn’t yours you’ll regret it for the rest of your life”! “ I will regret it for the rest of my life even the baby is mine”! “Then why have you promised to try, you are never going to love her, cause if you were, you guys would already be together”! looked at his friend, he knew he was right, “But…”! “No but , this is your life, not your parents, not ’s and not ’s, but yours”! “Shouldn’t you be nervous about the wedding by now”? said changing the subject. “I am, that’s why I am here, but you helped me to relax, I am not getting cold feet, because I am not going to make the same mistake as you, I am marrying the love of my life, not letting her go”! said standing up and walked to the door. “But she’s not…she can’t be…come on we just met”! stuttered. “Everyone can see it in your eyes, it’s been there since day one”! said and walked out of the room.
sighed and sat back into the couch, to stand up again because of knocking. “Can I help you”? asked looking at a girl outside blushing, he looked down and noticed his bare chest, “Oh sorry about that”! said. “Well I have a shirt for you Mr. ”! She said handing him a bag and walked away. opened the bag and saw a Hawaii shirt in blue, punk white and yellow. “, I am not wearing this”! came from the bedroom now wearing a stunning make-up and a beautiful dress. “Oh yes you are, this is perfect”! She said. “Perfect…but…wow look at you”! said looking at her, she was absolutely beautiful, was right, he might as well be honest to himself, she was the love of his life, she had swept him of his feet in a way he had never been before, but he had respect for his parents and their values and he was ready to put aside his own happiness for the sake of the child. “…”! said making him waking him up from his thoughts, “Yes..:”! “It’s perfect why don’t you try it on”! “If you say so”! “I do”? said and he put on the shirt. “You look great”! She said correcting his collar. “And you look absolutely breathtaking”! “I told you didn’t I”? asked kissing his cheek.

When they were both ready they walked to and ’s room, “Are you guys ready”? asked when opened the door. “Yes, wow look at you , new shirt”? asked smiling. “ wanted me to wear it”! “Suits you”! said looking to , “Wow do you look stunning or what”! “Thank you ”! said and followed into the room. “Is ready”? asked. “Just about so, need to put on my shoes”! said from the bedroom, but soon joined the other 3 in the lounge. “Oh my god your dress, wow”! “Thank you, you look stunning too”? said smiling. “And Mr. may I say you look very casual, but smart”! “I told you so”! whispered. “Thank you , you look beautiful”! The two couples walked downstairs where they met up with and .
“So how will you manage the beach in those shoes”? asked smiling at his date, “Like this”! She said and opened her handbag and took out a pair of black flipflops. “Now that’s clever”! said wrapping his arm around her. “I am a clever girl”! “I know you are, that’s one of the things I love about you”! He whispered making her skin tingle and her stomach flip. “If you keep whispering in my ear like that we won’t make it to the wedding”! said taking a step away from him. started laughing and followed her and the others to the beach, where a very nervous stood together with his brother, who was going to be the best man. “He looks very good today, she’s such a lucky girl”! sighed. “HEY…I am right here”! said making the other lads laugh, “I am sorry, but she’s right, he is hot”! said. “Yep I could do him anytime”! said now the girls were laughing and the lads especially sat totally gobsmacked. “Just kidding hun”! said kissing his cheek. “I am not sure you are”! “Come on babe, I don’t want anyone but you”! “I know”! said kissing her lips.
looked around, she loved all of ’s friends and she was so sad that this was the last day she would ever spend with them. Suddenly everyone went silent and turned to look at , she looked so beautiful and could see the tears in ’s eyes watching her walking towards him.

After a very beautiful ceremony they walked back to the hotel where they were going to have dinner and later have a party. “ you look so beautiful, congratulation”! said giving her a hug. “Thank you , how did you manage to get to wear a Hawaii shirt, it’s suits him to look a bit relaxed”! “He was going to wear a suit with tie, I told him we were on Hawaii not at a funeral and then I ordered one shirt for him, so he didn’t have a choice”! started laughing, “ is he the one”? “What… I just met him”! “I know, but you must have had some thoughts”! “Yeah…I’ve been thinking about our future, what our kids would look like, but then came and ruined all that, so now I am thinking about a future without him. But come on we have know each other for a week, it could be a crush nothing else”! “If it was a crush your eyes wouldn’t show what they do and it goes for both of you, whenever you are not by his site, his eyes find you immediately, this is something special”! felt tears in her eyes by ’s words.. “Well we’ll never know , I better go pampering, I’ll be back very soon”! said walking to the bathroom, she felt ’s eyes on her all the way.

“ is she okay”? asked walking up behind the bride. “Yes I think so, she just needed the bathroom”! smiled at . “I can’t believe that she’s leaving tomorrow”! sighed. “You can stop her and you know that”! said looking at him. “Yeah I know and I want to, but I can’t”! “I don’t understand you ”! said and walked away. sighed and noticed come from the bathroom.
“Are you okay”? asked nervously. “Yeah, yes I am fine”! stuttered. “Have you been crying”? “Not more than at any other wedding ”! said trying to walk pass him. “Hey, what’s wrong with you”? He said walking in front of her. “I am falling in love with you and all of your friends and I have to say goodbye to all of you tomorrow that’s what’s wrong ”! looked down, “You know how I feel”! He sighed. “I know…that’s why it hurts so much”? said kissing his cheek and walked passed him.

“What’s up with those two”? asked . “Have no idea I thought they were getting to know each other, if you know what I mean”! replied smiling. “Hey are you and having a fight”? asked when she walked pass them. stopped and looked at her new friends, “No not at all, I just need some distance before dinner”! said smiling and walked out of the hotel.
She walked down to the beach and sat down watching the waves hit the shore. It was really beautiful, she loved being there and it was hard to believe that she had to go back to Ireland the very next day. “Hi…”! looked up and saw , “Hi…”! “Do you mind if I sit down”? “No…”! sat down in the sand beside her. “It’s beautiful isn’t it”! “Yes very beautiful”! “I would really like it if you would stay for another week just the two of us”! He said taking her hand. Chapter 12.

looked into his eyes, she was sure he meant it but she knew that it was only a way to postpone their “break up”. “I don’t think that’s a good idea”! said. “Why not”? He asked looking down. “If I spend a week with you all alone, I don’t ever want to let go and I have to when the baby arrives and I don’t want to, so it’s better to make a clean break now before we get too serious”! said. “I guess you’re right, but will you please save a dance for me”? smiled and nodded, “Of course”! helped her up, “Come on, dinner is ready to be served”! “Can’t wait I’m hungry”! She said and followed him back to the hotel.

“So are we enjoying ourselves”? asked swinging around on the dance floor. “Yes it’s one great party, but I would rather use our last night in our room”! whispered. “What did you say”? He asked raising a brow. “I am not sure I dare to say that again”! She laughed. “You don’t have to I heard you very well the first time, come on”! he said pulling her over the dance floor. “ we can’t just leave”! “Of course we can, they’ll understand”! said. “Okay”! replied and followed him to the lift. While waiting he leaned in and captured her lips. “Don’t leave me”! He whispered against her lips. “I wish I could stay , but you made your choice and let’s just get the best out of it”! “Yes…you’re right”! He said and they stepped into the elevator. smiled at her, “I can’t wait to get you to that room of ours”! smiled back at him, “Me neither”!
looked at and closed the door behind them, “I might wreck your dress”! He whispered in her ear. “Why”? She asked puzzled. “Because I am about to take it off of you and it has to go fast”! giggled and took of her shoes. When was about to get a hold of her she ran as fast as she could towards the bedroom closely followed by . She zipped down her dress fast and let it fall to the floor, “See no wrecking the dress”! She said and threw herself on the bed. “I would have been gentle”! “Funny, but I don’t believe you ”! leaned closer to her and smiled, “I am going to make you want to stay with me”! “You can try all you want, but I will leave tomorrow”! said making him pout.

The next morning woke up smelling breakfast. When she sat up she noticed wasn’t in bed when she was about to jump out of bed he came into the room. “Stay in bed, breakfast is coming to you”! He said smiling. “Aaww thank you ”! said smiling a bit. “No problem hun, so when are you leaving”? looked at her watch, “I have to be in the airport in 3 hours, so I’ll leave in 2”! sat down beside hair. “I wish I could change your mind”! He said taking away some hair from her eyes. “Yeah…well”! “I hate to see you go”! “Why”!? asked. “I am afraid that I will never see you again”! looked at him with a sad smile, “Yeah I feel the same”! “Then stay”! He said kissing her hand. “…I can’t”! She said. let go of her hand, “Well I can’t watch you leave, so I will go now”! He said standing up and walked towards the door. “…please wait”! smiled to himself and turned around, “What”? He asked. “Thank you for picking me out of all those girls and I am sorry if I let you down”! She said looking down. walked closer to her and sat down again, “You didn’t you made this trip so much better”! “Yes I enjoyed it as well and I’ll never forget it or you”! “I’ll never forget you either”! He said planting a soft kiss on her lips, “Bye…”! “Bye …”! said watching him walk out of the room.

When was done packing she took a last glance around the room, she then opened the door and when she was about to walk out of the door she bumped straight into . “Oh I’m so sorry ”! smiled at her, “That’s okay hun, I was looking for you”! “Well here I am”! said smiling. “Yeah…well I wanted to say goodbye to you and I really enjoyed you being at our wedding, even though you disappeared a bit early, but hey I know why”! blushed a bit, “I enjoyed being here thanks for letting me be a part of your amazing day”! gave her a card, “This is my card the number written with a pen is ’s number stay in contact alright”! “Sure of course ”! said kissing his cheek. “How are you getting to the airport”? asked. “There will be a wan waiting for me any minute”! “Oh, well I better let you go then”! “Yes, say goodbye to the rest and give my best”! “I will hun”! said watching her disappear down the hall.

boarded the plane heavy hearted she knew she would be back in Dublin soon and there would be no by her site, but she would see him immediately smiling at her from a banner in the airport welcoming her back to Ireland.

sat at the bar drowning another beer, he felt like crying, but he didn’t want to be weak in front of the other lads and their families. “ son, what’s happening to you”? looked to his side and saw his father. “Just lost a very special person in my life today”! sighed taking another gulp of his beer. “Explain to me”! “ she went back to Ireland, because I told her I would give a chance if the baby was mine”! “Do you love ”? looked at his dad, “No not the least, I am madly in love with ”! “Then why would you be with another woman”? His dad asked. turned to his dad. “Because that’s what you and mum believe I should”! “Oh no, you got it all wrong. All we want is for you to be happy and if makes you happy you should be with her not , you have responsibilities if the baby is yours and it concern the baby not ”! “I can’t believe you are telling me this, so if I want to be with that’s what you want me to do”! “Yes we want you to be happy”! stood up, kissed his dad on the cheek and ran to his bedroom and packed his bags.

waited for a cab in the airport, of course it was raining, but the weather fitted her mood perfectly. Holding a paper over her head she looked around, there were no free cabs in sight, “Ms. Can I help you”! looked up and noticed a guy she had seen at the wedding. “Hi…”! “Ronan, I’m Ronan”! “Oh yeah, saw you at the wedding”! “Well I guess we took the same plane home and I saw you standing here in the rain, I have a car near by, let me drive you home”! smiled at him. “Okay thank you”! “No problem”! He said and they ran to his car.
“So you and how is that working out”? Ronan asked looking at her while driving. “It’s not really”! said. “But you like him”? “I am in love with him”! Ronan smiled, “It’s a great feeling being in love I mean”! “Yes, but would be better if it ended happily”! sighed and looked down. “It might you are young”! smiled at Ronan, “Yeah you are right, I guess I have to be positive”! “That’s the spirit. So we are just driving around, can I take you somewhere”? “Well…”! “I have an idea why don’t you you come with me stay the night and I’ll take you home after breakfast”! “If it’s no trouble I hate the neighbourhood I live in at night time”! said.

walked around the airport waiting for his plane to take off. “ , where’s your date”? looked up and noticed a reporter from Ireland, “She had to take off a bit earlier”! replied. “Because of her relation to Ronan Keating”? looked at the reporter furrowing his brows. “I don’t know what you are talking about”! said and continued walking. “I am talking about this”! The reporter said and showed him a picture of Ronan with his arm wrapped around and a photo of smiling in Ronan’s car. felt tears pressuring and put on his sunglasses and walked to his seat, “…did you know about their relationship”! “Can I please ask you to leave me alone”? asked. “Sure I think I got what I wanted”! put his head in his hands, he couldn’t believe he had been so stupid, of course she had found someone better that was the real reason why she didn’t want to stay.

Chapter 13

Next morning woke up in a room she didn’t recognised. The last thing she remembered was her taking a long bath and joining Ronan for a coffee in the livingroom. She stretched and jumped out of bed. She still wore the jumpsuit she had borrowed from Ronan the day before. put up her hair in a messy bun and walked out of the room, she looked around the house seemed quiet. slowly walked to the stairs and walked silently downstairs. She smiled when she saw Ronan reading a paper and drinking coffee.
“Hi…”! She said almost in a whisper. Ronan turned around slowly and a smile spread over his lips. “Morning, slept well”? “Yes thank you, how did I get to bed”? “I carried you”! “Oh…”! “Yeah you were quite heavy my back is very sore today”! blushed, “God I’m so sorry”! Ronan started laughing, “Don’t worry I am only kidding you are light as a feather”! walked closer and sat down, “Have you slept well, hope I didn’t took too much space”! Ronan looked at her raising a brow. “In bed I mean”! “Oh…well you slept in the guestroom, wouldn’t dare bring you to my bedroom would kill me if I touched you”! smiled, “Yeah I guess so, god I miss him”! “Yes I know, you kept saying his name when I carried you upstairs. brought her hand to her forehead, “I am so embarrassing”! She said smiling, making Ronan laugh again. Ronan stopped smiling when he heard a knock on the door. “Who’s that”? He asked wondering. “Have no idea you are the one living here”! said smiling.

was so tired, he felt like he could fall asleep standing up, but he had to confront them, so he fought the sleepiness and drove through town. He loved being able to drive his own car again. He turned up the music and sang along, not long after he parked his car outside Ronan’s house. He walked to the door and knocked.

“…hey, it’s good to see you”? Ronan said leaning in for a hug, ignored it and walked passed him into his house. “Where the hell is she”! He hissed. “…what’s wrong with you”! Ronan asked. “Just tell me where my girlfriend is”! said getting angry.
heard the commotion in the hall and walked to see what was up. “Ronan is everything okaa…y”! She asked but slowly stopped talking when she saw in front of her. “ baby what are you doing here”! She asked. “I want to know what the hell YOU are doing here, have you played me a fool all along”? hissed. “What do you mean”? asked not knowing what he was on about. “Standing there all relaxed at 9 am wearing a jumpsuit which isn’t yours and it’s certainly not mine. How long have you been shagging him”? asked walking closer to her, Ronan stepped in between them, “Whoa relax , what the hell are you talking about”? Ronan asked. “I saw the pictures of you guys, being comfy in the airport”! spat. “What do you mean being comfy in the airport, I met outside, had no idea we took the same plane home”. Ronan tried t o explain, but wouldn’t have any of it. “Bullshit”! “ I don’t know what to tell you, but Ronan and I are not together and we never have been”! said with tears in her eyes. hated to see her sad, but he couldn’t find it in his heart to believe or forgive her. “I don’t believe a word you say I never will again, I’m just happy that I am going to have a child soon and get on with my life, can’t believe I used any of my time on a slut like you”! burst out crying. “ why don’t you go upstairs and take a bath, I’ll follow him out”! Ronan said. “I am not going anywhere”! said. “Well you are not welcome here anymore”! Ronan said harsh. “No one is bad mouthing my friends and especially not in my house”! “I don’t care anymore, you can have her”! Ronan shook his head, “ it has nothing to do with love or sex, I just gave her a ride from the airport”! “Oh really and she ended up here”? laughed ironically. “Yes, because she told me she hated her neighbourhood at night”! “I don’t buy it and I’ll NEVER forgive you, I loved her you know”! said raising his voice. “You don’t act like someone who loves her, now get out of my house”! Ronan said trying to stay calm and followed him outside.
While walked down the driveway ran down the stairs and to the door, “ please believe me”! She cried, didn’t look back he just waved his hand in the air and jumped into his car and drove away.

Chapter 14:

Ronan walked up to and wrapped his arms around her. “Everything will be okay I promise you”! “I have no idea why he thinks the two of us are together”! said. “The paper had some pictures of us, from running in the rain to sitting in the car, but nothing that would prove we are together”! “He should know not to believe what’s in the papers by now”! “Yeah you would think so”! Ronan replied. “I don’t feel like bathing, I feel like a movie night”! Ronan laughed and put his arm around her shoulder in a friendly kind of way, “Movie night it is then”! He said leading her to the livingroom.

drove home, he still was tired, but the sadness had taken over an hour into the ride. The tears ran heavily down his cheeks and he sobbed like never before. He should have listened to what she had to say, now she would never give him a chance ever again. He didn’t look forward to spending his life with and a baby that might not be his, but it was better than spending your life all alone. When he arrived to he decided to go straight home instead of checking if his parents had had a safe trip home like he usually always did, but right now he just needed some time on his own. When he stepped inside he took a deep breath in, he loved the smell of home he smiled for a short time before remembering how he on his trip from the hotel to the airport in Hawaii had been thinking about how his house would be like waking up beside everyday with their 4 children running around. He burst out crying once again and went to his bar where he poured himself a Whiskey and put on some music he then sat down on a stool and drank the glass in one go and poured up another one.

and Ronan enjoyed some pizza and watched some movies. In the middle of one of the movies Ronan received a message. “God he is messed up”! Ronan sighed. “Is it ”? asked. “Yes listen to this. Can’t believe you had to go after the only girl I have ever loved RO, thought we were friends, I will never forgive you for this, ”! “Well there is nothing to forgive”! said. “I know, but I will just ignore him, it obvious doesn’t help to explain it to him. Ronan said and put his phone back on the table just as another message rolled in this time on ’s phone, “I loved you baby, how could you do this to me? I know the baby thing wasn’t giving us the best odds, but I was going home to tell you that I chose you instead, but instead I found out what a slut you really are, please stay away from me, ”! read the message for Ronan, “I can’t believe him, this is so unlike him”! She said and Ronan agreed. “Should I ignore him”? “ he just called you a slut of course you should ignore him, let him be a prick, but don’t make excuses for him”! “No you are right, but I will write to not believe a word he hear from him”! “Might be a good idea, but let me do it”! Ronan said and grabbed his phone. He scrolled down to ’s name and called him up.

“ …”! “Hi it’s Ronan”! “Oh hi buddy have you arrived home safely”? asked. “Yes, I am perfect and I have a friend over, …”! “”? asked not approving and Ronan could hear it in his voice. “Look it’s nothing like that and it never will be, but have seen some pictures in the newspaper and he is going crazy he thinks we have been together all the time and we haven’t touched each other I gave her a ride and that’s all he saw in those pictures”! “Then why is he going crazy”? asked. “Because he doesn’t believe a word we are telling him, he is calling her a slut and me he will never forgive, I am just calling you to ask you not to believe a word he is telling you”! “Okay thanks mate, can I speak to ”? asked. “Sure”! Ronan replied handing the phone to .
“Hi ”! whispered. “Don’t worry I’ll talk to him”! “Thanks, but I am not going back to him, he is being mean”! “ sweetheart he thinks you have cheated on him”! “I don’t care I haven’t”! said and handed back the phone to Ronan who rounded off the conversation and hung up.
looked at Ronan, “I am never getting back with him, he called me a slut Ronan”! “I know babe, but he is hurt right now”! “I better head home”! “Stay the night and I’ll drive you home in the morning”! “Okay thank you”! said lying down on the couch again.

had been home a month now and never answered his calls or replied any of his messages, he knew he was telling her off, but all he wanted was for her to react and tell him he had gotten it all wrong, but she never did and neither did Ronan.
He was a mess, but he had to pull himself together as he was going to Louis’ birthday a birthday he would have loved to have by his side, but that wasn’t the issue. He knew Ronan would be there and he would probably drag her along. He had talked to , she had lost the baby and was sorry if she had ruined anything between him and , but as he told her he managed it all by himself.

was getting ready, Ronan had invited her to a birthday, she had no idea where they were going but he had bought her a red off the shoulder cocktail dress and she was going to wear it, so she wouldn’t be underdressed.
and Ronan had grown into being best friends and that was all they were ever going to be. was still heartbroken over the messages she continually received from . Some of them were love messages while he in the very next one would slag her off and that broke her heart. She loved him, but forced herself not the reply him and it helped her to know that Ronan ignored him as well.
“Baby are you ready”? Ronan yelled from downstairs. “Just a sec just need to put on my earrings”! said and hurried up. She then took her purse and ran down the stairs.
“Wow, you look amazing”! Ronan said. “Thank you, so do you”! She said kissing his cheek. “Well let’s go then”! Ronan said holding out his arm for her to take.

When they arrived at the hotel looked at Ronan, “He is going to be here isn’t he”? She asked. Ronan coughed a bit, “Yeah…yes he is”! He hadn’t told her on purpose because he knew she would say no to his invite and he really wanted her to go, she was his best friend and he loved to share his life with her.
“Okay…I better keep ignoring him”! “That’s my plan as well”! Ronan said putting his right hand on her lover back and lead her inside the huge room where the party was going to be. There were lot’s of people and talked politely to all the people Ronan introduced her to and she tried not to look around to see .
“ this is the birthday boy and a very good friend of mine Louis Walsh”! looked at the man in front of her, “Hi nice to meet you and happy birthday”! “Thank you, so you are the one who left our heartbroken”! looked down, “Can we please not talk about that”! She replied not wanting to look up. “Of course I am sorry”! “It’s okay”! “Well guys I hope you guys will enjoy the party I better mingle”! Louis said and went on. “Hi sweetie are you okay”? Ronan asked hugging her. “Yes I am fine, just glad you are by my side”! “Yes so am I”! Ronan replied kissing her hair.

, , and stood talking in a corner when he saw her, it felt like a stab in his heart. She looked absolutely stunning and honestly very happy and if she was happy with Ronan he had no right to interfere! “ what are you thinking”? asked. “You want to hear the truth”? He asked and nodded while and listened closely. “I am thinking what a fool I’ve been, come on guys, I love her with all my heart, have done so since I saw her in the airport Christmas morning, I am thinking about her 24/7 and now she looks so happy with Ronan”! took a sip of his champagne, “Why don’t you go talk to her”? He said and the other lads agreed. “I don’t think she wants to talk to me”! “Well you don’t know if you don’t try will you”? asked. “I guess not”! sighed. “Drink this and go”! said handing him a glass of champagne which drank in one go.

Ronan looked over ’s shoulder and noticed getting closer, “I think he is coming over”! Ronan whispered in ’s ear. She just looked at Ronan and was finding it hard not to look over her shoulder.
“, can I please talk to you”! Ronan didn’t say a thing he wanted to make up her mind on her own. slowly turned around and saw the eyes that used to light up any room when he smiled, but they looked so sad and looked so devastated. “Yeah, why not”! She said, “Ronan I’ll come back with her soon I promise”! He said, Ronan just nodded and watched as led out to a balcony.

“Wow look at this sight”! said and looked over the town. “Yes it’s amazing isn’t it”? “Yes it’s beautiful”! said and turned to look at . “I…well first of all I just want to tell you how sorry I am about all the bad messages I’ve sent to you, I was looking for an explanation”! said and turned to the view again. “Second of all I am happy to see you and Ronan happy together”! turned to him again, “What are you talking about ”? asked. “You are together aren’t you”? asked looking down. “No , we haven’t even kissed, we are just friends nothing else, never kissed, never had sex and never slept in the same bed”! explained. “Really”? asked. “Yes really, we tried to tell you, but you wouldn’t listen…how is by the way”? asked. “She’s fine, we are not together either, I love YOU no one else, look at me I am falling apart, because you are not by my site”! said. looked at him, “What about the baby”? asked ignoring what he was saying. “She lost it”! said. “I’m sorry to hear that”! “Well I wasn’t even sure it was mine so don’t be”! said. “Can you forgive me baby”? asked. “Forgive you, first you flip out on Hawaii because you think I am kissing with behind your back and then you go bananas because you think I’ve been sleeping with Ronan the whole time I’ve been sleeping with you, there is no point in forgiving you, because you are never going to trust me and I can’t be with someone who doesn’t trust me”!

Chapter 15:

let out the breath he was holding and reached for her hand and she let him take it slowly. “It’s me who has been a fool baby, there is no reason why I shouldn’t trust you”! “I know , but you don’t and I don’t know how to change that”! “I am just so jealous when it comes to you, but it’s only because I love you so damn much and I am afraid of losing you. You are the most special girl I’ve ever met and I don’t want to live without you baby”! “ I love you as well, but you should have trusted me when I told you there wasn’t anything happening between Ronan and I”! let a tear drop down his cheek. “I know sweetheart, I cried the whole way home, because I didn’t listen to what you had to say”! “Because you are so damn proud right”? asked and nodded. “Yes, I promise I’ll try and change that”! “I don’t know …”! “Take your time to think about it , call me and let me know what your decision is”! “Okay…I’ll think about it”! “Thank you”! He said kissing her hands, then he let go and walked back into the room.
Ronan looked at who walked closer. “I am sorry Ronan, really sorry”! said and Ronan leaned in giving him a hug, “It’s okay , but treat her right this time”! Ronan said and looked at him, “This time haven’t started yet, she is going to think about giving me another chance”! “, she loves you there will be a second chance, but if you blow it with her again I am sure she’ll never look at you again”! Ronan explained. “I know and if she’s going to give me one more chance I am not going to blow it”! “I hope not”!
looked at and Ronan hugging, she really did love him, but she wanted to let him sweat for a little while before telling him that she of course would give him one more chance, but she wondered what had made him change his mind. When walked away from Ronan walked over to him.
“There you are, I was afraid you had disappeared on me”! Ronan said kissing her cheek. “Never”! said smiling. “So when are you telling him that you are giving him another chance”? Ronan said and looked at him, “What makes you think I will give him another chance”? She asked. “I have gotten to know you very well hun”! smiled, “Yes, best friends right”! Ronan nodded with a smile, “Always”! “Well I think I will tell him later tonight or should I let him sweat some more”? asked making Ronan laugh some more. “That’s up to you sweetie, but don’t let him sweat too long”! “I won’t”! replied smiling letting her eyes drop on . “Why don’t you go and talk to him”? Ronan said. “I…well I can’t he is about to go dancing with a very beautiful blonde woman, just the way he likes them”! said and Ronan looked towards and smiled, “Yes until he met you, you are all he wants”! sighed, well then he should stop dancing with girls like her”! “A little jealous I get it”! Ronan teased. “Nooo…he can do what he wants, want to dance”? asked and Ronan laughed, “Of course”! He said took her hand and dragged her to the dance floor.
looked at laughing with Ronan while dancing, he loved her laugh and felt butterflies in his stomach, “Excuse me”! He said to the girl he was dancing with. “Erm where are you going”? She asked hoping he would stay for a bit longer, just smiled and left. Ronan stopped dancing when he saw behind , “Why are you stopping”? asked looking puzzling at Ronan, “I think there is someone else who wants to dance with you”! followed Ronan’s gaze and turned to see standing close behind her.
“Do you want to dance”? asked looking into ’s eyes. “Yeah that would be nice”! said smiling. put his arms around her waist and felt arms going around his neck, he had missed them being this close. He pulled her a bit closer and lay her head on his shoulder, “I’ve missed this ”! whispered. was not sure he heard her right, “Sorry did you say anything”? He asked looking at down on her. “I just said I’ve missed being close to you”! She said looking into his eyes. “I am sorry for being such and idiot”! “You are forgiven”! She said leaning closer to him, “Really”! “Really I love you”! “I love you too ”! replied. “So will you come to with me”? He asked closing his eyes afraid of the answer. “I would love to go see where you live sweetie, but only for a weekend, I need to keep my feet grounded”! looked at her, “What do you mean”? “Well this is kind of overwhelming, I need to feel that I am still me, if you understand”! “I do but I thought that you wanted to get out of here”! “I do , but my life has already changed so much, I’ve got you as my boyfriend and Ronan as my best friend, somehow I need to keep my feet on the ground and living here in my small apartment just a bit longer might make me realise that I am not dreaming”! smiled at her, “Okay, but only if I can stop by once in a while”! “You are welcome all the time, you can even have a key if you want”! “I would love that”! He said leaning in and kissed her.