Every little thing you do

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looked at him, “What”? She asked not sure she heard him right. “Nothing”! He said shaking his head and was about to stand up, grabbed his hand, “What did you say”? She whispered. looked at her, “I said don’t leave, I feel comfortable with you guys around and I hate to see the house without you in it”! stroke his hand with her own, “You are sweet you know that , but and I can’t stay here you know with two kids and all”! “I wanted YOU to stay with me not ”! sighed. looked at him surprised. “What are you saying ”? asked. “Nothing this is stupid”! said and walked into the kitchen soon followed by . “Come on tell me what you are on about”! He looked at her and decided to tell her, “I love you okay, there I said it are you happy now”! froze on the spot, she knew he was feeling something for her but not that it was so serious. “…”! said walking closer to him, “Don’t…I know it’s wrong but I am head over heels with you and the thought of him hurting you hurts me”! smiled, she knew she loved with all her heart but still she had a soft spot for ”! “Why are you smiling”! He asked. moved closer to him and kissed him on the cheek. “Thank you for telling me”! She whispered and turned around, when she was about to walk of he grabbed her wrist and pulled her close. They were only a few inches apart and he decided to go for it, he had to feel her lips on his once again. He leaned in and captured her lips with his. stood frozen for a moment but couldn’t help to give in, her tongue begged to play with his and when it asked for access he opened up to fully kiss her. He knew it was wrong but it felt right. “…”! whimpered with lust, “…Yeah I know”! He said and pulled her towards his kitchen desk. He sat her on the desk and his hands found the way to her skin under the fabric of her shirt. “...we can’t…do this”! said putting a hand on his chest. “…”! “She said no…”! Both and stopped what they were doing and looked to the door and saw , he looked angry and hurt. “…”! said and jumped down from the table. “Don’t…I just came back because…well it doesn’t matter now”! He said and turned around to leave again. “”! said looking to who nodded and she ran after him.

“Please don’t go ”! said crying. turned to her showing her his tearstained face. “I thought you loved me”! He said sad. “I do , you’re everything to me, you and ”! “WHY WAS HIS HANDS ALL OVER YOU THEN”? “…I don’t know…it just happened, but I stopped it didn’t I, before I knew you were here”! “That doesn’t matter , you let it happen…I really can’t believe I almost left my wife and daughter for you, for something that wasn’t real”! “It was real it still is, I love you with everything I got…but god it’s so hard for me, seeing you go back to her, tell me why I should believe you when you tell me you are leaving her”! sobbed and looked at her, “Because I told you I would, but my word obvious isn’t enough for you”! dried away a new bash of tears. “Please don’t go”! “I have to , I have a family and I’ve neglected them long enough”! He said turned around and left her. A minute later she heard the screech of tires down the driveway and broke down sobbing on the floor.
heard the car driving away and went to the hallway what he saw broke his heart. He knew it was the wrong time to say anything, so he just sat down beside her and scooped her up in his arms. clung to his chest, “I’ve lost him I’ve really lost him”! just let her talk and stroked her hair. “I have cost his father and…god I love him so much”! said crying even more. “Try and breathe …for ’s sake breathe”! “God you are right , I got to pull myself together and be strong for his sake”! said trying to stand up. “Hey take it easy, he is sleeping let’s go into the living room and I’ll bring you a cuppa tea okay”! nodded and let him carry her to the couch. “Try and relax for a bit okay”! He said kissing the top of her hair. She nodded and made his way to the kitchen.
“We need to talk”! He wrote and put his phone back on the desk. His phone beeped immediately. “I have nothing to say”! He read and put the phone down again and walked into the livingroom again joining with the tea.

looked at her dad who dried away his tears. “Do you want to sing a song daddy”? She asked. shook his head, “Not…now…sweetheart, but you…can….sing…for me”! He said in between sobbing. “Okay daddy”! said and started singing. When they arrived back to , was sleeping and he went to pick her up. When he came inside sat drinking coffee with his mum. “Hi…I’ll just go and put her on the couch so she is rested for dinner”! He said.
walked back to the kitchen. “You look exhausted lack of sleep”? asked a bit hard. “No…”! “So tells me you want a divorce have you thought it over”! His mum said. “No…I don’t know what I was thinking I am sorry sweetheart I was wrong”! said kissing her softly on the cheek. “Don’t worry mum everything is fine now”! “What about your son”? His mum asked. “Actually I thinking about filing for custody”! replied.

“Have you still not talked to him”? asked looking at it had been 6 weeks since had left and since he hadn’t picked up the phone or wrote back on any of their messages. had given up, her and had talked about their “mistake” and had agreed to go on as friends. really needed in her life for the sake of , he needed a man in his life and had agreed to be that man.
“No haven’t talked to him, but I received this, this morning”! said showing a brown envelope. “What is it”? asked sliding down in the seat beside him. “He…”! cleared his voice and continued. “He wants full custody of , he wants to live with him and ”! “No…no he will win this he is the one with the money”! “I’ve got money as well you know”! smiled at him feeling tears running down her cheeks. “I know sweetheart, but you are not ’s father and you aren’t my husband”! said crying. “If we get married he won’t stand a chance”! said and looked at . “I can’t do that to you, you have to be able to fall in love with the right woman”! “I want to… you are going to lose him”! started crying uncontrollably. “Oh..my god…how can he do that to me, we just… we just kissed”! “I know hun…I know I am so sorry”! stood up and walked to her room where she sat down and looked at her soon. She couldn’t see herself living a life without . There was only one thing to do, she walked back to , “I have to move to ”! She said. looked at her, “But... that doesn’t give you the right to have him more than every second weekend”! “I know, but he cant stop me from seeing every football matches and every school play, I want to be part of his life”! “ it’s not over”! “Yes it is, I’ll let him have him, I can’t go through with it, we both know ’s the one who can give him the best life…I’m a nobody, I don’t stand a chance”! cried. When was off to bed called his lawyer, they talked for hours and at last understood that had no chance against , it would be a waste of money.

The next day kissed her son goodbye and gave him a huge cuddle. “Daddy will take care of you, I promise and mum will see you soon I love you so much you are my pride and glory”! “ I better get going if you want me back before nightfall”! said. “I don’t want to let him go”! cried. “I know baby, but we will work it out so you will get him back sometime I promise”! “Okay…yeah…you are right”! replied and kissed one more time.

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parked his car in ’s driveway lucky for him it was who buzzed him in, he was heartbroken that he had to let go of so he took a deep breath and walked towards the door.
“…”! said when he opened the door. “Hi……”! said. “Please come in don’t just stand there”! said. “Who do we have there”! She said smiling at the bundle in his arms. looked at , “what’s he doing here, where’s ”! gave a sarcastic laugh and shook his head. “Like you care. You broke her man, really broke her”! “Do you have any idea what it did to me to see your hands all over her”? said. “I think I have an idea…but what you are doing to her is low ”! “I’ve filed I haven’t won yet”! said. handed him . “Yes you have… doesn’t stand a chance and you know that”! looked at and held him close towards him. “She’s just giving up”? “GIVING UP… I talked to my lawyer all night the only thing that can help her is if I marry her”! “Why don’t you”? asked. “Because she doesn’t want me to…don’t you think I offered her to marry her, when you left I promised to be the man in ’s life, he means the world to me”! “You’ll still see him, you are part of our family”! said. “Don’t talk about family, I’m talking to Louis first thing in the morning, I’m done”! “….”! said. “No, I’m done”! said giving a kiss and drove back to .

“…I’m back”! yelled. “… are you home”! went to the livingroom and then to the kitchen there were no sight of her. Panicking a bit ran up the stairs. “ have you gone to bed”? He knocked on the door but noone answered. “ I hope you are decent I’m coming in”! He said opening the door it was all dark inside so he turned on the light. gasbed and he couldn’t believe the sight in front of him, “ babe…”! He said running to her taking out his phone…”You’ve called 911”! “Yes I need some help”! said trying to keep his voice calm, but shaking like hell. “Tell me what happened”! “My girl…my girlfriend she has slid her wrists and there are pills all over the bed…please I need some help”! He said now breaking down. “We will be there as fast as possible”! The lady said. found a few scarfs and tied around her wrists. He could still feel her pulse, but he couldn’t wake her up.
The ambulance arrived within minutes and buzzed them in. “She’s upstairs in her room”! “She’s your girlfriend you say”! One of the paramedics asked. “Yes”! lied he was afraid they wouldn’t let him come if he wasn’t someone important to her. He watched the paramedics carry her to the ambulance. “You can have a ride we don’t want you to drive this shaken up. “Thank you”! He said trying to take it all in. Of course he shouldn’t have let her stay alone after taking to ‘s.

“So you don’t want a divorce because you found and making out”! looked down, “I don’t see why I should leave you for some two timing bitch”! He said. smiled. “No I just don’t want you to regret it again ”! “I am not going to I have a beautiful wife and two beautiful kids you guys are my family, what more could I ask for”! said kissing . “We can be a real family if you let me adopt him”! sighed. “ she’s still his mother and she has the right to see him every other weekend, she’s not a bad mum you know”! sighed. “No I know that every kid I know in this town adores her. and the girls really miss her at the school”! “Yeah I know”! said. “Well we better make a room ready for him”! said. “Yeah I know exactly what room that has to be his”! said smiling remembering him and talking about it while they were out for dinner! “Hun if you take him for a while I’ll see if I can find ’s baby stuff somewhere”! took over and loved the feeling to walk around with a little one again. “Daddy can I help you”? looked up at , “Yes of course sweetheart”! “So is going to stay here”? She asked. “Yeah he is”! “That makes me happy daddy”! “Me too”! said and got eye contact with who gave him a soft smile.

sat nervously in the relative room and waited for some news, the door slowly opened and a man in a long white coat walked into the room. “Mr. ”! stood up and shook his hand. “ is stabile now, she lost some blood and sadly she lost the baby as well, but the main thing is that she is alright”! “Baby”??? said. “But she just gave birth a few months ago”! “She was pregnant early stage but still”! “Have you told her”? asked. “She’s still sleeping, but we will as soon as she’s awake”! “Good can I go see her”? “Yes of course”!
couldn’t help drying away the tears that rolled down his eyes when he saw how fragile she looked. He pulled a chair up to her bedside and took her hand, he softly kissed it. “I am so sorry baby, I should never have left you alone…so, so sorry”! felt her squeeze his hand and looked at her, she slowly opened her eyes. “…”! “No…”! said gutted. “…”! kept saying. “No it’s ”! “”? “He is with , is with his family”! looked at him a bit confused, but then everything came back to her. “…”! “Yes sweetheart”! “Thank you”! kissed her hand. “Anytime”! They heard someone clearing his throat and looked to the door and noticed the doctor he talked to earlier. “ do you want me to leave the room”? “No…”! She said hoarse and squeezed his hand. “Okay…okay I’ll stay here”! He said.
After the doctor had left again looked at , “I’m really sorry about the baby thing”! said. “Yeah…”! Was all she could say inside she was devastated about losing ’s child, but then again she had no idea she was pregnant. “Do you want me to call ”? asked.

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“No…I don’t want him to worry”! “You don’t want him to worry, you almost died”! “I don’t care I don’t want to live without him and ”! “ stop talking like a mad woman”! said standing up. “…can’t we just go home”? “No we are not going home you need to go some place where you can’t hurt yourself”! “ I promise you that it will never happen again”! “Even though Westlife is over I am not going to be home to take care of you all the time”! “What…Westlife is over…why”? “I’ll give Louis a ring later today”! “ no…”! “I am not going be around and pretending to be the perfect family”! “ swallow your pride I would be pleased to know you were around when I am not”! “Okay, but are you still moving to ”? “It’s for the best”! “I know let me find you a place, but promise me that I can have a key so I can check up on you once in a while”! “Okay”! said nodding. “Okay”! said kissing her hand.

A couple of weeks later left at home, with her promising that he wouldn’t come back finding her like the last time and headed towards on the way he called , usually he always called , but he couldn’t talk to him at the moment. “Hi what’s up”! said answering his phone, “I’m sorry about calling you, but I need a favour”! “Of course and don’t be sorry you can call me anytime, just took me as surprise as you usually call ”! “I know…but we had a fall out”! “Oh god what now”! “…”! “What about her”? asked. “He caught us making out, but it was just a stupid mistake”! “ you know how he feels about her”! “Can’t be much he filed for custody over ”! “WHAT…”! asked surprised. “Yes and gave up without a fight so are living with now has been the last couple of weeks, it’s actually ’s time to see him, but she’s been sick”! “You want me to go with you to ’s to see if is okay”? “Would you”? asked. “Of course when will you be here”? “In about an hour”! “Okay, see you soon”! replied and hung up.
An hour later stood with in front of ’s door. “You look like a mess you know that right”! said. “Yeah I know”! said and knocked on the door. answered. “Uncle ….uncle ”! She yelled jumping at them getting cuddles. heard and went to the door she had in her arms crying. “Come on in guys”! She said. “What’s up with him”? asked seeing the look in ’s eyes. “He’s been crying none stop since yesterday”! said looking tired. “Where’s ”? asked. “Shower he will be down in a minute to take over”! “Hey…”! They heard and looked to the stairs.
“So Louis never called”! said while walking around trying to comfort . “No why should he”! asked. “ wants to quit the band”! “WHAT”? asked not believing what he was told. “I didn’t did I”! said looking at . “Why not”? asked. “ told me not to”! froze by the sound of her name. “Are you still seeing her”? asked. “ she’s my friend and she’s staying at my place until she finds something else”! “Oh where is she looking”? asked. “Here in actually”! said. “Why”? asked. “Because she wants to be closer to her son”! “Are you here to pick him up”? asked from behind. “It’s her weekend you know”! She added. “I know, but no she’s been sick, so she’s not strong enough yet…here can I hold him”? asked. “Sure…”! said and handed him . Immediately went quiet and started to close his eyes and soon after he was asleep. “How did you do that”? asked exhausted. “He is safe him”! sighed. “But you are his dad”! said. “I KNOW…but I wasn’t there the first couple of weeks of his life was I”! said looking angrily at his wife. “Calm down you guys”! said trying to lighten the situation a bit. “She’s been sick, is it serious”? asked. “Yeah, but she’s better now”! “What happened”? asked. looked at and noticed. “Come on , let’s go out for a while”! She said and the two of them went out in the garden.
“So how serious”? asked. “She aborted”! said looking down. “Wow…well I am sorry to hear that”! said. “How stupid are you, not my baby you idiot yours…”! said. “My baby”! gasped. “Yes she had no idea about her being pregnant as it was soon after her giving birth to . looked down, “do they know why she lost it”? He asked feeling tears in his eyes. “Yeah they know”! said walking to the window watching and . “Tell me then”! said. “Why do you care”! “…”! “No tell me why do you care”! said looking at . “I love her and you know that”! “No I don’t know that, you took away her kid”! “No she gave him over”! “Because you threatened to take him away knowing she didn’t stand a chance”! “I was heartbroken okay, seeing you two all over each other made me sick”! “Heartbroken, I was heartbroken when I found her lifeless in her bed, that broke my heart , so don’t you dare talking about being heartbroken”! “Woow lifeless what are you talking about”? asked. looked at , “I promised her not to tell you, because she didn’t want you to worry”! looked at , “I’m worried now, what happened to her”! He asked but got no response. “WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO HER”! yelled. “She was just exhausted okay”! lied. looked at him, knowing him for years told him that he wasn’t telling the truth. “You are lying, tell me what happened”! “She lost a lot of blood”! sat down in the couch. “How”? He asked dreading the answer. “She…erm she slid her wrists and…”! “WHAT AND YOU NEVER CARED TO CALL”? yelled. looked at his two mates, “Let me take out okay”! He said walking towards who handed him over and watched leaving.
“She didn’t want you to worry”! said in a low voice. “Still we were best friends and you knew how much in love I was with her”! “Was”? asked. “Still am”! sighed. “Your name was the first thing she said after she woke up”! “She wanted me to be there”? “I guess she hoped it was you sitting beside her”! sighed. “She still loves me after what I did”? asked. “Yeah she still loves you”! said. Tears now streamed down ’s face, “I can’t believe I almost lost her, I can’t see myself live in a world where she doesn’t exist”! said. looked at him, “I believe you”! He said-“I would do anything for her”! “Why don’t you come back with me and tell her”! “Are you sure”? “Yes let’s bring she would be thrilled to see him, she cries herself to sleep every night”! “You look like a mess”! said. “Well yeah already told me, that’s because I am up until I hear her sleeping to make sure she doesn’t do anything stupid”! “Thank you for taking good care of her”! said. “No problem mate”! said and went to and gave him a hug, “I’ve missed talking to you”! said. “I know I feel the same”! said. “I miss her like hell”! said.

“, she needs me, I have to go”! said, was right now outside making comfortable in his car seat. “We need you , must be so confused at the moment”! “I know that…but please just tell her I have a meeting that is work related, don’t mention we haven’t talked about her for what 2 months now”! “No why bring her back into our lives then”? asked upset. “You know the answer of that”! said looking at his wife. “You are not able to let her go are you”? asked. looked at her, “I love her, I’ve loved her for a long time now”! “If you still love me then don’t go”! looked at her, “I am sorry ”! He said and walked out of the door closing it behind him.

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looked at his friend sitting nervously beside him. “It will be okay”! He said. “I hope so, what if she won’t take me back what am I supposed to do then”? “Wait…she will eventually”! assured him. “I will wait for as long as she wants me to”! said. “I am really sorry about kissing her”! said. “Yeah you wrote that in a few messages”! said smiling a bit. “I wasn’t sure you read them”! “Every single one of them, ’s as well, but I had just experienced the most amazing day with her and I came back to tell her that I couldn’t live without her and you guys were feeling each other up”! said hurt. “But she stopped it”! said. “Yeah I know she did, it’s just the image of you guys it’s so hard to get out of my head”! “Would have been worse if we were naked wouldn’t it”! “God yes, I guess it’s just the thought of what would have happened if I hadn’t interrupted you guys”! “She stopped it before you know”! “I know”! sighed.

sat at home watching P.S I love you, she absolutely was a sucker for chick flicks there was no better entertainment in her world. She had made herself comfortable in ’s bedroom because he had this amazing television there and after her “accident” he had allowed her to watch movies in there so she could lay wrapped up in her duvet no matter if he had guests over or not.
Suddenly she heard the frontdoor open. “ I’m back”! She heard ’s voice. “You know where to find me”! She yelled back.
“Where is that”? asked not wanting to wait much longer before seeing her. “My bedroom”! said. “What’s she doing in your bedroom”! asked puzzled. “You’ll see you just go up there”! “She better not be naked”! “If she is it’s first time I promise”! said smiling.
walked up the stairs and down the corridor to find ’s bedroom. He slowly opened the door and smiled when he saw her wrapped up in her duvet and pillows and watched a movie. “Hi…”! He whispered. turned her head to the door, when she heard his voice. “…? What are you doing here”? She asked. “I talked to and he told me”! He said and walked closer. “Can I sit down”? He asked. nodded and pulled her knees to her chin. “I am sorry”! said wanting to touch her but was afraid of her reaction. “About what”? she asked feeling tears in her eyes, she was sick of crying, but couldn’t help it. “About what I did to you, filing for custody and making you hurt yourself”! said crying himself. “I never meant to hurt you like that”! turned to look at him, “It’s not your fault, shouldn’t have told you, I don’t want you to worry about me”! smiled a bit, “I’ve been worried about you ever since I found out you were pregnant with , I can’t help it , I love you, I’m in love with you”! “I didn’t mean to hurt myself, but when drove off with I couldn’t stand it anymore being without him and being without you”! “You don’t have to be without any of us, is downstairs with ”! “Really he’s here”? asked jumping out of the bed. “Yes”! said smiling. “Please tell me what to do to make it all okay between the two of us, if you still love me that is”! begged. turned to him, “Divorce and we’ll see where we go from there”! looked at her, “You still love me”? He asked. “Never stopped”! She said and went downstairs to see singing for .
“He’s really here”! She said and ran to and scooped up her son. looked at who stood in the door to the livingroom and smiled. “First time I’ve seen her smile since you drove away”! said walking to. “God how I love those two”! said starring at twirling around with in her arms. “I know you do have you talked to her”? “Yes, she still loves me and she wants me to divorce as expected”! “So…”! “I’m filing for divorce first thing in the morning”! “Good”! said smiling. “I really hope it works out between you two”! “I’m divorcing anyway, I’m not happy with her, I don’t love her anymore”! said. “Just promise me you won’t hurt her ever again”! “I promise”! said giving a hug.
looked at and , “So does that mean that Westlife isn’t over yet”? “Yeah”! said. “Good cause I want to experience his daddy and favourite uncle on that stage together”! said. “He will don’t worry”! said. handed to and went to and gave him a hug. “I’ve missed you”! “I’ve missed you too sweets”! said kissing her softly on her lips. “About me losing the baby, I’m sorry I had no idea I was pregnant I would have told you if I was”! “Are you sure…you didn’t the first time”! said smiling. “Oh…but I would have told you this time”! said blushing hiding her face in his strong chest, she loved the feeling having him near again, but wasn’t prepared to jump straight into his arms again pretending nothing had ever happened. “I’m filing for divorce tomorrow”! He whispered holding her close. “Only if you are sure”! said. “I’m more than sure I don’t belong with , she’s not my one and only”! He said not seeing the smile that spread across ’s lips. That night , , and all fell a sleep watching a movie in ’s bed and had a feeling things were about to go in the right direction.

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The next morning woke up wrapped up in ’s arms. She looked around and noticed and weren’t there. She smiled to herself and enjoyed the feeling of his arms around her for a minute more before removing his arm and silently left the room.
“Morning”! She croaked when she walked into the kitchen. was drinking a cup of tea while was lying on his blanket playing with the toys hanging above him. “He’s grooving so fast isn’t he”? asked. “Yes he is, he looks like his father doesn’t he”? said receiving a nod and a smile from . “So did you sleep well”? He asked. “Yeah, It was okay”! She answered blushing a bit. “You looked comfortable up there”! “Yeah it was nice”! She replied. “Good morning”! said stepping into the kitchen. “Morning”! Both and replied. “I haven’t slept this well for weeks”! said stretching showing his stomach. couldn’t help starring at him, he looked amazing. “...is something wrong”? asked. “What…no…no just daydreaming I guess”! said receiving a smile from knowing he had catched her starring at him like she used to. walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. “How long will you stay”? She asked. “Well I need to do some calls today and we will start our album promotions in a few days, I should be using my time with ”! He said looking down. “Yeah…of course”! sighed. “Baby those phone calls I have to do today is about the divorce, I am divorcing her this time”! “Okay”! “Please believe me baby…I will do whatever it takes to hold you every night for the rest of my life”! “I believe you”! She said. “Good I’ll go back to today and when I come back here after promotion I am all yours”! said kissing her neck. “Okay, but it’s your last chance to prove to me that it’s me you want to be with, I can’t keep living in hope that you one day will pick me”! “Picking her the first time was wrong of me, I won’t make that same mistake again”! “Okay…”! “I WILL be here ”! “Good, because we need you”! said turning around in his arms, “We really need you ”! “And I need you”! said kissing her softly on the lips. “I love you”! He assured her. “I love you too ”! looked at the pair and smiled, “Perhaps there will be an happy ending after all”! He said looking at . When put on his jacket and picked up his keys, looked at him, “What about ”? She asked. “First of all it’s your weekend and second I’ll be back to bring the both of you home soon”! He said and kissed her again. smiled at him, “I can’t wait”! “Neither can I baby, it will be amazing”! “I know”! She replied and kissed him goodbye. “I’ll see you the day after tomorrow ”? asked. “Yes, see ya”! said and waved him off.
When was gone picked up , to give him his bottle, which he had been used to living with and . slid down beside in the couch. “Thank you”! She said leaning into him. “For what”? “For telling ”! “No problem the only thing I want is for you to be happy”! “I will be I’m sure”! “I hope so”! said. “You don’t believe him when he says he is divorcing her”? asked shocked. “Yes I am, it’s just he had failed leaving her so many times”! explained. “Yeah I know…”! said feeding .

arrived hours later at his house. was at a friend playing and sat on the deck reading a book. “I’m back”! said. “Where’s ”? He asked. “She is at Caroline’s”! “Okay…”! “Where’s ”? asked looking at . “He’s with ”! “Oh so she decided having him for the weekend”? “No I decided that he should be with her, they are both much happier together”! “Wow you are changing your mind a lot lately aren’t you”? She asked. “ I’ve talked to Frank this morning, he will sort out the divorce papers for you to sign”! “WHAT I thought you had decided to give us one more try”! looked at her, “ I can’t there is no love left”! “You don’t love me anymore”? She asked. “No, she has my heart no matter what I do she still has it, if I could I would save our marriage but I can’t seeing her this fragile made me realise that I can’t live my life without her”! threw her book at him, “I hate you…I hate you for doing this to me and ”! “I will still be there for and you guys can stay here, I will pay for it and I’ll buy a house close by so still has me close”! looked at him, “But this is your dream house”! “I know it is, but this is yours and ’s home, it will be harder for the both of you if you had to find something else”! “Okay that makes sense”! She said drying away some tears. “I am really sorry but I can’t fight for it anymore”! “I know”! said and went inside. “Are we okay”? asked. “Well obvious not, but we will be in time”! She replied. “I will sleep in the guestroom, the next couple of days before I am off for promotion”! “Do as you want”! said and went upstairs.

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“I am off now, are you sure you guys will be okay”? asked looking at . “I am sure ”! “I hope I’ll bring back daddy for you”! said kissing goodbye. “So do we”! said hugging him and kissed his cheek. “I’ll see you in a couple of weeks then”! “Yes give daddy a kiss from us”! She said waving him off.

The lads met in Dublin airport. There was a few fans around wanting pictures. “ is it true you are leaving ”? One of them asked. looked at her, “Where do you get that from”? He asked a bit taken back “There’s been rumours that you have a child with someone else”! signed her stuff and left without answering.
“So much for being safe at home ay”! said clapping ’s shoulder. “Yeah I have no idea where they know it all from”! said sighing not wanting to go into a paparazzi divorce. was the only one bringing his girlfriend. “ how’s ”? asked. “Oh she’s brilliant”! answered. “Heard what happened to her, never thought that would happen to her”! said a bit sad. “No me neither but that just proves it can happen to anyone, but she’s fine now she’s on the edge of being happy”! said smiling at . “Won’t be long mate”! replied smiling. “Have you…”? asked not daring to finish his sentence afraid of the answer. “Yeah it’s done”! said. “Good she’ll be thrilled”! smiled. “ I know they will move out of your place, but I won’t take away neither her or from you”! “I am happy to hear that”! said smiling. “What’s going on you guys”? asked. “I’m getting divorced”! said relieved to have said it out loud. “REALLY...that’s well...what is it really”? asked. “It’s great , I’m going to be with the girl I love if she still wants me”! said. “Oh but she do, you heard her yourself she still loves you”! said. looked at , I still don’t see how you were able to do that to her”! She said. “, leave the man alone”! said in a pleading tone. “ I’ve not forgiven myself and I am not sure I ever will at least not before has”! said a bit sad. Soon they were called to the gate, couldn’t wait to be over with the promotion and get back to ’s place to see and again.
Landing in London grabbed his phone and rang the number he knew so well. “Bro, hey I need your help”! said that was all heard before left for the toilets. He was on to something and he really hoped it involved .

had decided to go for a walk in the park with in his baby wagon. She put on her coat and opened the door. She silently placed her sleeping son in the wagon and walked down the driveway. Opening the gate she saw a few fans. “Oh hey...”! She said a bit embarrassed. “Hi is that ’s baby”? One of the girls asked. “Erm no”! “Who are you then and what are you doing here”? Another one asked in a hard tone. “I’m just a friend of his, I’m staying here until I get my own place, which isn’t weird at all seeing ’s in London right now”! tried to explain as politely as she could trying to move forward not getting anywhere because of the girls blocking her way. “Excuse me, I would love to enjoy my walk”! She said and slowly the fans moved away. “BITCH...HORE...”! Was some of the words she heard while she walked away, she dried away a tear and found her phone. “Have you landed...You have a few hardcore fans...”! She wrote sighing and put her phone in the wallet, but soon it rang.
“Be quiet ’s sleeping”! said picking it up. “Are you okay...”? “So you have landed”! said laughing. “Answer me are you okay, did they do anything to you”? asked concerned. “Blocked the road and called me a bitch and what’s worse”! replied. “I promise you there are only a few fans who act like that”! “And today they are outside your gate”! She replied sighing. “Do you want me to call Michael he can meet you before you go back”! “That would be nice”! replied. “Okay I will where are you at”! “I’ll soon be in the park I’ll just walk around for a bit”! “Okay...I am sure he’ll be there soon”! “It’s all right they didn’t follow me, I am just afraid they’ll be there when I get back and with and all I don’t feel safe”! “Understandable and you need to feel safe, I’ll talk to Michael and you just call me if anything is wrong alright”? “Yes thank you for taking so good care of me and say hello to daddy, tell him I miss him”! “I will hun, bye”! “Bye ”! replied and hung up.

When had talked to Michael he turned around to be met by . “What do you need Michael for”? He asked getting the attention of , and . “Are you ears dropping”? asked pretending to be offended. “Bad habit”! said smiling brightly. “There’s some mad fans outside the house, went for a walk and she doesn’t feel safe to go back, so Michael will meet up with her and escort her back”! “I hope they leave her alone”! said a bit upset. “They will with Michael around”! said. “By the way she told me to say hi and tell you that she misses you”! He added. “Really”? asked. “Yeah, start texting her again”! “I will. I just need the divorce papers to be signed first”! replied and looked down. “You want them to be signed right”? asked. “Yes more than anything...I love her”! said smiling a bit.

“”! turned around hearing her name. “Oh thank god it’s you Michael”! He smiled at her, “ called me are you ready to go back home”? “Yes I guess so”! She said smiling.
Michael walked behind he didn’t want to interfere if it wasn’t necessary. “So you decided to come back filthy hore”! “You’re a slut you know that right”! Seeing the girls trying to block the road again Michael walked infront of and . “PLEASE MOVE......NOW”! He yelled giving the girls a bit of a fright. quickly slipped through the gate glad when Michael had closed it behind them. “Is it always like this”? She asked. “I guess it will get worse when they know who the father is”! “Why”? asked. “The majority of the Westlife fans have and as their favourite couple”! looked at Michael and then at , for the first time being in a relationship with didn’t sound like a fairytale

Chapter 20

2 weeks later came back home, “Where’s ”? asked hugging him. “He had to go to , it was important, he told me that he would be here in a couple of days, he can’t wait to see you guys”! “Oh okay”! sighed “So much has happened to he can roll over and everything now, we are training to sit aren’t we little fella”! She added kissing ’s forehead. smiled, “I’ve missed you guys”! He said taking over . “We’ve missed you too Uncle ”! said kissing his cheek. She sat down by the breakfast bar. looked at her, “Is something worrying you”? He asked. “This thing about getting divorced and getting together with me...do you think that’s such a good idea”? asked. sighed. “What’s up he loves you, you have no idea how much he has talked about you these last couple of weeks”! “Really”? asked smiling. “Really he is totally in love with you, but tell me why you suddenly have doubts”! jumped off her stool and poured a cup of tea for them both, “Well Michael told me that and are the favourite couple amongst the fans”! “Well yeah...and that’s worrying you, the guy is not happy ”! “I know that, but I am afraid of the reaction from the fans”! “You guys have been flirting and sleeping together for a year, he wouldn’t do that if he wasn’t serious about you ”! She looked at . “No...I guess not”! Suddenly ’s phone rang. “Excusee me”! He said picking up the phone. “Yeah...no it’s okay just come around”! looked at while he walked over to open the gate.
“Hi...”! Someone said when the door opened. “”! said and ran to the door and gave him a huge hug. “Weren’t you on the way to ”? She asked. “Yeah, but I called and sorted what needed to be sorted I just had to see you”! smiled looking into his eyes “I’m glad”! said. “I have a surprise for you”! He said. “What is it”? asked excited. “ I know you are probably tired, but....”! “Yeah, I’ll watch him I’ve missed this lad a lot”! said. “It will take half a day”? said. “Why don’t you come with us”? said and looked at , “Yeah, come with us”! said looking at . “No it’s a surprise”! said. “ it will still be a surprise even you are around”! said smiling. “Okay, if you guys don’t mind”! “Of course not, I’ve missed you both so much”! said. smiled at her, couldn’t help it any longer and leaned into him and kissed him first softly and then a bit more passionately. “I love you ”! looked at her and broke into a smile, “I love you too baby”! He said kissing her one last time before getting ready for their long drive.

smiled when she saw the surroundings of , “I’ve missed this place”! She said. smiled, “Not happy in ”? He asked. turned around and slapped his lap. “Of course I’m happy in you know that, but this town means so much for me, the kids and , you know”! explained making smile. “I’m messing with you hun”! “I know, just thought I would tell you that I’m not unhappy at your place”! “I know you’re not”! parked the car in front of a beautiful house. “Where are we”? asked. “Just wait will ya”? asked laughing. “I guess”! sighed. went out of the car and around it to open ’s door. “Who are we visiting”? She asked and climbed out the car as were with on his arm. “Come on”! said and dragged her to the door. He took out a key from his pocket. “ why do you have a key to this place”? “You are asking a whole lot of questions aren’t you”? He asked. “I just don’t understand what we are doing here. slowly opened the door and gasped it was so beautiful, “WOW…whose place is this it’s amazing”! She said stepping further inside and looked around. “It’s ours baby”! turned to and then to who nodded. “What…”! “It’s yours and mine, this is the house where we will bring up our children…welcome home baby”! felt tears in her eyes, “I can’t believe it , it’s…I love it here”! “Good, go check out our house, I hope you like the decorations, I had it made just for you”! jumped into his arms and kissed him, “Thank you I love you so much”! “I know baby that’s why I did this we are meant to be together and you know that”! smiled, but then thought of , “What about ”? “The divorce papers should be on her table tomorrow and then I’m all yours”! “Can’t wait”! “Me neither”! said and turned to , “What do you think ”? “It’s absolutely amazing , really can see a bunch of kids running around here”! said smiling looking around. “Yeah it’s perfect”! said and walked up the stairs leaving the 3 lads alone downstairs.