Every little thing you do

Chapter 1:

were in a pub with her friends when they noticed a group of men in the corner, “Have you seen those guys over there”? said, and looked over to the table talked about. “They look gorgeous”! said. “Don’t you recognise them”? said. “Isn’t it those lads from Westlife”? asked. “Exactly, you once said you could bed whatever lad I chose for you”! “No not one of them please, they are all married aren’t they and I was drunk”? “Yes exactly and I really don’t care”! She said laughing. “ come on, I am going to make a fool of myself”! “And I am going to laugh from my warm and comfy seat right here”! said and laughed along. “You know you guys are evil”! “PLEASE can I choose one of them”? asked looking at . “I already know who she is going to bed”! said. “Who”? asked. “ ”! “Who is he”? asked. “The one with hair and dark blue T-shirt”! “That was the one I was going to pick as well”! said smiling. “You guys are crazy”! “Just give it a go ”! “Okay, okay”!

Meanwhile , , and sat drinking a Guinness after a long day of recording. “I think those girls are talking about us”! said nodding his head towards a table further down the pub. “Now one of them is coming over”! said looking at the girl with hair which was put up in a messy bun. She wore some tight jeans and a black vest top very simple and perfect for a night out in a pub. She’s cute added looking at , “Yeah she’s not bad”! answered.
reached the lads table and looked back at her friends, but soon turned back to the 4 men sitting around the table. “Hi…”! said blushing a bit. “Hi what can we do for you”? said smiling. “Well I was wondering if I could buy you guys another round”? The lads all looked at her with smiled. “Sure why not”! said. “Okay, I’ll be right back”! said and walked to the bar where she ordered 4 Guinness’s and an orange juice with vodka for herself. She looked towards the table where and sat following her every move.
When she got her own drink she walked to the table where the lads sat, “Your beers will be here right away”! She said taking a sip of her own drink. “Okay thanks”! said, “Would you like to sit down”? asked. “Yeah that would be nice thank you”! said winking at him sitting down beside where there was an empty chair. A few minutes later their beers arrived. “A good Guinness is never in the way”! said taking a sip from his beer. “I can’t stand the stuff, sorry I know it’s Irish, but yikes”! said pulling a face making the lads laugh.
looked at the girl beside him, she was fun and didn’t seem to be bothered with their famous status. “So what’s your name”`? asked. “Oh my name is what about you guys”! She asked looking around the table. “My name is , this lad beside you is and the two lads opposite you and is and ”! “Nice to meet you lads”! She smiled taking one more sip from her drink. “Nice to meet you too, what’s the deal with your friends over there”? asked. “Oh they are just nosy, please don’t look over there, they might join us and I don’t like them very much right now”! said making the lads laugh. “So what are your intentions by having all 4 of us here by yourself”? said raising a brow, looking sexy. “Well actually I would just like you to myself”! replied biting her lip. , and started to laugh by the gobsmacked look on ’s face. started blushing, “Don’t worry I’ll be gentle”! said putting her hand on his thigh. could feel his jeans tighten and moved a bit in his seat. “You know I’m a married man don’t you”! said looking at her hand. “Yeah I know, who knows, I might be married as well”! couldn’t stop laughing. “But are you”? asked. “No not really”! replied smiling. put his hand on ’s at first he wanted to move her hand away, but when their fingers touched he felt something inside of him, he leaned into her, “Then take me out of here”! He whispered. smiled, “Are you sure”! “Yes I am sure come on”! “Okay we will have to grab my stuff on the way”! “Sure”! stood up and put on his jacket. “ what are you doing”? whispered. “I have to do this, please do not tell Erin”! said pleading. “Okay, okay we’ll see you tomorrow then”! “Yeah bye”! “Bye guys”! said and grabbed ’s hand. When they walked towards and they sat open mouthed, “Can you girls please hand me my jacket and my purse, we are leaving have a great night okay girls”! said winking at them.

“Where are we going”? asked. “Don’t know my place I guess”! said and told the driver her address.
When they arrived jumped out of the car and held the door open for , “Thank you”! said smiling at him and taking his hand and guided him to her apartment. “So this is it”! She said. looked around the small apartment and took of his jacket, “I like it, very comfy”! He said then he reached out his hand. took his hand and started giggling when pulled her towards him. “Come here”! smiled as they kissed, his lips was so soft and his tongue so warm. pulled back a bit, “Sorry …I can’t do this”! She said and turned around, “But you said you wanted me”! said a bit confused. “I do, you are sweet and very, VERY good looking, but”! “But…”! He asked not understanding what happened.
sat down on the couch and put her hand on the seat beside her, “Please sit down”! scratched his hair a bit nervous and sat down beside her. “Don’t be angry with me okay”! “Okay”! said. “One night when I was VERY drunk I said to the girls that I could bed any guy they pointed out and…”! “You don’t have to say more”! said ready to stand up. grapped his arm. “Please listen”! He sat back in the seat and looked down at his feet. “It was a long time ago and when we noticed you guys she pointed you out, I said I didn’t wanted to because you are married, but I really want to now, but not to win the bet”! “Then why did you stop”! He asked. “Because I wanted you to know the truth”! said embarrassed. “That’s sweet, but I asked you to take me out of there, because I really wanted to make love to you or have sex with you or whatever you girls call it”! smiled at him, “What does your heart tells you”? “My heart tells me no, because of my marriage and kid, but my mind and body tells me to spend the night with you”! said. “Only if you are sure”! “I am”! He said leaning into her and slowly his lips captured hers in a passionately kiss.

The next morning woke up to the smell of fresh coffee. She put on a pair of sweatpants and a vest top and walked into the kitchen, she saw sitting by the table reading an old newspaper, “Morning”! She said a bit tired. He looked up and started to smile. “Morning”! “Thanks for not running away before saying goodbye”! said. “Why should I, we had an amazing night together didn’t we”? He asked, bit her lip, fiddled with her top and nodded, “Yeah, it was great”! took a cup in the cupboard and poured herself a cup of coffee. When she took the first sip of the coffee she felt a pair of arms around her, “Why can’t you look at me”? He asked kissing her neck. “I feel bad”! “If anyone should feel bad it should be me, my wife is at home, taking care of my daughter, they both miss me when I’m away and I miss them, but you are amazing”! put down her cup and turned around in his arms, “So are you”! She said and looked down. put a finger under her chin and made her look at him, he then leaned into her and kissed her lips softly. “I would like to see you again”? “Why”? asked looking into his eyes getting total mesmerized. “Because I like you and you look absolutely adorable in your sweatpants”! started to giggle, “Well I better give you my number then”! “That would be nice yeah”! He said laughing a bit. He handed her his phone and saved her number, “It’s under , that’s what my friends call me”! “That’s cute”! He said kissing her again. “Well I better get going, thanks for a great night”! “You’re welcome”! said hugging him. “I’ll call you soon I promise”! “You take all the time you want”! replied kissing him one last time before he disappeared out of her door, closing it behind him.

Chapter 2:

had agreed to meet In a coffee shop later that day and sat waiting. “Have you seen the newspaper today”? asked coming up behind her. turned around, “No why”? She asked a bit confused. put down the newspaper in front of her. “Page 7”! opened the paper and gasped and looked up at . “Student beds superstar”! “Did you sell this”? asked angry. “Oh yes I did, they paid me good”! “, why did you do this, you are ruining his marriage”! “So what, you are never going to see him again”! “ he is going to hate me now”! “AND”?? “I didn’t sleep with him”! “WHAT”? “No, we just talked all night, nothing happened”! lied. “You are lying”! said. “No I am not we talked about how much he missed his wife and daughter and drank a lot of coffee”! said. “Well you lost the bet then, you owe me £500”! “Yeah you can have them”! replied digging into her purse. “Really you didn’t sleep with him”? looked down the article, “I can’t believe you gave them my name”! “It’s just your first name”! “I don’t like you very much right now”! hissed, stood up, put the newspaper under her arm and walked back home.

She sat down in her couch and found a number for the reporter who had written the article, she called him and told him her site of the story and he promised to apologise to ’s wife the day after.

“ where have you been, Louis has been calling nonstop”! said looking at ’s happy face when he walked into the hotel. “What’s the matter”? asked looking at his 3 band mates looking worried. “Did you sleep with her”? asked. “Yes, why”? He asked confused. “She sold the story”! said handing a newspaper. “Page 7”! said opened the newspaper, “She didn’t do this”! said. “How do you know”? asked. “Well when would she have called them”! asked sitting down putting his head in his hand, “I don’t know what to tell , she will see this”! said. “Tell her the truth”! said, “I can’t, I have to talk to ”! “Did you get her number”? asked surprise. “Yes I want to see her again, but I have to know if she did this”! called , but there was no answer. “ you’ll have to talk to her tomorrow, we have a really busy day today”! said. “I know I’ll leave it for now”!

The next day woke up by his phone ringing, he panicked when he saw ’s number. “Erm yes it’s me”! “I was about to call you and yell at you”! “So you saw the newspaper”! asked a bit nervous. “Yes, but Patricia came by with today’s newspaper and when I read the article today I was very relieved. I knew you didn’t do it”! “I haven’t read the newspaper yet”! said very tired. “Well the girl they claimed you cheated with, made an interview with the newspaper and they apologise to me and the rest of your family for writing a lie”! “Well why should I cheat on you hun”! “I don’t know I was very surprised by it, but didn’t really believe it”! “You know I would never cheat on you I love you guys”! “I know you do, I can’t wait for you to come home”! After a couple more minutes said goodbye to his wife.
He decided to call the reception to have a copy of the newspaper and a cup of coffee. He opened the newspaper immediately, where he read that had called the newspaper telling them she had never slept with him, they had only talked and had a cup of coffee and she was very angry that a newspaper was about to destroy a family that loved each other more than anything.
smiled to himself and decided it was time to talk to , he called her once more, but again she didn’t pick it up. He put on his clothes and called the reception and asked them to get him a van.

was about to pour herself a cup of coffee when she heard the door phone, “Yep”! “ it’s , can I come up”! “Erm sure”! said and buzzed him in. A few minutes later it knocked on the door and opened. “Hi…”! She said looking down and moved aside for him to step in, “Hi”! He said and closed the door behind him, He then took off his jacket and walked after her into the kitchen. “Coffee”? She asked. “Yeah why not”! He said sitting down by the kitchen table. “So you read the newspapers”? asked, “Yeah I knew you didn’t sell the story”! “No did, I am so sorry about that, I told her I lost the bet and that we never slept together”! “Thank you”! He said smiling. “By the way what did you lose”? “£500, but that’s just money”! “Yeah but quite a lot”! said digging into his pocket and fished up a roll of money. “No I am not taking your money”! “Well you saved my marriage you know”! “Yeah I know, but it’s okay it was a stupid bet”! “Yeah but you didn’t lose”! “I know, but please don’t pay me that will make me feel like a hooker”! stood up and wrapped his arms around her. “You are not a hooker, I just don’t want you to use that much money because of me”! “Well any other guy would have walked away knowing bedding them was a bet, so I would have lost anyway”! “Those guys would be crazy to walk away from you”! said looking at her with a smile. “Well you are going to”! looked down and sighed. “Yeah, but I don’t want to, I was actually thinking that we could spend tonight together before I have to go back to Ireland tomorrow, what do you say”? He asked looking into her eyes. “Yeah I would love that, but I have to warn you I am crap in a kitchen”! “Well let’s order a pizza then”! replied leaning in and kissed her full on the lips.

After they had eaten their pizza’s sat wrapped up in ’s arms, “I like this”! She said resting her head at his chest. “Yeah feels great”! said kissing the top of her hair. “So will I ever see you again after tonight”? asked turning a bit to look at him. “Yeah, I really hope so, I really want to see you again”! said. “I thought you loved your wife”! said looking away from him, “Yes and I do, I love her with all my heart, but something tells me not to let you go”! He tried to explain. smiled to herself, if this was going to be the last night she would ever spend with him she was going to enjoy it to the fullest and never let go of the memory of the two of them together.
“So want to make a repeat from last night”? asked ripping away from her daydreaming. “Yeah”! She said smiling and followed him to the bedroom. “So where do the lads think you are”? “Haven’t talked to them today, left the hotel when I woke up”! “So don’t they miss you”? “I think so my phone has been vibrating a lot”! “And what if it’s your wife”? “Then I’ll talk to her tomorrow”! said dragging to bed. Where he made love to her the most of the night.
When woke up the next morning the space beside her was empty, she looked around the apartment, no trace of , she sad down in her couch and was about to scream out loud, when she noticed her phone blinking, she had either a lost phone call or a message. She picked up her phone, and clicked to see the message she had received. “Hi beautiful, I am so sorry I had to leave, we had an early flight this morning. I didn’t want to wake you up, but I stole a kiss before going, I already miss you and can’t wait to see you again, I’ll call you soon xxx ”! smiled to herself, he was more than just a handsome face, she was falling in love with him, something she knew wasn’t healthy as it wouldn’t last. was happily married with a daughter who meant everything to him.

After a couple of weeks without hearing from she decided to concentrate on her school and stop thinking of him, she was studying to become a teacher and had to work hard to be sure to get a job after school. “ I might have a job for you”! looked up at her teacher, “Sounds great”! She said smiling. “It’s in Ireland”! looked at him, “I am ready to take anything, don’t want to be without a job when I finish here”! said smiling at him. “Well you have to talk to Mrs. White she’s a nice woman and I have recommended you”! “Thank you, which grade will I be teaching”? asked, finally something good happened to her. “1st graders”! “Just what I want, I can’t wait”!

Chapter 3:

A month later finished her exam with great results and after talking to Mrs. White packed her things and made herself ready to go to Ireland. She hadn’t talked to and since they ran that story about her and , so there were nothing left for her in London except all the fancy shops, she couldn’t afford anyway!
That night she sat in her new apartment in Ireland in a town called . She was very exited to start her new job in a girl school, she had received an e-mail with the names of the girls she was going to teach and decided to make some nametags for their first day in 1st grade. When she was done she set her alarm clock to 6am and went to bed.

woke up the next day grabbed some breakfast and took a shower, when she had sorted her hair and make up she got dressed and put on her coat and decided to walk through town and ended up in front of the school. She looked at the old building it was beautiful and she couldn’t wait to start her 1st day.
“Are you Ms. ”? turned around to see an older woman with red hair. “Yes, I’m ”! said smiling. “So nice to finally meet you, I’m Debra White”! “Oh it’s great to meet you”! “So are you exited to start”? “VERY, I have hardly slept all night”! replied honestly. “So what do you think about ”? Debra asked when they walked to the teachers room. “I haven’t seen much, but walked through town this morning and so far I love what I’ve seen”! “We have a few celebrities in this town”! smiled, “Well I am not a celebrity kind of person, I am done with all that stuff”! said making Debra laugh. “Well you are going to teach a girl who is the daughter of one of ’s prides”! “Wow, that’s something”! replied, really not caring at all.
“So this is our lunch room”! Debra said, “Hey guys, this is , our new 1st grade teacher”! said hello to all of them and promised she would get their names with time, but firstly she had to get the children names imprinted.
“Morning all”! looked up and Debra told her it was the headmistress Mrs. Cornwall. “I can’t wait to get this school year started, but before we do, I have a request from the parents. “They are looking for a coach for the 1st and 2nd graders football team and I was wondering if one or two of you has the time”! looked around, “Well I won’t mind doing it, as I am all new in this town, might be a good way for me to get to know some of the parents”! She said. “Sounds great Ms. , the training will be every Wednesday from 4.30am to 5.30pm”! “That’s cool”! replied smiling. “Please tell all 1st graders and 2nd graders that we have ourselves a coach for the football team”!

When arrived to her classroom she wrote a welcome on the headboard, she then placed nametags around the tables and put an apple beside it.
Soon after the classroom filled up with young girls and their parents, most of them had both their parents by their site, but a few only their mum or dad. counted the children and when they were all there she raised her voice. “I want to welcome you all to 1st grade. As all of you I am all new to this school and I am very exited to share this year with all of you. My name is , but in class it’s Ms. . I am originally from London, but I couldn’t say no when I was offered this job, so I recently moved to this beautiful town. I have also said yes to coach the girls football team for the 1st and 2nd graders and I hope to have a lot of support from the parents both in the class room and on the field”! said smiling through it all.

“Mummy I already love 1st grade and I am so happy that I can start playing football, just like daddy”! “Yes that’s great, you’ve wanted that for a long time”! “Yes, I am happy that Ms. is going to be our coach, she seems very nice”! “Yes, I am sure she is going to be a great teacher”! “And coach”! said smiling at her mum. “Can’t wait to tell daddy”! “Why don’t you give him a call then”! said calling up her husband and handed the phone to .
Hi babe”! started to laugh, “Daddy it’s me ”! “Oh sorry love, how are you sweetie, how was your first day at school”! “Really fun, we have the nicest teacher, Ms. and she is pretty as well”! started to laugh. “Oh and daddy I am going to start playing football from next week, I can’t wait, well mummy wants to talk to you, love you daddy”! “Love you too sweetie”! replied. took over the phone from .
“Hi babe, I miss you so much”! “I miss you too hun, can’t wait to come home, it’s great about a girl football team for her age”! “Yes isn’t it, that’s her teacher Ms. ’s fault she has agreed to coach them two times a week I think that’s why already adores her”! laughed, “Well I am happy she has a teacher she adores she will learn a lot more that way”! “Yes I know, well babe I better give her a shower and then tuck her in”! “You do that, I’ll be home in a couple of weeks”! said sending his wife all his love.

When they hung up walked back to the bar where his bandmates sat. “Was that ”? asked. “Actually it was and afterwards ”! said smiling, he loved his two girls, but still he felt like he was missing something. “ is going to start football training next week she is so exited and she had a great 1st day in school, she loves her new teacher so everything back home couldn’t be better”! “That’s great , don’t worry we will be back home in a couple of weeks”! said clapping his friend on the shoulder. “Yeah I know”! said looking down. He scrolled down his phone and found her name, he missed her, but he hadn’t talked to her since the day he left her at her apartment. “Who’s ”? asked raising his brow. looked up at 3 confused faces. “The girl I slept with last time we were in London”! said turning pink. “You just talked to your daughter and your wife and now you are thinking of a one night stand you had 2 months ago”? asked. “I actually went back the day after and spend the night at her place again, I am thinking about calling her”! said looking away from the lads. “ don’t do that, will never forgive you if she finds out”! “I know, I KNOW, but I can’t stop thinking about this girl, she was SO amazing”! “Then give her a call and get it over with, she might be in a different place in her life now and she’ll stop those crazy thoughts of yours”! said. smiled at , “You know what I’ll call her and cross my fingers that she’ll tell me off”!

sat eating her take away from the local Chinese restaurant when her phone rang. “Hmm, hmm one moment please”! She said chewing the food she had in her mouth. “Yes this is ”! She recognised the laughter in the other end immediately she had never forgotten that laughter€ and she could picture him throwing back his head laughing showing those beautiful laughter lines. “ is that you”! said. “Oh so you haven’t forgotten about me”? He asked smiling to himself. “Of course not, pushed you out of my head, but never forgot you”! replied. “Am I disturbing you while you eat”? He asked. “Actually yes, I am having chinese from the local”! “Sounds delicious”! “It is”! said. “Well I am in London, I miss you and thought we could meet up”! “Oh…well, erm”! “If you don’t want to see me just tell me”! He said, scratched her forehead, she loved his voice and would love to see him, but she had moved on with her life. “Well I would love to see you”! “Great”! “…But I can’t”! “Oh, I am sorry about that”! He said a bit disappointed. “It’s not that I don’t want to , it’s just I don’t live in London anymore”! finally confessed. “Wow, didn’t know that”! “No you never called you know”! “Well I will let you get back to your Chinese then”! “Thank you , don’t be a stranger okay”! “Okay”! He replied and hung up.

walked back to his table with his head hanging down! “So she told you off”? asked. “Nope not exactly, but she doesn’t live in London anymore, so she’s not able to see me tonight”! “Well there you go, stop thinking about her and delete that number of hers”! said. smiled at him, “Yeah you are right”! He said and deleted the number right away.

Chapter 4:

After a couple of weeks loved her new life in , she loved being a teacher and she loved being a football coach for these girls. “That’s good Chelsea, kick the ball to ”! said and Chelsea did as she was told and scored and the two girls hugged each other. She had 16 girls on the team, so there was always things to do.
When training was done was met by a parent. “Hi I am , ’s mum, she really loves your training”! smiled at , “I am glad to hear that, I love spending time with these girls, it’s great to see how they are like outside the classroom”! “Yes I can understand that, I can’t wait for my husband to get home to see ’s happiness. It’s great for her to have something to do when her father is away”! “Is he away a lot”? asked. “Yes he is a singer in a band, so he travels a lot”! “So she’s the daughter of ’s pride”! said and started laughing. “Debra has been talking again”! “Yeah she has”! said laughing. “Well he has both feet on the ground, so don’t be nervous to meet him, I think he will be the one to drop her off for football on Monday”! “Sounds good, can’t wait to meet him then”! said putting all the footballs away”!

enjoyed the rest of the week in school and had decided to use the weekend to explore , before getting back to work. It soon turned Wednesday and was exited for to meet her father. “Ms. , I can’t wait for you too meet him”! “Well then it’s good he will drop you off tonight”! smiled at her. “Yes see you tonight Ms. ”! “Bye sweetie”! said packing her back and went home to take a shower and get changed. She jumped into a pair of sweatpants and a tanktop, then she put on her flip flops grabbed her jacket and her football boots and walked to the sports centre.

“ remember that you have to take to football”! said when she walked by her husband who sat having a beer with who was visiting. “I totally forgot that, do you feel like going”! asked looking at his mate. “Yeah sure”! “Princess are you ready”? called. “Yeah I am ready”! said showing up in her Manchester United football kit that she had just got from her uncle and her boots. “Looks good”! said picking her up. 5 minutes after they were on their way.

“Daddy I’ll be over there”! said running towards her coach and all the other girls. “She looks happy”! “Yes she is, told me that she’s been so happy lately, she loves her teacher slash coach”! “That’s great”! said smiling and they walked closer to the field.
“Oh my god that can’t be”! said taking off his sunglasses. “What is it mate”? “I think I’ve seen…no that can’t be”! said and walked even closer with a very confused behind him. “Really mate tell me what it is”! “I’ve seen those sweatpants before, more likely I have seen that ass in those sweatpants before”! said not knowing what to do with himself. “I have no idea what you are talking about”! said. “I think that’s ”! He said pointing at ’s coach”! “…that girl from London”! “Yeah”! said.
“, that’s my daddy”! said pointed towards two lads. “I’ll go say hello to him, why don’t you girls grab a ball each and start warming up”! turned around, when she saw and up and close. “OH MY GOD… what are you doing here”? asked hugging him. “Hey ”! “Hi ”! replied shaking her hand. “Well I am here to watch my…my…”! “Oh, no..no, no, no…is your daughter”! asked taking a step back. looked down, “Yeah, she’s mine”! “DADDY…ISN’T SHE PRETTY”! yelled from the field which caused to laugh. smiled at his daughter, “Yeah, yes she is”! replied. “”! “I can’t believe of all places I move to it’s your home town and the cutest girl in class is OF COURSE your daughter and I’ve talked to your wife, I actually like her, god what a mess”! said and turned around. “We need to talk and figure out what we do”! “I have football to coach now, later Mr. ”! said and walked back to the field teary eyed. “Girls listen up”! The rest of the training didn’t look back on , she only concentrated on the kids.

“Wasn’t Ms. nice”! asked when they were back home having dinner. looked at , “I think she was pretty”! said. “What did you think daddy”! “Well, erm…”! “Come on tell her what you think, I am not going to get angry, I know she’s good looking”! said smiling. “Well, yes she was pretty, but not as pretty as the two of you”! said smiling at and .

went to shower immediately when she came back home, she couldn’t believe was in the same town as her, he actually lived in the same town as her. When she stepped out of her shower she heard a knock on the door. “Who the hell is that, I don’t know anyone here”! She swore it was no secret that her mood was bad right now. “One moment”! She yelled storming into her bedroom putting on a pair of hot pants and a vest top. She then put her hair up in a messy bun and went to open the door.
“…how…”! “I found your contacts in ’s bag, I am sorry, but I had to see you”! stepped aside and let him in. “I didn’t work her to hard did I”? asked. “Are you kidding, she loves it, she loves you and everything you do”! smiled. “She’s a sweet kid I should have known she was yours she looks a lot like you”! “I know, but she has another eye colour”! “Yeah I noticed”! replied smiling. “I’ve missed you, you don’t know how bad I’ve missed you and you standing there in a pair of hotpants doesn’t help me one bit”! “, I can’t, I am teaching your daughter and as I told you I really like your wife”! “I need you ”! “Why you have everything a man can wish for”! “I don’t have you”! “If it’s sex you want, okay take what you want and then that’s it…no more”! said. “I am in love with you , everytime I hear your voice or I see your beautiful smile I melt inside, I love you”! sat down, “I have no idea what to say”!

Chapter 5:

looked at her, “Just tell me that you don’t feel the same and I’ll go and leave you alone”! “I..:I can’t and you know that, I am thinking about you a lot, we had a couple of great nights in London, but it’s difficult”! “I know it is, but can you please give it a chance”? begged. “I’ll try, I promise”! “Good, it’s so good to see you again babe”! “But you have to go right”! “Yes I have to go”! smiled at him and he kissed her. “I’ll text you soon”! “Yeah you told me that before”! said showing him out. “This time I’m not letting you go”! He said kissing one more time, “Bye”! “Bye ”! said and closed the door.

Next day in school she couldn’t help thinking about if was going to pick up or if it would be her mum. had been the one to drop her off this morning, it would really make her day just to get a glimpse of , before going home.
“I want all of you girls to make a drawing, I think we need some pictures in this class room”! said giving them all a piece of paper and they all started to draw different things. Suddenly it knocked on the door and it opened silently. “DADDY”! yelled and looked up and smiled. “Mr. , can I help you”? smiled at her, “Well now that I am home, I was just thinking I would come and follow for the last class”! “Okay you can take my chair and sit down beside her”! said finding it hard not to smile. “Thank you Ms. ”! He replied winking taking her chair and sat down beside his daughter. “That’s one beautiful drawing”! said to . “Thanks daddy”! She replied looking proud at him. looked at the two of them and got sick, she couldn’t be that selfish and ruin a family as beautiful as the one already had. “Sorry Mr. , will you look after them, I have to go for a minute, be right back”! “Is everything okay ..erm Ms. ”? “Erm, yeah, please”! “Okay”! said looking around at all the children looking at him.

ran to the bathroom and threw up. This thing between him and her had to stop, she wasn’t able to carry it on and it better stop before getting started for real. looked at her reflection in the mirror and washed her face. “Get a grib girl”! She then washed her hands and went back to the classroom.
“Is everything okay Ms. you look pale”! said and stood up from his chair. “Yeah, yes I am fine thank you Mr. ”! lied. “Good, well class has been all good”! said winking at the kids making them all laugh. “Well they are great girls, so of course they have been good”! said looking away from him. pulled up his phone from his pocket. “What are you doing, you can’t have that in my classroom”! said and smiled, “Sorry then I’ll have to wait”! He said putting the phone back into the pocket.

When the class was over packed her bag. “So girls, I will see you all tomorrow, Mr. say hi to the family”! said and began to walk out of the room. “Erm Ms. can I talk to you”? He asked. “Sure, what is it”? said turning around. “ will you please wait outside, it will only take a minute”! said and went outside and closed the door behind her. “Now get over here”! said smiling. walked closer to him. He leaned in and kissed her, “I have wanted to do that all day”! said. looked down, “Now I am really worried, will you please tell me what the hell is wrong”? He said taking her hands. “I, I am just not feeling well”! She said a bit nervous. “Look at me please”! He said and looked into his eyes. How she loved to look into those eyes. “Now be honest with me what’s up”? “I think we should stop this before anyone gets serious hurt”! “What are you saying”? “I think we should stop seeing each other, looking at you and makes me wanna cry, I like too , I can’t ruin your marriage”! “You won’t she doesn’t have to know”! said trying to convince to stay with him. “ you told me you loved me”! “Yes, but that doesn’t make me love her any less”! He replied. “So I just have to be in a relationship with you, where I will never be really happy”! “Why can’t you be happy, I am going to treat you like a princess”! “ I want marriage as well, I want kids too and if you can’t give me that, I don’t see the point in being in a relationship with you”! looked at her, “I am sorry, I can’t leave her”! He said now it was his turn to look down. “I am not asking you to , I am just telling you that I can not go on with this”! said drying away a tear from her cheek. “But I thought we talked about this yesterday”! “We did and I thought I could do this but seeing you two make me realise what I want and as you said you cannot give me that”! moved closer and kissed her softly on the lips. “I’ll leave you alone then”! He said and walked towards the door. “I am really sorry ”! “Yeah…so am I”! He said opening the door. “Princess come on, we are going home”! “Bye Ms. ”! Louise still stood with her back to the door. “Bye see you tomorrow”! managed to say in a calm voice.

“Dad what was wrong with Ms. , she didn’t seem too happy when we left”! said looking at her dad when they were on the drive home. “I am sure she was fine hun, you don’t have to worry about her”! “I just like her, she is sweet and pretty and she can be so funny”! “I am glad you like her”! said trying to give his daughter his best smile and drove into the drive way.
“There you guys are”! said when she saw and arriving home. “Yes dad joined us in class today and he had to look after us, because Ms. had to go for a minute”! told her mother. “Could you manage that”! asked laughing at her husband. “Yes, good bunch of kids she has in that class. Well I’ll go have a shower”! “A shower”! asked. “Yes, I don’t feel well I am sure it will be better when I have had a shower”! “Okay, then we will go and buy some groceries meanwhile”! “Sounds good babe, I really love you”! “I love you too ”! She said kissing him and then her and went into town.

looked into her fridge it was all empty, she put on her shoes and her jacket and walked to the supermarket. She walked around with the basket hanging on her arm, when she felt someone tugging her jacket. She turned around and smiled, “ what are you doing here”? asked. “I am here with my mum we are buying something for dinner”! “That’s great, that’s why I am here as well”! “Oh hi ”! looked up and saw . “Hi nice to meet you again”! said smiling, she felt so guilty, but didn’t want it to affect her relationship to , nothing of this was her fault or ’s, just a stupid mistake made by and herself. “So what are you getting”? asked looking into ’s basket. “Oh was just going to make myself some lasagne”! “Sounds like a good idea, I think we should have that too, what do you say ”! smiled at the two grown ups. “I love lasagne and so does daddy”! smiled, “Well I don’t want to disturb you guys, have a great night”! “You to Ms. ”! said and looked at , “Would you like to come over for dinner, I mean if you are eating alone, we might aswell make that lasagne together”! “Oh please Ms. ”! begged. looked at the little girl in front of her, she knew this wasn’t the best idea, but she didn’t want to let down. “Well okay, if it isn’t any trouble, but please let me cook for you”! “Deal”! said smiling.
When they were done shopping followed and to the car. “Wow this is a nice car”! said looking around. “Well that’s the positive site of ’s work, giving us some opportunities to buy stuff we couldn’t afford if he wasn’t in Westlife, but it would be great if he worked less”! smiled at , “I am sure he would want to be with you guys more than anything in the world”! said knowing that she was telling her the truth. “Yes I know that, he always shows us how much he loves us when he is finally home and when is off school, we usually follow him on the road”! “Sounds amazing”! replied. “Yes it can be”! smiled back and soon after they arrived in their driveway. looked at the house, it was amazing and so big, she followed and inside.
“Finally you guys are back, I’ve been missing my Giirr….ls”! stuttered when he saw standing in his kitchen.

Chapter 6:

“We met in the supermarket and decided to invite her along, you don’t mind do you”! asked looking at , “Erm no, that’s fine”! said digging his hands in his pockets and looked down. “Nice to see you again”! He said reaching out his hand for her to shake. “Yeah you too Mr. ”! “Oh just call me ”! “, you too ”! said turning around. “So what are we having”? “ is cooking tonight, she’s making lasagne”! said kissing her husband lightly on the lips. “Sounds delicious, you just tell me if you need any help”! “Thanks”! said smiling a bit. She didn’t feel comfortable at all being there, but she did it for ’s sake, she really wanted her to come over.
“ do you want to help me”? asked smiling at the little girl sitting by the breakfast bar looking at her. “Yes, can I really”? “Of course come on”! said, when walked around the bar, picked her up and sat her on the table, when they had put the lasagne into the oven showed her the way to the livingroom, where sat in the couch with his arm around sweet talking. “Mum, dad, the lasagne is in the oven now and I helped Ms. making it”! smiled at , “When we are not in classroom please call me ”! “Cool”! said smiling again. didn’t want to sit down so she walked around the livingroom looking at pictures of and her parents! “This one is beautiful”! She said looking at a picture of the 3 of them. stood up from her seat and walked over to where stood. “Yes isn’t it, that’s from our vacation last year, you can see the happiness shining out of us”! “Yes that’s what makes it beautiful”! said feeling the pressure of the tears which was threatening to fall! “Sorry do you have a bathroom I can use”! She asked. “Yes of course, do you mind showing it to ”! “No of course not”! said standing up. “Follow me”! He said and followed him up the stairs.
“Why did you say yes to come here”! said a bit angry. “Your daughter was practically begging me to come”! answered a bit sad. “You could have said you were busy or something”! “I am sorry okay”! “Here you can use this one”! said opening the door. “Just come down when you are done”! “I will”! said closing the door in his face. She had to throw up and after a while she went back downstairs.
“Just in time, the lasagne is done”! said smiling, “Is something wrong”? She added looking at . “I don’t feel so well, I think I need to go home”! said. “ can drive you”! said getting a look from her husband. “No, no it’s okay dinner is ready, don’t want you guys to have it cold, I’ll just walk, I think I need the fresh air. Enjoy dinner”! said putting on her coat and shoes”! “Thanks for the invite though”! She said smiling and walked out closing the door behind her.

“That was weird”! said taking out the lasagne from the oven. “Well I talked to her when I picked up earlier today, she looked pale there aswell”! said. “ if she is sick, we can’t let her walk back home, she lives in town, it will take her an hour or more”! “You want me to drive after her”? He asked. “Yes please”! said begging him. “I was looking forward to have that lasagne”! said pouting. started laughing, “I will save you a piece”! “Thanks babe”! He replied kissing her, he then grabbed the car keys and went after her.

walked along the road site, it was all dark and no houses nearby, when she heard a car slow down she started to walk a bit faster, “Hang on ”! stopped walking when she recognised ’s voice. “Let me drive you home”! “It’s okay I need the fresh air”! “I know you already said that, but if you are sick you should get home under your duvet”! “Yeah okay, thank you”! walked around the car and jumped in beside . After driving in silence for 5 minutes, couldn’t stand it anymore. “Will you stop being so cold towards me”! She said looking at him, “Cold, I am concentrating not to hold over so I can kiss you or touch you, you told me it’s over and I will respect that, but just don’t make it harder for me okay”! He said glancing at . “Okay I’m sorry”! “Don’t do it again please, I didn’t feel comfortable with you in my house”! “I said I’m sorry”! “It’s not that I don’t want you there, it just felt awkward you know with the 2 of you in the same room”! tried to explain. “It’s fine , I better look for another job then”! “What, would be so sad, don’t do that, let’s just pretend we’ve never met”! “Sure I can do that Mr. ”! “Good Ms. ”! He replied and they both smiled at each other.
When they arrived at ’s apartment jumped out, “Thanks for the ride, bye”! She closed the door and walked up the stairs. “Bye ”! He said looking after her and drove back home.
went inside her apartment, took off her clothes and went into the bedroom, she felt bad and decided to call round the doctor if it was getting any worse.

The next morning when she woke up she ran to the bathroom feeling sick. She called the doctor and agreed to stop by at 8.30am, afterwards she called in sick and decided to take a shower before going to the doctor.

“So Ms. what can I do for you”? He asked nicely when she sat in the chair looking a bit nervous. I have been feeling so sick lately”! “How sick”? “I am throwing up every time I feel the least bit of nervous, I’m a teacher I can’t just leave my class now and then to go and throw up”! “Ms. could you be pregnant”? “I don’t know, I don’t think so”! “Are you having birth control pills”? “Yes and I don’t have a boyfriend”! “But you do have sex”? “Sometimes, been a while almost 3 months”! “Well can you make an urin sample, then we’ll know within minutes”! “Okay”! said taking the cup her doctor was handing her. She then walked to the toilet and made a sample. Pregnant, she couldn’t be the only one she had had sex with in months was and they had been careful the few times they had slept together.
walked back to the doctor and gave him the sample. “I’ll be right back Ms. ”! “Thank you”! She said sitting down a bit nervous. After 5 minutes the doctor came back and sat down in front of her, “Well there was no doubt at all, it was positive immediately. Congratulation you are having a baby”! dropped her chin and sat open mouthed for a while, if she got the math right, she would be around 12 weeks pregnant. “Well, erm, when will my first examination be”? She asked. “What about we find a day next week”? “Okay”! said smiling. “Well thank you for today then”! She said and walked out.

The next couple of days she turned in sick again. She had no idea how to face knowing she was having her younger brother or sister inside her belly”! And she had no idea how to react if she had to face .
Her first examination went well and she couldn’t wait for the next appointment if she was lucky they were able to see what gender the baby had.

Chapter 7:

After a couple of months was beginning to show. “Ms. your belly is bigger than when we started”! smiled at the girl who had noticed that had gained weight. “Yes, I know, that’s because I’m going to have a baby”! said smiling. “Is it a boy or a girl”! Another girl asked. “it’s a boy”! said. “I am having a baby boy, do you guys have any name suggestions”? She asked and the names came flying in her direction. “I like the name ”! said. “That’s a girls name”! Another girl said shaking her head, “My dad has told me that can be used to both a girl and a boy”! answered back. smiled at , “I like too and you are right boys can also be named ”!
After a long day, sat in the classroom waiting for the last couple of kids being picked up. At last there were only left. “So who is picking you up today”? asked. “I think it’s my dad, he has been away for a week and came home late last night”! answered. “Okay”! said smiling at the little girl, she looked so much like her dad, which made love her even more. Suddenly the door opened and walked in, rolled closer to the desk to hide her growing belly.
“I am sorry for being late Ms. ”! He said glancing at her. “That’s okay Mr. , I’m in no hurry”! said. “Good, well princess are you ready”? He said looking at , “Yep just done with my drawing can’t wait to show it to mum”! She said happy. “Then let’s get going”! said ignoring and they walked out the classroom.
decided that it was about time for her to call her old friend , who she hadn’t talked to for years, but she was always the clever one of the two of them and she really needed her advice.

It hurt seeing her again after so long, On purpose he decided to stay away from ’s football and most of the time also from her school, but today had been busy making dinner for when and his girlfriend stopped by later that night. She looked good as always and he tried to ignore her, but he had to steal a few glances of her. He missed their time together, but she had told him off and he had to respect that.
“Good of you two to join us”! said. “UNCLE , I’ve missed you”! yelled and jumped into his arms. “I’ve missed you too, do you remember ”? asked. “Yes hi ”! said smiling at the woman beside . “Hi ”! replied smiling back at her. “I have to go changing now, but I want to show you something”! said and put her down and she ran up the stairs.
heard a phone rang and soon recognised it as hers, “I am really sorry”! She said picking up the phone.

“This is ”! “HI it’s , I know it’s been a long time…but”! “Oh my god, it’s so good to hear from you how are you”? said cutting her off. “I am feeling terrible really, I am pregnant”! “Oh that’s not that bad you are 28 it’s not a bad time to become a mum”! said and could hear her smile. “ I am having a baby with a married man and he is not married to me”! started crying. “Everything will be okay, I am at some friends house we are about to have dinner, but can I call you again tomorrow”! asked, “Yes of course I am sorry I disturbed I just needed someone to talk to”! “I am just happy you called me, we need to see each other soon I miss you”! “I miss you too , have a great dinner”! “I will bye hun”!

When was done she walked back to the lads and smiling. “Why do you look so happy”? asked smiling. “It was just a friend from college haven’t talked to her for years, she just shared with me that she is having a baby”! said smiling. “That’s great”! said smiling at .
“Mummy I want to show you something”! said running down the stairs with a piece of paper. “What is it”! asked taking the paper. “It’s a drawing, I made waiting for daddy today”! said proudly. “Is that a fat woman”? asked looking over ’s shoulder. “You are silly uncle ”! “Tell me what it is then”? He said smiling at her. “It’s Ms. she’s having a baby”! explained. “ that’s silly”! said. “I saw her today she’s not pregnant”! He added. “Well she might adopt”! said. “What’s adopt”? asked. “That’s when you are alone and can’t have children the normal way like mum and dad, then you have the opportunity to adopt a child who doesn’t have any parents”! explained. “No it’s not that, Cecilia told her that her belly was bigger than when we started”! All the grownups started to laugh. “And she told us that she had a baby in her belly, she’s going to have a boy, that’s why I draw a baby with a blue shirt”! said proudly.
sat down immediately and looked a bit worried at his friend, “You okay”! He said. nodded he had told all the lads about his feelings for this girl and knew he had been seeing her more than one time. “All those pregnancies, ’s friend is having a baby too”! said. smiled “And the funny thing about that is that her last name is as well”! looked at , “What’s her name”! He asked. “, but we’ve always called her ”! looked at , but couldn’t say anything, he was still in shock. “’s teacher is called ”! said. looked at , “What a coincident, but my friend lives in London, so it’s not the same”! “Are you sure, ’s teacher is from London”! said. and looked at each other and then at , “Give me a second, let me call her back”! said and rang ’s number.

“Aren’t you having dinner”! said when she picked up the phone and started to laugh. “I am, but I was just wondering, have you moved away from London”? She asked. “Erm yes, I live in a little town called in Ireland, it’s so beautiful and the people are so nice”! “You are kidding right, I live in too”! “Oh my god we have to meet up. By the way how did you know that I moved away from London”? “Well our friend’s daughter just showed us a drawing of her teacher being pregnant”! told her. “Well I told all the girls to make a drawing for the room, but I don’t remember one of me being pregnant”! “She told us she made it while waiting on her father”! “Oh…Oh you are at ’s”! looked at , “How did you know”? “Because was the last one at school today. Are you really friends with them”? asked. “Yes and are lovely people why”? asked. “It’s nothing…it’s really complicated ”! sighed. excused herself and went to another room leaving 3 confused people behind not knowing what the two girls were talking about.
“, tell me what it is”! asked again. “The married man I told you about”! sighed again. “ NO…not ”! “Yeah, , I met him in London and happened to get a job in , I had no idea he lived here I promise”! “This is such a mess ”! “I know it is, he wanted to keep seeing me, but I stopped it, he doesn’t know about the baby please don’t tell him”! begged. “Seeing the way he reacted when told us you were pregnant, I think he already figured it out”! replied. “I will stop by tomorrow okay”! “Okay thanks ”!

walked back to the dining room, “So”? asked exited. “Well the very same , had no idea she lived here in now”! said. “So your friend is ’s teacher”! asked. “Yes the very same and guess what”! “What”? asked. “She is pregnant with a married man”! said looking at , making him know that she knew about his affair. “NOOO, poor girl”! said. “ you are very quiet”! said looking at her husband. “”! She said again. “Oh sorry, what did you say”! asked in a world of his own. “ just told us that is pregnant with a married man”! explained. “Oh, well is that rare now these days”! He said trying to joke. “ sweetie it’s awful, don’t joke, she’s such a sweet girl who doesn’t deserves this”! “Well she chose to have the baby didn’t she, so she can probably handle it”! said looking away from ’s gaze and up to his wife’s.
In the middle of the dinner stood up and stormed out of the room. “What’s happening”! called after him. stood up, “I will bring him back in a minute”! He said smiling at the girls and walked after .
put his hand on ’s shoulder, “Are you freaking out”? looked at , “Hell yeah, she is pregnant and she hasn’t told me, my daughter just told me that I’m going to have a son, how would you react”? asked. looked down, “I would never get myself into this situation and I never thought I would find you in it either”! “No, but you did, what am I supposed to do, if ever finds out I’ll loose both her and ”! “Well I think you should talk to ”! said. “Yeah, I’ll do that, please tell that I had to go, but I’ll be back soon”! “Okay whatever you want man”! “Thanks ”! replied.
walked back to the girls and heard the front door close. “Was that going”? asked a bit confused. “Yes, he didn’t feel to well and couldn’t find any aspirins, he is going to check if his mum has any, he will be back soon”! lied. “Okay”! said smiling, “A bit embarrassing, but I am sure we can have a fun night without him”! “of course we can”! said feeling a bit sorry for being the only one who didn’t know what was going on.

was taking a long and relaxed bath, she was very exited about seeing again, they had lost contact after had moved to Ireland and met a lot of new people, she stopped calling and eventually gave up hope for them ever seeing each other again. Suddenly she heard a knock on the door. “I’ll be right there”! said, but the knocking continued. “Take it easy, I am not dressed”! yelled but still it kept banging on the door. “WHAT”! She said opening the door only wearing a towel, seeing in front of her looking like a mess. He didn’t wait for her to let him in, he pushed right pass her and closed the door behind him.
“Why are you here, we were supposed not to see each other anymore”! She said. “ARE YOU INSANE”!!! yelled. “Insane, why would you think that”! asked trying to stay calm. “HAVING MY BABY, YOU CAN’T”! “ will you stop yelling I can and I will, if you don’t want to get involved then don’t”! said walking back to the bathroom to flush out the water from the bathtub.
followed her, “ this will ruin my family”! “No, because they never have to know”! She said taking another towel and wrapped it around her hair. “I have to tell her, if your or our kid is going to look like me, she will know anyway”! “Don’t worry , I was thinking about moving away from here”! said walking back to the livingroom. “I thought you liked it here”! “ I love it here, but I would do anything to help you”! “And moving away with my son will help me how”! He asked and tears started to run down his cheeks he then took a seat in the couch. “I want to be part of his life”! He said sobbing. “And you can it’s all up to you”! said and sat down beside him. “Has he started to kick”? “Yes, but not that hard yet, he is being good to his mum”! dried his tears and smiled. “That’t my boy, can I touch your belly”? He whispered. smiled at him, “Of course, but I am naked under this towel”! “I don’t care I won’t look just want to see your belly”! “Okay come with me”! said and they walked to her bedroom. dropped her towel and found a pair of hipsters and put on, she then walked towards her bed and lay down. looked at , she was so beautiful and her baby bulge was perfect. took of his shoes and his jacket and lay down beside her, he then put his hand on the baby bulge, “Hi sport, daddy’s here, I am always going to be by your site, no matter what you can always come to me”! He said, he then bowed his head and kissed her tummy all over. “…”! said, he looked at her all teary eyed. “We’ll get through this”! She said tugging her hand in his soft hair. “Promise me that you’ll never take him away from me”! “I won’t sweetie”! moved closer and their lips locked. “I love you”! He said when he pulled away. “I love you too ”! “I want to spend the night”! “ you can’t, you need to go back home, let’s deal with it all when he has been born”! “Okay, but I am going to stop by whenever I can to check up on you”! “Okay, yeah that’s fine”! “If you promise me not to run, I promise you I’ll chose”! “ I don’t want you to chose, I just want you to be happy no matter where you are”! looked down, “But I want to be with you so bad”! “I know sweetie”! said, “Can I please just make love to you before going back home”! nodded and gave into the kiss he planted on her mouth.

The next day called and told that her and her boyfriend would stop by. And when they finally arrived had a shock. “ what are you doing here”? “I told you I would bring my boyfriend didn’t I”? “Yes you did, but I had no idea, that you were with ”! “No and I had no idea you had slept with ”! said a bit disappointed. “You are angry with me aren’t you”! asked sad. gave a huge hug. “I could never be angry with you, but you know better than to go out and getting knocked up with a married man”! “I know , but I love him. I know I didn’t at the time, but I am sure I do now”! said. “You talked to him yesterday”? asked. “Yes I did”! “What did you do to him, when he left dinner last night he was a broken man, when he came back he was all smiles”! said sitting down. “We talked he cuddled with the baby bulge and then we made love, I really do love him”! said. “ if you love him, then let him go”! said. “I promised him not to run away”! said looking at her friend. “But he already has a family hun”! “I know that, but he wants to be a part of his sons life as well doesn’t he deserves that”? asked looking down. “He does, but think about his career and what about , she is going to need her father”! “ what am I supposed to do, tell him I lost the baby or what”? “That might be for the best”! said, shook his head, “He will break down if you do that”! said. “I love him , why can’t I just pretend it’s someone elses and let you guys and be the only ones who knows it”! asked. “You can if that’s what you want”! said. “It is, I want my baby to know his father and wants to know his son”! “Okay well I’ll support you as much as I can, but remember is a friend as well”! “I know ”! said. After a couple of hours and left and sat alone in her apartment thinking about the things they had talked about trying to figure out if it was best to stay or leave.

Chapter 8:

was home on maternity leave, she wasn’t far from the birth, another teacher had taken over both her job as a teacher and a football coach. She had heard from some of the parents that she was okay, but the kids weren’t as happy for her as they were for , that made her feel proud and very special. She knew the kids and parents loved her, but if they knew who the father to her baby was they would all hate her. called her everyday to hear how things were and they saw each other now and then.
One day decided to go and see the girls play a match. She packed her bag and called a taxi to take her to the field. The taxi arrived soon after, “Where to Ms.”? told him her destination and 10 minutes after they arrived. She paid the driver and stepped out of the car. She walked closer to the field and when she reached it, she saw by the site. “Hi”! She said smiling.
heard the voice he had missed so much and turned to his right site. “Hi…how are you”? He asked. “We are both perfectly fine thank you”! had a hard time not to pull her into a hug and kiss her. “That’s great, I was hoping to see you here today”! He said smiling a smile that reached his eyes. “Me too”! replied blushing. “We need to see each other soon, I miss you”! He said almost in a whisper. “Well I am giving birth soon, wouldn’t mind if you were there”! said. “I hope I’m able to, really I do, I want to be there all the way”! replied. “HEY you guys”! and both turned around. “So you made it”! said smiling at his wife. smiled at her, “Hi , nice to see you again”! “Great to see you , wow you are huge”! said looking at her belly. “Yes I know, he is arriving soon, can’t wait”! “So are you in contact with his father”? asked. “Yeah, he knows that it’s about to happen any time now”! said looking to the field and waved at the girls who were all waving at her. “Is he going to be there”? asked making a bit uncomfortable. “Don’t know”! said looking down at her hands. “Well if he isn’t, I wouldn’t mind if you borrowed ”! “That’s very sweet of you thank you”! smiled.
After the game gave all the girls a hug and then she turned to say goodbye to and . “Is something wrong”? asked looking at ’s face which changed from a smile to a worried expression. “I…erm well I either pissed my pants or my water just broke”! said. “Is it now then”? He asked. “Yes it’s now”! said smiling trying not to cry. “That’s amazing, can you please take to the hospital”! said. “Sure of course”! He said. “Thank you ”! said. “No problem good luck hun”! “Thank you”! reached out his hand for to take it as support.
When they arrived to the car looked at , “I need something to sit on or else I’ll ruin your car”! took of his jacket and put it on the seat, “There you go now get in”! said and helped her to sit down. He then ran around the car and they drove towards the hospital.
“I can’t believe I am going to have a son anytime now”! said smiling. “Yeah me neither”! put his hand on hers and stroked it with his thumb. “I don’t want you to be afraid of anything, I am going to be there all the way”! “Thank you ”! said smiling. “We are going to do this together babe”! “I am so exited”! said smiling.

When they arrived to the hospital found a wheelchair and pushed to the maternity ward. “Hi my name is , I have a friend who is about to give birth anytime now, her water broke half an hour ago”! The nurse looked at and blushed, “Are you going to be there through the birth”? She asked. “Yes”! He said. “Okay can you fill in these forms here”! She said said handing him a couple of papers, “I’ll be right back”!
While they waited for the nurse to come back sat down in a chair beside , “Are you okay sweets”! “I am fine…”! “Well I need to write down all of these things”! said showing her the forms. “I can do that, I am not in pain right now”! said. gave her the forms and a pen and 5 minutes after he gave them to the nurse who had returned to the desk. “Thank you someone will be here right away to show you your room”! “Thank you”! He replied and went back to .
“How are you feeling”? asked when lay in bed. “Very exited”! said smiling. “Me too, when he has been born, we…”! “ don’t worry one day at a time”! said looking at a man who was falling apart. “Yeah…you’re right”! “…”! “No you’re right, one day at the time”! “I’m still here I haven’t run, I want to see you smile not fall apart”! tried to smile but tears started to run again. “I have to choose don’t I”! said looking at her. “You said you would and I am supporting you no matter what you choose”! said sqeezing his hand because of another contraction. “Are you okay sweetie”? He asked kissing her hand. “As long as you are here”! said looking into his eyes. “I really hope he has your eyes, no matter what I’ll always have a part of you with me”! said and a tear ran down her cheek. “Think happy thoughts baby, for our baby’s sake”! whispered and smiled a bit. “I love you”! “I love you too ”! replied and they shared a kiss.

After a very long night and day arrived back home. The birth went smoothly and he was now a dad of a beautiful little boy with hair and eyes just like himself. When he walked inside the house sat waiting in the kitchen with a cup of coffee. “Morning”! He said tired. “Congratulation I take it”! She said taking a sip of her coffee. “Yeah thanks, she did so well”? He said. “How is it to have a son now”? asked. looked at her, “What do you mean”? asked. “ I am not stupid you know, I have known from the start that ’s baby is yours”! “What…how”! said sitting down! “The look gave you when she told us that was pregnant with a married man, SO the stories in the papers back then in London were true”! She asked. “Yeah, I am really sorry ”! said looking down. “Are you”? She asked putting down her cup and looked straight at him. “I knew it was wrong, being with her, but I couldn’t help it, I love her”! “What about me then”! She asked looking down. sighed. “I love you so much , it’s a mess and you know she has my whole heart”! He said looking back at her. “I know that, but you have to figure out what you want, I don’t deserve to sit home waiting for you knowing that you are shagging our daughter’s teacher and she doesn’t deserve to keep waiting for you if you never intend to leave me”! said. sat down in front of her, “He is so beautiful , I am so proud of both and him and I love you and I love , tell me what am I supposed to do”? He asked. “I don’t know , really I have no idea, that’s really up to you to decide”! said. “I think I better talk to my mum”! “Might be a good idea”! said stroking her hand over his arm. stood up from his chair, “How can you be so calm about this”? He asked. “Well I love you and I’ll do anything for our daughters parents to stay together, but if you don’t want that, then there’s nothing I can do”! looked down, “Please give me time to think love”! “I will , don’t worry, I am here for you if you want me to”! replied.

drove to his parents place and when he met his mums eyes in the kitchen he broke down crying. “ what is wrong”? asked looking at her son. “This is one of the best days of my life and one of the worst”! confessed. “I am very confused would you like to explain to me”? She asked. “At 3am I became a daddy for the second time”! said smiling through his tears, “But…”! “A beautiful baby boy mum, we are going to call him ”! “But…”! tried again. “Her name is and I love her”! said beginning to cry again. sat down by the table. “What about what you already have”? She asked carefully looking at her son. “I don’t know mum I still love and as I just told her is everything to me”! “Yes…”! said listening, “How is taking all this”? “She is ready to give me another chance; she said she has known for a while”! said drying away his tears. “Mum ’s like a drug to me, I can’t stop myself going there”! looked down, “Then you need to go to rehab”! She said. looked up, “What do you mean”? He asked. “If you want to save what you’ve got with and , you need to stop seeing and if you can’t do that by yourself then we need to get you some help. You say you love her, but you also say she’s like a drug to you”! “She is, she has been since the first time I met her. I deleted her number, but then she showed up here in as ’s teacher and coach”! “So you’ve done it before, you can do it again”! assured her. “I guess you are right, but what about ”? said. “You’ll pay her some money to take care of him”! started crying again. “I already love him SO MUCH mum, he is my son, he looks so much like me”! “I know he is babe, but it will get better with time, you can’t have 2 wives”! “I know and I don’t want 2 wives I want the one I’ve already got”! said. “There you see you took a decision all by yourself”! said. She wasn’t happy that they were having a grandson who they weren’t going to see, but she was eager to keep out of scandals. “I have to talk to and explain this to her”! said. “Yes of course”! said. “Will you come with me”? asked. “Yes of course”! replied kissing her son on his cheek.

“ we’ve been talking, everything is okay the breastfeeding is going as it should and we are sure that you’ll be alright on your own”! The nurse said. “So what are you saying”? asked. “That when you have sorted yourself out and stuff you can go home, but you have to relax”! “I will I promise”! said smiling. She looked at her son, “We are going to be fine baby”! said. When he had fallen a sleep she took the crib to the nurses and went to shower. The nurses had made ready for her and called her a cab to take her home.
When they were outside the apartment looked at the driver, “Do you mind waiting here”? She asked. “No problem”! “We’ll be back in 10”! said smiling and carried upstairs. She took the most important things and packed a suitcase, she then wrote a note which she put on the outside of the door. She then carried back to the cab. “So where to”? “I don’t know…Airport”? She asked and the driver smiled, “I will give you a nice price lady”! “I appreciate that”! replied smiling.

“Come on mum I want you to see him, he’s so beautiful”! said proud. followed him to the nurse at the maternity ward. “Is with you or is he in the room with ”? asked smiling. “Oh Mr. , you just missed her, she left an hour ago, everything was going perfect, didn’t she call you”? couldn’t believe his own ears. “Are you telling me that she’s not here anymore”? asked. “Yes”! “Mum we have to go see her at the apartment”! said and walked as fast as he could out of the hospital with his mum running after him. “So this is where she lives”? asked and looked up at the apartment building, “Yes it’s actually very cosy”! said walking up the stairs. noticed the note with his name on it and took a deep breath before opening it.

“I am sorry sweetie; I will never forgive myself if I ever destroyed your beautiful family. I have a feeling knows about this, so I’ll make sure you get a picture of him every now and then. I love you and I promise to take care of our little angel, bye my love. xxx”!

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started sobbing and gave the letter to his mum, “Oh , but this is what you wanted”! She said. “I know, but I didn’t even get to say goodbye”! said sobbing loudly now. “This is the best way hun, come on let me take you home”! “No it’s okay”! said. “You are not driving like this”! said. “Okay mum, thank you”! replied and they went to the car.
When they got home kissed and looked at , she could see how devastated he looked. “I am going to bed”! He said and walked up the stairs. looked at , “Let me explain to you over a cup of tea”! said smiling.
When they were seated looked at , “So has he talked to you”? She asked. “Yes and he discussed a bit with himself before he found out what he wanted, it had nothing to do with me, I just listened”! “And what conclusion did he end up with”? asked. “That he wanted to stay with the wife he already got”! let out a huge breath of relief. “I am SO glad to hear that”! She said and looked to who sat drawing in the living room. “Yes so am I, though he wanted to tell it to her himself face to face”! said looking down. “Yes that’s understandable”! replied. “But she’d already left, leaving a note telling him that she wouldn’t allow him to break up the family he already had, that’s why he is so devastated, he is going to miss ”! “…well that’s cute”! said not knowing what else to say. “Well I better go check on him, will you keep an eye on ”? She asked. “Of course darling”! said.
“…”! said watching her husband rolled up in bed crying still wearing all his clothes. “I don’t want to talk about it”! said. could see he was holding on to a white piece of paper”! “What’s that”? She asked walking closer to him. “A note”! said handing it to . read it and looked at , “I am so sorry ”! “Why, I am staying, that’s what you want right”? He asked looking away from her. “Yes that’s what I want, but are you sure that’s what you want”? “Yes I am sure”! said.

“Here you go Ms.”! The driver said. smiled at him, he had found a wagon for her and put her suitcase and bag on it and then he settled the babychair so could go around the airport easily. “Thank you so much”! said paying the driver a bit more than agreed. She then walked inside and looked at the boards. She sighed a bit, she had no idea where to go. She looked at her phone there were no messages. She decided to take a picture of and send it to , “Hi daddy, my first time in an airport…where to go”? She smiled to herself sending it.

sat in front of the TV eating Chinese take away with his wife and daughter. “Daddy, your phone is making that funny noise”! said with food in her mouth. smiled at her, “Thanks sweetie”! He said and stood up to fetch his phone. “Who is it”? asked looking at , “…”! He said not knowing if he should open it or not. “Ms. ”? asked, “What does she want, has she given birth yet”? added excited. looked at begging her to explain. looked at her daughter and took a deep breath. “ babe, Ms. gave birth last night, she had a boy, …”! smiled, “Oh look how happy she is”! said smiling at , who still hadn’t opened the message. He smiled, “It’s not that, she asked if any of us had any name suggestions for the baby and my suggestion was ”! said proudly. looked at , “Really was that your suggestion”! asked lifting up his daughter and kissed her cheek. “Yes”! smiled. “That was nice of her to pick that name then”! said smiling. “Yeah…”! sighed. “Should we tell her”? He asked. nodded. “ I know this is hard to understand, but Ms. ’s baby is your little brother”! tried her best to explain. “REALLY are you going to adopt him”? asked. dried away a tear, “No sweetie, is daddy’s baby as well”! said. “But how”! asked. “It’s very complicated, but you’ll understand when you get older”! looked at her mum and shrugged, “Okay…when am I going to see him”? asked. looked at , “I don’t know”! opened the message and smiled, “Might be a while sweetheart, but I have a picture you can see”! said and showed both and the picture had just send him”! “He is beautiful”! said looking at her husband. “I told you”! He said smiling. fetched her daddy’s phone and started talking to the picture. smiled, “I promise you, that you’ll meet him okay”! asked. “Daddy needs his phone”! said and gave it back to him, “He looks cute”! She said. walked up to , “Why don’t you suggest her, that we adopt him”! She whispered. “WHAT…no have you gone crazy”? asked. “Come on baby, you know he will get a much better life here with us”! said. “I am absolutely not going to ask her that, this is her son as well as mine, he is mine and hers do you get that, not mine and yours ”! said storming up the stairs and smacked the door to the bedroom. He smiled at the picture and started sobbing again, he really missed them both. He scrolled down to her number and called her.

heard the phone and without seeing the name on the display she picked up the phone, “Hi…”! “Hi…”! “ is that you”? asked. “Oh you deleted my number”? He asked still sobbing a bit. “No, I just didn’t see who called sorry”! “Okay, so you are in the airport”? He asked. “Yes, I have to”! “You don’t have to you know that, you promised me not to run”! “And you promised me to choose”! “And I did that’s how I found your note I wanted to talk to you”! “So you chose and right”? asked. started crying. “You did”? “Yeah…I did”! “Well I have to go now”! “No… I have a place in London you guys can stay there”! “ no…”! replied. sighed. “Wait, I know is in London right now, what if you go to London and I get him to pick you up and he can find you a nice place I’ll pay for everything or let me buy you an apartment”! “…I can do this on my own”! “ I don’t want you to do this on your own god damn it, this is our son and you, well you I love nothing has changed that, I just had to choose and will handle it better living without his daddy than , she’s used to me here”! “That’s fine you chose”! “I did but I miss you so much and I want to be able to hold our baby boy”! could hear that he was now crying. “I will go to London and meet up with if that’s what you want”! sighed with relief, “Thank you sweetheart”! “You are welcome ”! replied. “So I’ll give a call you can probably stay at his place tonight”! “Thank you”? “No problem I love you”! “I love you too ”! “We erm, well we told that is her little brother”! “You did what”? asked, “I promised her she could see him soon”! “Of course, how did you manage”? “ explained It the best she could”! “Okay, wish we met 10 years ago ”! “Yes baby me too”!

When hung up he saw in the doorway. “How long have you been standing there”? asked. “For a while”! “Why didn’t you ask her if we or I could adopt him”? “What is it that you don’t get I am not letting you adopt so you can have the perfect family. He is staying with his mother, can you please get out so I can call and get them settled in London”? asked, he knew he was being hard on her, but right now she just annoyed him. When he heard her walk down the stairs he called up .
“Hi , what’s up”? asked. “ I need your help tonight”! “I am going out tonight ”! “It will only take an hour I promise”! begged. “What is it”? asked. “There is a girl I want you to pick up in Heathrow”! “Who”? “…”! “That girl you have an affair with, the one you knocked up”? “Yes that’s the one, she is coming to London tonight and has no place to go can she stay at your place”! “ I don’t know really, I don’t know her”! “She has my son with her PLEASE”! sighed, “Sure of course”! “Thank you I’ll try to get her an apartment tomorrow”! “Don’t worry they can stay as long as they want to the house is big enough”! “Thank you ”! “No problem when will she be in”? “She’s taking the next plane so an hour tops”! “Okay, I’ll text you when they are here”! “Thanks”!

“Are you sure you made the right choice”? asked. looked up. “Not now no, when did you start ears dropping on my conversations”? “Since you had another woman”! replied. sighed, “I am just getting them settled and then I will only be the father of her son”! “That’s why you keep telling her how much you love her”! “I do love her and you already know that, but I am not with her anymore, so don’t worry. We are going to live in each our country, you don’t have to worry”! “What about when you go to London”? “Well come with me if you don’t trust me”! “I do trust you”! “Doesn’t seem like it”! said.

got settled in the plane with on her lap. “He is one sweet boy”! An old lady beside said. “Thank you, he looks so much like his daddy”! said smiling. “He must be a very handsome man”! laughed, “Yeah he is gorgeous”! She replied. “Where is he now”? The lady asked. “He is at home in , I am meeting up with a friend of his in London”! said smiling. “That’s good when friends can help each other out”! “Yeah you are right”! replied. She didn’t want to tell this sweet lady that the father of her baby was married to someone else and he was actually at home with his family, she felt bad enough about even thinking about having a future with a married man.

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looked at his watch, she was about to arrive soon. He hadn’t seen her for a very long time and was not sure what he was looking after the only thing he knew was that he had to meet up with a girl with a baby.
smiled when she saw looking at his watch, “I am sorry I tried to come as soon as I could, but they didn’t want to fly any faster just because of me”! said. looked at the girl in front of him, she looked beautiful and for a moment he just stood starring at her.
“… is that you”? “The very same”! replied and gave him a hug with one arm. “And this is my baby boy”! looked at the baby sleeping in her arm. “He sure is an image of his father”! He said. “Beautiful isn’t he”? She asked. “He sure is”! agreed, “So where are you taking us”? asked. grabbed her suitcase and they walked to the car, “I promised you guys could stay at my place as long as you want”! “I don’t want to be any trouble ”! said looking at him. “You are no trouble at all”! He said smiling. “I can’t wait to get some sleep”! added. “I am going out when we have gotten you settled so you will have plenty of time to rest without me disturbing you”! said. “Okay”! said and followed him to the car.

“So here we are”! said and looked around. “This is gorgeous, but are you sure that your girlfriend doesn’t mind”? asked. “Well I have no girlfriend right now, so I am sure she wouldn’t”! laughed. “Okay”! showed her a room that she could make hers. “Tomorrow we can find the perfect one for ”? “No it’s too much we have enough space here believe me”! said sitting down on the bed. “Okay, well I will get ready to go”! “Yeah and I’ll get ready to sleep”! said and the same minute started screaming. “Greeeeaaat, but who am I to complain he slept all the way here”! said. “I’ll leave you for the feeding”! “Thank you ”! said smiling and saw him walk out closing the door behind him.
got dressed and was ready half an hour later, he text fast to tell him that his bonus family had arrived safely and were about to go to bed. He then walked by ’s door and heard was still crying. He knocked softly on the door.
“Yeah come on in”! walked in, “You look so tired”! “I am…”! said, “Well let me take him for half and hour before going”! said. “Are you sure you have time for that”? asked. “Of course otherwise I wouldn’t suggest it”! “Thank you”! She said kissing his cheek and handing over . “God he is so tiny”! smiled, “He is simply perfect”! said. “Yeah I can see that”! said smiling. jumped into her pj and went under the covers. “This bed is amazing”! started laughing, “Yes I know I picked it out”! went all quiet lying in ’s arms and smiled at him the next time he looked at she was asleep. walked out of the room and went to his own room. “You know what little man, I’ll stay at home tonight, so your mum is rested by tomorrow”! said and sat down on his bed, with on his stomach watching some telly. He took a picture and send it to .

woke up by another message from he opened a picture of his son on ’s chest, “Just relaxing with uncle while mummy is taking a nap”! He read and a tear ran down his cheek, he was the one who was supposed to lay like that with his son on his chest. “Thought you were going out, but thanks for doing this ”! He answered, soon after he read a message, “No problem at all mate, he is so easy, looks so much like you, by the way, she’s gorgeous and only talks good about you night ”! “Yeah I know she’s gorgeous night ”!
rolled on his back and put his hands behind his head, “I love you ”! He whispered sending all his love to his son.

woke up in her room without or , she looked at the phone, “God I slept all night”! She said and jumped out of bed, she walked down the hall and saw a door wide open, she looked to the bed and saw on his stomach with his arm sound and secure around , they were both sleeping. When she was about to turn around woke up. “Morning…”! He said and turned back looking at him. “Morning, why didn’t you wake me up you were supposed to go out last night”! She said ashamed. smiled and patted the space beside him and walked slowly to the bed. “I couldn’t leave when I saw you sleeping, you really needed it”! “I really did thank you”! She said and leaned in to kiss him on the cheek, but accidently turned his head a bit and she planted her kiss right on his mouth. “Sorry, really sorry”! said pulling away. “It’s okay, I’m the one who should have sat still”! He said blushing, smiled at him, “So do you have any breakfast”? She asked. “Sure come on”! He said standing up and made the bed so wasn’t able to fall out! smiled at him, “You are very good with him”! “Yeah, I kind of enjoy it. I hope you don’t mind but I sent a couple of pictures of him to last night”! said and led her out of the room. “No I don’t mind that’s very sweet of you”! said. “Do you want eggs and bacon or cornflakes”? “Cornflakes”! replied. “He’s awake”! said hearing a cry from upstairs. “We will be right down”! said and walked up the stairs to change .
“Here”! He said shoving a bowl of cornflakes in her direction. “Thank you, do you mind if I bring it to you livingroom, I need to feed him”! “No of course not I’ll join you”! said and carried their bowls of cereal to the livingroom.
sat down and pulled up her shirt and flipped down her bra, “You don’t mind do you”? She asked blushing, “No, no of course not, it’s the most natural thing”! replied. “Are you hungry babe”! said seeing her son searching for the nipple. looked at her and after a while he noticed that he was still starring at her breast, looked up and met ’s eyes. She smiled softly at him. “Erm, I’m sorry”! He said coughing. “It’s okay…so aren’t your mates angry that you didn’t show up last night”? “Don’t know kinda turned off my phone after texting with ”! admitted. “Why…”! asked. “So it wouldn’t wake up the baby”! smiled at him, “What”? He asked and shoved in a spoon of cornflakes. “You just surprise me that’s all”! She said smiling. “Well do you like surprises”? He asked. “I love surprises, who doesn’t”? asked. “Well I only like the good ones”! “Until now yours have only been good”! said. smiled, “I hope I can keep up”!

“Daddy when are we going to see ”? asked when picked her up after school. “Soon I hope”! said smiling at her. “Daddy even you are smiling you look so sad”! looked at his little girl who wasn’t supposed to think about stuff like that. “What…no…no I am fine”! “Daddy do you love Ms. ”? “WHAT”? asked not believing his own ears. “Where did you get that from”? “I don’t know, but you have a baby with her and Chelsea’s mum says babies are made when two people love each other”! smiled, “Yes sometimes, sometimes it’s just a mistake”! “Is a mistake”? “Oh god no…no, but he wasn’t planned”! tried to explain. “So if he wasn’t a mistake you love her”! smiled, “Yeah...”! He sighed, “But don’t worry daddy is going no where”! said. “I know, I love you daddy”! “I love you too Angel”! He replied.
“Oh how was your day gorgeous”? asked hugging her daughter. “Great, but I really miss Ms. , she was much better”! sighed. “Well she’s on maternity leave hun, she might be back”! tried, but her daughter shook her head, “I don’t think she will”! “Oh why is that”? asked. “Because she cannot be with daddy”! said. “ what have you been telling her”? “Nothing…honestly, she asked if I love and I told her I did, but that I am going nowhere”! “Okay, well she’s off for maternity leave for almost a year and after that year, she might have forgotten the idea about her being with daddy and come back to teach your class”! said smiling, “I hope you are right mummy”! said hugging her again. “Why don’t you go upstairs and change”! asked and nodded and ran up her stairs.

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“Are you out of your mind to tell her you love Ms. ”! hissed looking at , “What was I suppose to say she asked me and she also told me that even I smile I look so sad, she understands more than we think”! said and walked to the living room and sat down in the couch. “I just don’t think you should discuss it with her, it doesn’t concern her”! said following him. “Well that’s to late now”! said. “I know that you won’t discuss an adoption of , but why don’t we ask her if he can stay at ours permanent”? “Because I don’t want to break her heart in more ways than I already have and by the way I am not going to be home all the time, he is better of living with , she’s there for him all the time”! explained, “But still we have more to offer him”! “You are not letting this go are you”? asked. “No…”! said. “How do you think I would feel if she called and asked me if could adopt ”? asked. “Why would he do that”? She asked. “Well she’s staying at his place right now, I have no idea what they are doing, they could be all over each other as far as I know”! “And you mind”? asked. looked at , “I’m trying my hardest not to”! said. looked at her husband, “You are falling apart ”! “I know, but I am seriously trying my best”! said, “Better shape up before going recording in London”! “Yes about that, do you mind if I bring ”! “No of course not, she would love that, but why”! “She asked me when she could see and I thought we could stop by ’s on our way”! said looking down, “Okay…well I guess that’s fair”! said. “Thank you”! “I could come too”! She said looking at him, “I would like to do this alone with ”! said standing up from the couch. “Okay…”! “I promise you, that you’ll get to see him soon”! “It’s fine really it is”! said.

A week after and sat in the studio watching record. It sounded amazing, was 100 percent her fave singer of the bunch, but she enjoyed ’s voice and had gotten used to him singing when it was nap time.
“Uncle is singing”! turned around when she heard ’s voice. “Hey sweetie”! said smiling at her. “Ms. ”! said and ran to her side, but slowed down a bit when she saw in her arms. softly lay her arms around ’s neck, “We miss you Ms. , daddy miss you too”! “Where is he”? asked. “Outside on the phone…”! said stroking the cheek of her little brother. “He is so cute…hey I’m your big sister , I’m going to take good care of you, I love you”! She said and leaned in to kiss his cheek. “Do you think he looks a bit like me”? asked. “Yes you both look so much like your daddy, you are just and is . Do you want to hold him”? asked. “Can I”? asked exited. “Yes why don’t you sit down on the floor”! asked and did as she was told. When she was settled placed over her chest. “He is cute when he sleeps”! said, smiled and sat down beside . She noticed nod towards the door and looked up to see standing there.

ended his phonecall with and walked inside the studio silently not to disturb anyone, had walked ahead of him. When he stood in the door he saw sitting beside his daughter who sat with their son and a tear ran down his cheek. He nodded at who nodded back at him. He then looked back to and their eyes locked. “Hey…”! He whispered finding it hard to speak. “Hi…”! She replied. walked closer, “Can I sit down”? he asked. “Sure”! She said and sat down beside her, he leaned in to give her a hug and when he felt her arms around him and her head resting on her shoulder he felt like never letting her go. “Are you okay”? He asked trying not to break down before her. “Yes thank you, takes good care of us”! replied. moved away to look at her, “That’s good”! said and looked down. “We’ve missed you”! smiled, “I’ve missed you too”! smiled and looked at and . “I am sure they will make a great team”! said. “Yes a naughty one”! agreed. leaned in and planted a soft kiss on his lips. “I am sorry about leaving”! She apologised. “What do you say if I asked you to move back to ”? “I don’t know , I’ve talked to about staying at his place in Dublin “Oh…okay are things getting serious between you guys”? asked. “What…no we kissed one time and that was an accident I was supposed to give him a kiss on the cheek and he turned his head in the same minute”! “Oh…”! “ it was nothing, we are friends and are getting very close but not that close sweetie”! “Good”! said, started laughing, “Have you been worried”? She whispered. “Of course I have, you are stunning, even you’ve given birth a week ago you look amazing and , he is not ugly you know”! “Yeah I know”! said. “So you are attracted to him”? asked. “Oh god I don’t want to discuss this, I love you and no one else”! “I love you too, can I talk to you in private… can you sit like that for 5 minutes more then uncle will be done”! “Yes, I love him he is so cute”! “Good, we’ll be right back”! said and pulled up and out of the room.

“I need you I am not going to be able to stay in a marriage with , but I promised that I wouldn’t go anywhere, so I need you in baby”! looked at , “I think it’s because you are afraid that I’ll get it on with and I won’t I promise you”! “No it’s not that it’s because I am tired of all our discussions, not ours”! He said pointing between himself and , “But mine and ’s, she wants to adopt ”! “WHAT…IS SHE CRAZY…NO WAY”! said furious. “I told her thousands of times that I am not asking you and I am not, I just don’t want to listen to it anymore”! “No she’s insane really”! said and turned to walk back to the studio, but pulled her towards him and pushed her up the wall and started kissing her the way he had wanted to kiss her the last week. “ we can’t do this”! said pulling away for a bit. “If you promise me to come back to , I’ll ask her for divorce, I want you and nobody else”! looked at him, he looked so vulnerable, “Isn’t that the same you’ve been telling that you want her and not me”? asked. “Yes, but that’s the biggest mistake I’ve ever done. I think about you all the time, you mean the world to me, you and my children are the most important thing to me”! dried away a tear. So what do you say?

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looked down all she wanted was for her and to be with him. “Okay…”! looked up. “REALLY…would you come back with me”? “Not yet, when you’ve asked her for a divorce I will come back to you”! said. “I’ll call her right now”! said about to grab his phone, “No I want you to face her doing it and if you can do that without any doubt inside and I will move back to Sligo”! “With me”? asked to be sure! “With you”! replied and let him pull her closer and kissed him. “I love you baby”! “I love you to sweetie”! said kissing him and then the door to the studio opened. “Oh, sorry…wasn’t meant to disturb you”! said. smiled, “You are not disturbing anything, good to see you and thank you for your help”! said hugging his friend. “No problem at all mate”! said smiling and then he looked at and gave her a small smile. “ is really good with ”! said avoiding an awkward moment. “Yes she’s a darling”! replied. “She’s been asking me everyday when she could go see him”! said smiling. “So how did react when you told her you were bringing ”` asked. “Well at first she wanted to come as well but when I told her I wanted to do it alone with she kInda understood”! said. “Well are you going to record today”? asked looking at . “No tomorrow I think”! “Can I come listen”? asked. “Yes of course”! said happily. “Why don’t you two go out tonight then I can look after the kids”! said. “ you don’t have to”! said looking at him. “I would love to do it is a big help”! “Okay thanks mate”! said. looked at , “Only if you are sure”! “It will be fine don’t worry about it”! He said and walked back inside the studio.
“So where do you want to go tonight”? asked. “Some place where no one knows you”! said. “Might be hard”! “I know that, but a nice little quiet place where we can eat alone and talk”! “Sounds like a plan”! said kissing her lightly on the lips.

ran around like a mad woman when she ran straight into . took a hold of her shoulders, “Take is easy, is sleeping and will help me with the rest, just enjoy your night out”! looked into ’s eyes and smiled, “You are right I need to relax”! “ why are you so worried”? “How can I be sure that this isn’t the last time I am going to see him as my man if you know what I mean”! “I know what you mean, you are afraid he won’t divorce her as he plans”! “Yes I am afraid it will all become too much for him and that it’s easier just to stay put”! “ he loves you”! “I know he does I am not doubting that at all, it’s just I…well he is not mine, he wasn’t mine to start with, it was just some stupid prank and I fell in love with him, I am just afraid that he will never be mine, just mine”! pulled her into a hug, “I will be there for you if that happens”! “Thank you ”! said enjoying his embrace. “Now finish up and will be here in 20 minutes”!

Soon after and arrived. “ you look nervous”! said. gave her uncle a hug and ran to the livingroom to see if was awake.
“I am a wreck, it feels like I am going on my first ever date”! “ just relax she’s exited about this date”! “Really”? asked. “Really”! “hmm hmm”! They heard cough and both looked up the stairs where she came down wearing a black cocktail dress. “Wow”! said and just swallowed hard afraid of saying anything. “Am I looking good enough to go on a date with you”? asked looking at , “Most defiantly”! said. “Why were you so nervous, you look amazing”! said. “Thank you guys let me just go and kiss my baby goodnight and I’ll be ready”! She said, when she was about to go into the living room came out, “He’s still sleeping”! She sighed. “Well then there is more time for you and I to cook dinner”! said picking up making her squeal, “Have a good night you guys”! He said and walked off with .

and drove in silence, stole a few glances here and there and so did she. “Are you nervous”? He asked as he caught her looking at him. “A little”! replied honest. “Don’t be it will be great, just the two of us, no kids”! “And no wife”! added making sigh, “Soon to be ex wife”! He said. “Only if you want her to be”! whispered. “What was that”? He asked. “I said only if you want her to be”! “Be what”? “Your ex wife”! explained. “Of course I want her to be my ex wife, I am madly in love with you babe, I can’t wait to spend almost every day with you, I will do anything for you”! smiled at him, “Okay”! “Were you doubting my love for you”? “Not your love, I know how much you love me, just your ability to tell her that you want a divorce”! “I want a divorce I am 100 percent sure of it, I know I will be spending less time with , but I will try and be around for all of her games”! said smiling. “You are a brilliant father you know that”! “Yeah, those kids and you are my life ”! “I am starting to believe you when you say that”! “Good, now can we just enjoy the rest of the night without us talking children and wives”? “Sounds good”! replied.
Soon they arrived at a little restaurant, “This looks very cosy”! said when they walked inside. “I hope it is, one of ’s friends owns it”! “If he has told you to take me here I am sure the food is brilliant”! “He didn’t, but he once took all of us guys here so I know for sure it’s brilliant”! replied showing her all the way to the bar. “Hey , good to see you again”! The man said shaking hands with , “Good seeing you again Tom”! “We have a table ready for you guys”! “Thank you”! said and they followed him.
After looking at the menu for a while the waiter came over, “Mr. and Mrs. have you decided”? looked at the girl and then back at , she liked the sound of her being called Mrs. , but in some strange way she felt that the girl knew that she wasn’t his wife. looked down and heard order what they had decided a minute ago.
“I am sorry if it made you uncomfortable”! said laying his hand upon ’s. “She knew I wasn’t your wife”! “What that’s silly”! said. “No I could feel it she knew why would she call me Mrs. then”! “Well I liked the sound of it”! said. “Yes so did I…but”! “But what, she had no idea and if she had it doesn’t matter, I don’t care anymore”! smiled at him. “You’re right, it doesn’t matter”! She agreed.

Chapter 13

After a romantic dinner with lots of laughter, touching and smiles and thanked Tom for the outstanding meal and walked towards his car. “So , I really had a great night”! said when they sat in the car. smiled, “Yes me too, it was great to go out again, even though I do miss a lot”! She said and looked down. “He’s the man in your life”! “Yes, but you are really close to being the one”! winked making him smile. “I really hope so”! started the car and drove through town. “I can’t wait to be with you”! said. “You are with me”! “I mean really with you living together and all”! smiled. “It’s going to be amazing, the first thing we should sort out is which room that’s going to be ’s”! “I’d like that, maybe we should let decide”! said. “You really do like her don’t you”? He asked looking at shortly. “I really love her ”! “I’m glad to hear that”! replied. Soon after they arrived at ’s place.
They slowly opened the door when they got into the livingroom they saw sleeping on the couch with in his arms. “Aaaww so sweet”! said smiling. looked at her and wasn’t sure he liked the way she looked at his friend. “Yes let’s wake him”! “Okay, but be gentle”! said and watched walk closer to . “Hey wake up, we are back”! said touching his shoulder. “Oh, hey guys”! said sitting up slowly not to wake . “How have the kids been”? asked. “ cried a lot tonight but it helped to take him up and after feeding him a bottle he fell a sleep and , well she’s an angel, but you guys know that, she’s sleeping in the guest room”! He explained. “Okay, I’ll go and wake her up”! said and started to walk towards the stairs. grabbed his sleeve, “Hi sweetie, why don’t you let her sleep and stay the night”! smiled and looked at , “Is it okay with you”? He asked. “Of course it is”! replied smiling. “Well I am tired, I’ll head to bed”! said and walked over to who handed her , “Thanks for this I owe you”! She said kissing his cheek. “I’ll be right up hun”! said. “Take your time ”! She said and walked upstairs. looked after her and when she was out of sight he looked at , “I really love her”! looked down, “I know you do”! “I mean I really, REALLY do love her ”! said again. looked up and saw the look in ’s eyes, “I know you do, so treat her well and promise me you’ll divorce , or else you’ll break her heart”! Now it was ’s turn to look down, “I promise is all I think about”! “Good, I’ll head to bed now sleep well okay”! said and walked up the stairs. looked after him and decided to follow him shortly after, but first he had a phonecall to make.
looked at the time, she had heard walk towards his room half an hour ago so she decided to see what took so long. “No, this is something I have to do , we’ll talk about it when I get home, but I am not changing my mind, this can’t go on…for gods sake I love someone else”! He said and hung up. looked at him, “Are you coming to bed soon”! She almost whispered. “Hey…how long have you been standing there”? He asked turning around. “Only a few minutes don’t worry, so that was ”! “Yeah…had to warn her about it”! sighed. “It will make it easier”! said and he nodded. “I am sorry to put you through this , but I don’t want to be your mistress anymore”! smiled, “I know and it will all be over soon”! He said taking her hand and dragging her upstairs.

When lay in bed he could hear her giggle, he knew loved her and that she loved him back, but something inside him told him not to give up the feelings he had for her just yet. He knew intended to divorce , but what about in the long run, he knew how felt about being away from her when they were working and he wasn’t sure could go through with it.

woke up all rested. The space beside her was empty and wasn’t in his crib. She slowly put on her PJ and walked out of her room. When she opened the door she noticed ’s door open they looked at each other and smiled, “Morning ”! “Morning ”! replied she couldn’t make her eyes leave his bare chest, it wasn’t as trained as ’s, but still he looked hot, “So is still sleeping”? asked sliding on his T-shirt. “No, don’t know where he is, guess they are downstairs”! said. “Let’s join them”! said putting his right hand on her lower back to show her the way. felt chills down her spine which noticed. “Are you freezing”? He asked. “No…why are you asking”? asked hoping he didn’t notice it was because of his touch, “You’re shaking”! said liking that he after all had an affect on her. “Well I am not freezing just regular goosebumps I guess”! said taking the last step.
, and were sat in the kitchen. “Morning”! said smiling. “Morning”! said and walked up to him to cuddle, “What’s that for”? asked. “For letting me sleep! “You needed it”! He said kissing her lightly on the lips. “When are you going back”? asked. “We were just waiting for you sleepyheads to get up, wanted to see your beautiful smile before I left”! said. walked to the cabinet, “Want a cup of coffee or some tea ”? He asked. “Tea would be fine thank you ”! replied. “I wish you could come with me”? said not liking the idea about her staying with . “And I wish you would stay”! replied smiling. smiled, “So do I baby, but we’ll soon be together I promise”! He whispered hugging her. nodded “I know”!
and waved and off and went inside. was sleeping and picked him up and went upstairs to put him to bed. When he came back downstairs sat in the couch and he sat down beside her, “Thank you”! She said. smiled, “No problem, you would have done the same for me”! “I don’t know, you barely knew me when I moved in here and you’ve made this a safe place for me and I don’t know how to thank you”! looked down, “Don’t leave”! He whispered