”you are driving me insane”! ” said looking at me. “I am sorry ”, maybe we just don’t belong together”! “I love you, but can’t you see that it’s stupid of you to follow these lads all the time”! “I am absolutely not following them; I am watching them every time I have the opportunity, which is about 2 times a year nothing more”! “Two times a year isn’t normal”! “Of course it is”! I replied. “I can’t get married with a girl who thinks like this”! “Then don’t”! I said taking of my engagement ring and gave it to him! “What is this”? He asked confused. “Take your things and get the hell out of here”! I said and he didn’t even protested he just walked away! I sat down crying, why couldn’t he just support me in the only thing I loved.
The thing we were fighting about was me being a fan of the band Westlife. I loved to see them live and they were always nice to the fans, so I loved meeting them as well, which wasn’t too many times I had done that! I called my best friend telling her I was ready to go and soon after she picked me up! >BR> “So ” are you ready to meet the lads again”! “Yeah ” I am”! “You seem a bit sad”! “Well ” just left with his things, I told him too, because he couldn’t accept me going again to see them”! “Aaww I am sorry ” I really am, but I promise you that we are going to have a good time”! “Yeah I know we are”! I replied. “And guess what”! “What”? “I have booked us a room in their hotel”! “You haven’t”! “Yeah I have”! “Okay, well that’s great, let’s hope they let us near them”! “Well if we don’t talk about them and if we just have fun together, then there shouldn’t be a problem”! “No I know”! I replied with a smile. A couple of hours later we were in London, where we were going to see them live and then sleep at the same hotel as them, it couldn’t be better”! “So let’s get settled”! said when she had parked the car. We grabbed our suitcases as we were staying there for a week and then we walked inside the hotel. “Hi can I help you”! A receptionist asked and went over to her and got our keys. “Come on ”! She said. “Yeah…Yeah”! I said she then followed my gaze and saw that Westlife were coming in. “Come on”! “Yeah I am coming”! I said and followed her to the lift. While we stood waiting I turned around and I got eye contact with who just smiled and I smiled back. “DING”! I heard the lift open and then I went into it and up to our room.
“ mate what are you looking at”? asked. “Oh it was nothing”! replied and turned to his friend. “You look happy”! “Yeah I am it’s great to be back in London”! replied with a smile. “Yeah the fans are amazing here”! “LADS your keys”! They turned to the desk and got the keys and then they went upstairs. “ I’ll see you downstairs in a moment”! said and went into his room. “Yeah”! said and opened the door to his room, there were already a suitcase in there and he got confused. “ is that you”! He heard from the bathroom. Suddenly someone screamed.
I was in the middle of my shower, when I heard someone walk into my room and no one answered when I asked if it was , so I put a towel around me and walked into the room, suddenly I saw a man and started to scream. “Oh my god, I am sorry”! He said still looking at me. “You are looking”! I said panicking it was from Westlife. “Can I ask you what you are doing taking a shower in my room”? “IN YOUR ROOM!? Can I ask you what you are doing in my room”? “This isn’t your room, we always have 5 rooms in a row and this one is the last one, which means it’s mine, and my key fits the door”! “I have a key which fits as well, look”! I said and opened the door finding outside. “ don’t you think that was a bit too fast”? asked with a smile. “I am not doing anything with him, I was just taking a shower and he came in”! “Why were you taking a shower in ’s room”! “It isn’t his room, it’s mine”! “No, do you see we always”! “You guys always have 5 rooms in a row and this one is the last which means it’s ’s he already told me that, but I have a key as well and I was here first”! I said. “That’s a hard one I can see that, but we have to get going”! said. “I am not going anywhere before she is out of my room”! said and looked at me. That beautiful smile which was spread across his face when he saw me downstairs was gone and so was mine, it felt like we were in a war or something. “Well let’s get downstairs and sort it out”! said. I put on my robe, “Hi don’t wear that it’s mine”! “Well it’s a bit big, but it’s defiantly not yours, by the way it’s really soft”! I replied to irritate him. “Take it off”! “No let her wear it until it’s sorted, then you can have a new one”! said and both and I followed him downstairs and people looked weird at us, but especially at me. “What is happening here”? The manager of the hotel asked. “Well I opened the door and there she stood taking a shower”! “Yes because I have already paid for the room, that’s why”! I replied. “So you two have the same room”! “Yeah”! We both said looking at him very frustrated. “Well Ms. Then we need to find you a new room”! “ME”? I asked surprised. “Yeah you”! said looking at me. “Why me, Mr. Mr. .. Mr. Manager I was here first, I paid for the room and I arrived first”! “But the lads”! “Well the lads have the same rooms every time”! I said. “Yes exactly and we need to get you a new room”! “I am sorry but I am happy for the one I have”! “You are stubborn and impolite you know that”! asked. “I am not I am just fighting my case, because no one else will, I can’t see just because you are a famous person with more money that you need to have the room, I pay as much as you to have it”! He looked at me furious. “Let’s get her a new room now”! said tired of the whole situation. “Thanks ”! I said angry with him as well. “Linda can you give her a new room”! The manager asked the receptionist. “I am sorry Mr. Graham, all rooms are booked”! “No way”! I said looking at . “We are not staying in the same room, there is only one bed”! “Yeah but it’s a double and she is a beautiful girl”! said. “No way ”! “HI LADS WE NEED TO GET GOING”! yelled. “Okay we will discuss this when I get back”! “Yeah we will, but don’t expect that I am here when you get back, because I am able to go out and have a great time every time I want to without getting disturbed by anyone”! “Probably because you are so snobby and ugly”! “Take a look at your self”! I replied and ran up the stairs as fast as I could really mad. When I got upstairs I went to my own room put on a beige velour suit and then I ran to ’s room and told her everything and she was as shocked as me, “Well then you have to stay at my room”! “No way, I am not giving up my room just because of him”! “Him, its from Westlife”! “I know, but I don’t care, maybe he is sexy and sweet, but he isn’t more important than I am, because I pay the same as him”! “Yeah you are right, come on let’s go we need to get to the arena in time”! “I don’t feel like seeing them now”! “ come on we have the tickets”! “Can’t we just sell them”! “No way little missy, we are going and it’s now”! “Okay, okay, but do I look good enough in this outfit”! “Yeah you look great”! “Good”! I replied and then we went to the car and drove to the arena. “Oh my god so many people”! “Yeah there always are”! replied. “I know”! I said and soon after we were sat in our chairs front row.
“I can’t believe that I’m on front row and then I am going to look at the one taking my room”! “Admit it even you are angry with him, he is still a great singer and sexy”! “Yeah of course, but he is such an irritating person”! “He’s not”! “Yeah he is”! I replied and then the music started and the light went out and soon after the lads stood on the stage. After the show, which by the way was fab we went to the hotel and then we went into the bar.
“ did you…”! “Yeah I noticed her on the front row”! “I can’t believe that she is a fan”! said with a silly smile. “No, that doesn’t make it any better”! said and looked at . “Want to go to the bar”? asked and they all nodded and went to the bar. “Seems clear from crazy persons”! replied. “Maybe she is upstairs in the room”! “Well no, she is always out because she is able too”! “ let’s take a drink lighten up a bit”! said and went to the bar and ordered a round for them all. “5 beers”! said to the bartender.
and I sat in the bar talking and then she suddenly looked past me and as I sat with the back to everything I had to look in the mirror, which was behind and noticed she was looking at . “ you are starring”! “I am not”! She replied with a small laughter and then looked at her with a smile and then he went back to the table. “ I wasn’t starring”! “Sure you were, but he is fit”! “I know”! She replied glad that she had been so close to him and glad that he had smiled to her.
“ who were you smiling to”? asked. “There are two good looking girls in the bar and one of them has such a cute laughter”! “ you have a girlfriend”! “I had, I guess didn’t like my way of living when I was on tour, but I am over her and need someone new”! “What you never told us that”! said. “I know, but it’s nothing you lads, I am okay don’t worry”! “We aren’t worrying”! replied. “I can’t believe that you are still angry”! said. “I won’t be happy before she’s out of the room”! He almost yelled.
I was in the bar and heard talking about the room, I turned around, “Mr. I am not going anywhere, I am staying in this hotel for a week in the room I am in now”! I said. “A WEEK”!? He asked looking at me. “Yeah, a week! How long are you staying”!? “A week”! “Not in my room”! I said. “No because it’s mine”! “No way, who’ll get there first”? I asked and ran towards the stairs. “What an amazing butt”! said looking at his mates. “TRUE”! They all said and ran after me.
“HA I got here first”! “Well I guess we have to split the room”! He said. “What no way, not I have been here first two times in a row”! I replied. He then sat on the bed, “This site is mine”! “Well I am absolutely not sharing the bed with you as well”! “I guess you have to sleep on the couch then”! “What no”! “If you aren’t going to share bed with me then you have to sleep there, because I am sleeping in the bed”! “Yeah but there is only one duvet”! He smiled at me “And it’s mine”! He said. “What you can’t have the bed and the duvet”! “Why not it belongs together”! “You know what you can have both and I will take my pillow and sleep outside”! I said, took the pillow and went outside. I lay down outside the door and even it was hard I fell a sleep.
Suddenly I woke up by someone, who draw his hand over my hair. “What”! I asked tired and noticed sitting beside me, “Get inside”! “No”! “Stop being stubborn and get inside NOW”! I then stood up and went inside. “Take the bed”! He said and sat on the couch. “Thanks”! I said and lay down, but I couldn’t sleep because I felt bad, “ there is room enough for you”! I said and moved to the site. “No it’s okay you don’t want to share the bed so I will stay here”! “No you have to sleep well to be ready tomorrow”! “Thanks”! He said coming up beside me. I lay with my back towards him and I couldn’t sleep, “I noticed you at the show”! “You did? Well it was a great show”! “Is that why you are here, to see us”? “Yeah I am a fan and my friend in the bar and I have tickets the whole week”! “Okay”! He said. “I have actually met you guys before”! “Yeah I thought I had seen you before”! I turned around and faced him. “By the way my name is ”! “Hi I’m ”! “Yeah I know”! I said with a smile. “Wow the first time I’ve seen you smile”! “Because you don’t know me I smile an awful lot when I am around people I like”! “So you don’t like me”? He asked worried. “Yeah but you have been bugging me a lot tonight”! I replied. “I am sorry”! “Nah you’re not and I will find another room tomorrow and if there aren’t any free I will just stay at my friend’s”! “You don’t have to; the only time we are here at the same time is in the night and the morning, the rest of the day we won’t see each other and I can get an extra duvet up here. “Okay if it’s okay with you”! “It is”! He said smiling. “Thanks”! “And don’t worry, I will make sure you’ll get your money back”! “No it’s okay”! “Nah you will get them back”! “Thanks , sleep tight”! “You too”! He replied and soon after both of us slept!
The next morning I woke up by a knock on the door and I noticed wasn’t beside me, when I opened the door, a man with a food wagon walked inside, “Mr. ordered this for you and he left a note as well, good morning ms.”! “Thank you sir”! I replied not knowing what to do. I started to look at the food, there were so much, so I called to stop by for breakfast and she told me she needed a shower first.
I took the envelope and opened:
Dear
I just want to thank you for the smile you sent me last night and there will hopefully be more around while I am with you! Enjoy breakfast!
Love
I read it over and over again and then it knocked on the door and walked in. “Oh my god are you hungry ”? “ ordered it for me”! “He did, well you two are becoming friends”! “I hope so”! “So have you agreed on who is going to have a new room”! “No we decided to both stay here”! “Really”! “Yeah we won’t be here at the same time that much anyway”! “Only when you are sleeping, by the way who slept on the couch”? “No one, we shared the bed”! “YOU WHAT”! “Well we talked and then we slept it was nothing”! “Nothing… you are sharing bed with from Westlife”! “I know but he is nice”! I replied.
“ who got the room at last”? asked excited. “We both did”! “WHAT”! asked. “Yeah we decided we could share”! “Room”!? asked. “Not only room, bed too”! “Way to go ”! said. “Not like that she actually gave me the duvet because I had to work hard today”! “Oh that was nice”! “Yeah she’s a nice gal”! replied with a smile. “So the two of you aren’t bugging each other anymore”! “No we are not I actually bought her breakfast this morning, I hope she likes it”! said and the lads just shook their heads with huge smiles. “Why don’t you give her a call and ask her”! asked. “Yeah I will”! replied and grabbed his phone and went down the stage to one of the seats in front of the stage and called the hotel who called up and his room for him:
-Yes this is
-Hi , its is there
-Yeah one moment (“ its ”! He heard her say)
-Hi its !
-Hi I just wanted to know if you have received the food!
-Yeah I did thank you, it was really nice of you and thanks for the note by the way there was too much food so I invited over!
-Okay, I am glad you liked it! We are right now having rehearsals; the lads are on the stage while I am talking to you!
-Well then you probably need to get back to that stage of yours, I will probably see you again tonight, we have front row tickets again!
-Cool then I will see you bye, bye!
-Bye!
When I hung up I looked at , “I think I’m in love, he is so sweet”! “Do you think so”? She asked. “No, but he is really sweet”! I said happy that he had called me; he was just a sweetie, wanting to know that I was alright! “Well I think he is flirting with you”! “No way, he isn’t he is just being nice, because he already knows how stubborn I can be, so to be able to share room with me, he has to be sweet”! “You got him there don’t you”! “Yeah”! I replied with a smile. “So we are going to the concert tonight right”! “Sure of course we are”! I replied. “Good and after that we are going out to drink”! “Yeah I am up for that”! I replied.
That night when I was getting ready the door opened, “ what are you doing here”? I asked surprised to see him. “I am just taking a shower before the concert”! “Okay”! I replied with a smile. He went to the bathroom and went to shower after that, he walked into the room with only a towel around him, “By the way thank you again for the breakfast”! “No problem, so are you making your self ready for the concert tonight”! “Yeah and then we are going out afterwards”! “Where to the bar in the hotel, because you are able too”? He said as a joke. “No this time we are going out for real getting drunk”! “So where are you going”! “We don’t know yet”! “Well if I can get your number, then we could meet up afterwards all of us, get drunk together”! “That sounds like a good idea”! I replied. “Well I better get to ’s room to pick her up we need to get going”! “Aw yeah you better get going before those gorgeous lads are going on stage”! “Good that you understand”! I replied and opened the door. “Don’t I get a hug”! “If you want one”! “If not I wouldn’t have asked”! I smiled at him and went over to him gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek”! “What was that for”? “Good luck tonight”! I replied and walked out of the room.
“ are you ready”? I asked knocking on the door. “Yeah I am”! She replied and opened the door. “Wow you look great”! I replied looking at her in her jeans and her white top. I wore black jeans and a red vest top. We then went outside to grab a cab and then we drove to the arena, where we were going to see the lads again.
“So where are we going”? asked after another great show. “I don’t know yet, I am waiting for a call, got my number he want us to join them at a party and he will call me telling us were to go. “That’s great maybe I can go dancing with , oh my god think about that maybe after tonight I can go around telling people I have been dancing with from Westlife”! “Yeah that’s cool isn’t it”! “Cool? No way it’s more than cool”! She replied and then my phone rang. After I hung up I looked at . “It was they are at the club called The Blue room and he told us to show up there as well”! “Okay”! said and we sat into a cab and told him where to go as we had no idea where it was. “Here you go ladies”! “Thank you so much sir”! said and I paid him and then we went inside.
“Oh my god, there are lots of people here”! “Yeah so they can probably hide here”! said with a smile. “Well let’s see, if we can find them anybody can”! “I can’t see them anywhere”! said. “ over here”! I turned around and saw the lads, with an arm around a girl who was kissing him on the cheek! “ right now I don’t feel like going over there”! “Oh come on , we are going to have fun”! “Yeah let’s go to the bar first”! “Okay”! She replied. I waved to the lads and then we went to the bar. sat looking to the bar she was beautiful, but was wondering why they hadn’t joined them yet. He could feel the kisses of the girl beside him on his cheek, it felt really nice, but it wasn’t the one he wanted to kiss him. “Hi ”! He looked to the site and saw , “ how are you”! “I am fine”! She replied. “Where is ”? “She is at the ladies room, she will be here soon”! “Okay”! He replied not knowing what to do.
“ hi”! I said when I arrived back from the ladies room. He looked up at me with a smile and stood up, which I guess offended the girl beside him. He gave me a hug, which felt really good. “So why were you going to the bar, before coming over here to say hi”? “Because I was thirsty and you looked busy”! I said looking at the girl who looked at me with a look that could kill. “Well sit down”! “Thanks” I said and and I sat down on a couple of chairs. “, want to dance”? his girlfriend asked. “No not right now ask one of the girls”! “”? “Yeah sure”! I replied and walked with her to the floor where we danced to a couple of songs and and joined us soon after. “So they seem to have fun together”! said with a smile, that the girls had got some new dance friends then he didn’t have to do it. “Yeah they do”! After a couple of songs the girls came back to the table.
“Can I sit here”? I asked and nodded and I sat down beside him and the girl who was right now kissing . “So what are you doing when you aren’t here in London”? asked. “Then I live in a town outside Manchester and work in a store with sportswear, nothing interesting but I survive”! I replied. “So you have a boyfriend”? He asked. “No he broke up two days ago because I was going here to see you guys with ”! “You don’t seem sad”! “Well I liked him, but he was obvious just an airhead if he breaks up with me because of that”! “Yeah you got a point there”! He replied with a smile. Suddenly I got a kick on my leg, obvious didn’t have room enough. “Get a room”! I said and started to laugh. “Maybe that wasn’t a bad idea”! The girl said. looked at me, “No it’s not going to be our room”! I said. He looked at me again. “Don’t you even think about it, we share that bed so you are not going to have sex there”! “You share bed with her”? The girl hissed. “Yeah, but it’s not…”! Then he got a slap across the face and the girl left the club. “THANK YOU ”! He said angry. “No problem always at your service”! I replied and they all laughed. I smiled at and he couldn’t stop smiling back at me. “Well do you dance”? “Depends”! “Depends on what”? “On who’s asking”! “I am asking you”! I replied. He looked at me a bit sceptic. “Ah okay then”! He said and took my hand and we went to the dance floor.
“He must be crazy about her, or else he doesn’t dance”! said. “Really”!? asked. “Yeah he only dances, if he is really, really drunk and he dance when he likes the girl and he isn’t that drunk yet, do you know if she likes him”! “She does, I am sure she does”! replied. “Maybe something will happen between them”! said. “Or maybe they will just be friends”! said. “Yeah and they don’t know each other”! said. “No but remember they do share a bed together”! said with a dirty look. “I know but anyway, doesn’t call a girl a girlfriend, before he is sure that they have something together and something to maybe build their future on”! said. “Yeah that’s true”! said.
“So do you think they are talking about us”? asked. “Yeah they are starring an awful lot”! I replied and he smiled. “I am sorry that the girl left”! “You are”? He asked. “No I am sorry to say, but no I am actually not sorry that she left”! He looked at me with a smile, “Can I kiss you”! “I don’t think that would be a good idea”! “Why not”? He asked nervous. “Because you have been kissing another girl tonight and you were ready to jump in bed with her”! “I wanted her to be you”! He replied. “What”? “Yeah I can’t stop thinking about you and it doesn’t make it better that we share a bed together”! I looked at him and now we just stood still on the dancefloor. “Then I suggest…that”! “What”? He asked. “That you kiss me”! He then smiled and leaned in and then we started to kiss.
“Look at them”! said almost standing up”! “They are kissing”! yelled. “Oh my god they are”! said with a huge smile not believing his own eyes and was just confused, “ is kissing ”! “Yeah”! said not believing it either. “What will happen later”? said laughing! “I don’t want to think about it”! said smiling. “I am glad they share room, so it won’t happen in my room”! said. put an arm around her, “Something can happen in your room tonight if you want to”! “Don’t you think it’s a bit too early”? asked. “Yeah you are probably right”! replied and gave him a kiss on the cheek, which soon turned into a kiss on the mouth and then they stopped concentrating on what happened on the dance floor!
“Want to go back to the hotel”? asked and I nodded and we went back to the others and told them that we were leaving and we got some comments on the way. “Did you see that and kissed”? I asked when we sat in the cab. “Yeah I did”! He replied and kissed me. “But I don’t care about them; I only care about the two of us”! He said and we kissed again and soon after we were outside the hotel and a moment later we lay in our bed kissing and slowly we removed each others clothes.
The next morning I woke up by the sound of someone walking around the room. “ where are you going”? “We have rehearsals in half an hour and I am just making myself ready”! “Okay”! I said a bit disappointed. He then went to the bathroom and a few minutes later he sat down on the bed beside me, “Thanks for last night”! He then leaned in and we kissed. “You too”! “Have a nice morning okay sweetie then I will see you tonight”! “Okay, have a great day”! He then kissed me again and walked out the door. After an hour I was still in bed and received a message on my phone saying, “I already miss you love ”! I sat smiling and wrote one back to him, telling him I missed him as well.
“ we are going shopping now”! said standing in the door; luckily I had already been in shower. “Okay you sound cheerful what happened with you and yesterday”! “We just kissed and I woke up in his arms this morning it was great”! “So you just kissed”? “Yeah, don’t tell me that you guys did more than that”! “We did more than I can tell you”! “No ”! “Yeah and he send me a message this morning telling me he already missed me and that was just after an hour”! started to laugh, “I hope and I will get together again tonight, but not like you and ”! “Okay well I guess it went a bit fast, but it just felt so right”! I said with a smile. We then went shopping and when we came back was in the room, “Well I think I will go unpack this stuff”! said and went to her own room.
“Looks like you have had a great day”! said. “Yeah I did, I always have a good day when I have been with someone I like the day before and of course when I am shopping”! I replied with a smile. He smiled back not knowing what to say. “What about you ”! I asked sitting down beside him. “Well I have had a great day, but I have been missing you and the other lads have been teasing me a lot”! “Oh they have, poor you”! “Yeah”! He said. “Well I have been missing you as well”! “You have”? He asked. “Yeah”! “Why don’t you kiss me then”! I smiled and lay down upon him and gave him a huge kiss. “So are you interested in having a backstage pass tonight”? “Yes of course I am”! “Well it’s not that interesting but then you will be closer to me all the time”! “Okay”! I replied and kissed him again.
When we were about to get going, and came hand in hand, “What’s happening here”? asked. “Nothing”! They both replied happy and went out to the wan not letting go of each other. I wanted to hold ’s hand as well, but as I knew he was a very private person I went with to the wan. “So you really like him”! “Yeah I like him a lot”! I replied. “Sad when this week is over”! “Well I hope I mean more to him than that”! I replied. “I think you do, don’t worry”! She replied, she was very sweet and very supportive.
The week had past so fast and I had had a fantastic week and so had . lay on the bed looking at me, “We are going to see each other again aren’t we”? He asked. “I hope so”! “I want to see you again so bad; you are something special to me”! “I feel the same way , but you have my number, so you can contact me whenever you want to”! He smiled, “Yeah you are right”! He then kissed my cheek. “ I have to get going, we have to head back home”! “Yeah I know can I have a final kiss”! “Of course”! I replied and kissed him for a long time, I was going to miss him so bad. “Bye ”! “Bye sweetie”! He replied and I went out. I met by the elevator and when I was about to go inside it stood in front of me and stopped the doors from closing. “I can’t let you go”! “, I have a job I need to go home too, but call me in a couple of hours and I’ll be home”! “Okay, see you”! “Yeah”! I replied and kissed him. And as I said we were back home a couple of hours later. He did call me and we talked about the whole week which took about an hour and then I didn’t hear from him for a long time, I guess I wasn’t that important to him as he told me I was.
2 month had gone and I seemed to put on weight, more than usual. “, have you taken a test to see if you are pregnant”! “I am not pregnant, what sick idea is that”! “I know, but what if you are”? “I am not”! “ let’s buy one”! “Okay if it put peace in your soul I will buy one”! “Thank you”! replied. She hadn’t heard from either, but they hadn’t agreed to see each other again, even she would have liked that. We went down to buy a pregnancy test and when I came home I took it. “Well now we just have to wait for a few minutes and you will have peace”! “Yes hopefully”! “Not hopefully, you will, because I am telling you I am not pregnant”! I replied. “Okay if you say so”! When the clock rang I went to the bathroom, “Now you will see that I am…”! “What ”! I came out with tears down my cheeks, “That you were right I am pregnant”! “Oh my god ”! “I don’t know what to do”! “Have you been with anyone since ”? “No I haven’t and I hadn’t been with for a long time before that”! “So the dad could only be ”? “Yeah”! I replied. “What do you think he will say”? “ I really don’t know, right now I don’t want to see him ever again. The lad gives me an amazing week and I hear from him one time and then he never calls again and in the packet he gives me a baby”! couldn’t stop laughing of my irony but I really didn’t find it funny.
After 6 months the lads were sitting in London they were recording a couple of songs! “ take a look at your self, you look absolutely awful”! said and the other lads agreed. “Thanks you guys”! He said just starring out in the air. “Do you miss her”! “Miss who”! “You know exactly who he is talking about”! said. “Yeah I think I do, I have been kissing with girls after her, but not sleeping with any and those I have been kissing wasn’t near what I felt for ’s kisses, I miss her so much”! He then broke down crying. “Then why don’t you call her”! “Because I lost my phone where the number was and I can’t find her anywhere”! He said sad. “We will help you”! said. “You have ’s number don’t you”? asked. “Yeah”! He said smiling. “Why haven’t you told me”? asked. “Because you had fun with other girls and I didn’t know you had lost the number”! “Okay”! said. “Let me call her”! “No can I do it”? asked. “Yeah of course”! replied and gave the phone.
-This is
-Hi its , I was wondering if you had ’s number!
-HI nice to hear from you, yeah I have her number, but I am not sure she wants to talk to you!
-I know I haven’t called her, but I need to talk to her!
-She’s here!
-She is, can I talk to her? Please , can I?
-Yeah one moment!
“ there is someone on the phone for you”! “Who is it”? I asked. “It’s someone you wouldn’t expect calling me”! “Okay”! I replied with a smile and took the phone.
-Yes ’s here!
-…it’s so good to hear your voice again, it’s !
-…well I can’t see that we have anything to talk about!
- give me a chance to explain, I lost my phone with your number on, I am sorry and if I knew that had ’s number I would have called you sooner.
-…!
-No I want to see you again, give me a chance so we can meet up and talk together. I have to see you again, the lads tell me that I look awful and that must be because I miss you so bad.
- I don’t know there is something you don’t know about me!
-There is hopefully a lot I don’t know about you, I want to know everything about you, please let’s meet!
-Okay, when?
-Will you be able to come to London next weekend?
-Ohm yeah Saturday I am sorry I can’t Friday I have an important meeting.
-Okay that’s fine Saturday can you come to the record company?
-Sure I’ll see you then!
I then hung up and went back to , “You knew I wasn’t interested in talking to him”! I said a bit sad looking at my stomach. “Wasn’t it good to hear his voice again”? “Yeah, yeah it was nice, but I am afraid of what he will say when he sees my belly”! “See, are you going to meet him”? “Yeah next weekend in London”! “Do you need me to go with you as support”? “No it’s okay I have to face him sooner or later”! I replied and she gave me a hug.
It turned Friday and I packed a back and went to the doctor who was scanning me. “So how are you today”? “I am fine everything feels alright, I am actually on my way to see the father for the first time since I found out about the pregnancy”! “Haven’t you told him yet”? “No I haven’t so I actually can’t wait to see how he reacts”! “Do you think he will accept”? “I am actually afraid that he won’t, but I hope for the best”! “Of course now that you are going to see him, do you want me to take two pictures of your baby”! “Yeah that would be great”! I replied with a smile.
While I lay there looking at my baby I could feel it kick and started to think of .
After the visit at the doctor I went to the train station and took a train to London. I had rented a room at a cheep hotel I didn’t want to use all my money to stay at Hilton like I used to. I was glad to spend a whole night relaxing taking a bath and then a good night sleep! When I woke up I found a pair of black jeans and a white shirt and my coat, put it on and looked really pregnant. I then found my purse and walked out of the hotel, got hold of a cab and told him to drive to the record studio, where I arrived about 20 minutes later because of the traffic.
I walked up to the door and buzzed the green button. “BMG record label can I help you”! “ is expecting me”? “”? “Yeah”! “Okay come on in”! I then walked in and looked around. It was huge and the platinum and gold records hang all over the walls. I went to the reception and asked for . She looked at my stomach, “He will be here right away”! She replied. “Thanks”! I said.
I stood with my back to the door, but I could feel was there, starring at me, “…”! I turned around and the smile on his face disappeared. “Something wrong”!? I asked nervous. “Ohm, no, no it’s good to see you again”! “Yeah you too, you look good, I thought you told me you looked like crap”! “The lads told me that, but I guess the news about you coming helped a bit”! I then went over to him and he put his arms around me, “Feels nice thank you”! “Yeah feels really nice”! “So where are we going”? “I have arranged that we can have a room here, where we can talk”! “Okay”! I said and followed him. I could see in the mirror which was hanging on the wall that the rest of the lads stood looking at us, so I just turned around, “Hi lads”! They smiled at me and I closed the door. “So you are starring at me”! “Yeah something has changed about you”! “Yeah I know”! “He is a lucky guy”! “Who”? “The father”! He replied. “I don’t think he believes that”! “What he must be crazy”! “Well the thing is that we don’t know each other that well and he doesn’t know”! “Poor lad, why haven’t you told him”? “Because I didn’t have his number”! He looked at me and then he realised what I was saying. “No it can’t be, we were only together for a week and we were protected every time”! “Yeah I know, but obvious it slipped”! “I can’t…, take a look at me, I don’t have time for it”! “I know, but don’t worry I was prepared to never see you again”! “I will pay for all the things you need for the baby, but I just can’t be there”! “It’s okay and I don’t want your money, I just wanted to let you know”! He looked at me and a tear ran down his cheek. “Well I better go back, but if you are interested I have a picture of your baby from yesterdays scanning”! I then found it from the purse and put it on the table. A tear ran down my cheek and I smiled, “Someday you will be a good father and what a lucky family, I am happy to have met you”! I said and went out of the door.
was still in the room he stood looking towards the table, where there was a picture; he took it up and looked at it, “Wow”! He said at the sight of his baby in ’s belly and drew his fingers over it. “ where is we want her to listen to something”! said. “She left”! “Why, did you two fight”? “No she gave me something to think about, but I just said no, but now I am starting to regret my decision”! “Decision about what”!? asked worried. “About well, you can see for your self”! said handing him the photo! stood looking at the picture “Wow it’s amazing, is it ’s”? “Yeah it is…”! “ you look sad if you love her you should be with her, no matter if she is pregnant with another man or not”! “That’s the problem”! “Oh she is with him”? “No , the picture is of ’s baby and my baby”! replied with tears running down his cheeks. “What are you going to be a father”? “Yeah I am, but I told her I didn’t have time for it, but that I would send her money”! “That’s crap , come on you love this girl and if I know you right, your highest wish is to have a family with her”! “Yeah right now it is or was, but I am only 26 and maybe I will meet a lot of girls after her”! “, come on”! “No I am not ready for it”! replied. “Okay”! said. “But I love her”! “Yeah ”! “No I am not ready”! then left the room shaking his head.
I was on my way back to the hotel looking back to the record studio a few times before stopping a cab. When I opened the door I heard someone yell my name and I looked towards the studio and there came running towards me. “Hi ”! “Hi”! He said hugging me. “You look great”! “Thank you so do you”! “And your baby looks beautiful”! “He showed you the picture”! “Yeah”! “Nice to hear he cares that much”! “ he really loves you, but he is afraid that he hasn’t tried all the things he needs to try before being a parent”! “Yeah I know, it wasn’t my dream either, but I was happy when it happened and I love , so it would be wrong not to have the child”! “Yeah that’s true”! He replied smiling. “So what hotel are you staying at”! “A cheep one”! “Why don’t you go pick your stuff up and I will pay for you at Hilton”! “No its okay I am leaving tomorrow anyway”! I replied smiling. “ he loves you”! “Yeah I know that, I could see it in his eyes”! “Why don’t you stay then”! “Because he told me not to”! I said. “I am sorry”! “It’s okay sweetie”! I replied kissing his cheek, said goodbye and sat into the cab and drove away.
I was going over time and I was visiting my mum when my water broke. “Oh my god”! I yelled. “What is it sweetheart”? “I…I…the water just broke”! “Oh my god, am I going to be a grandma now”? “Yeah you are, mum call somebody to pick me up”! “Oh yeah sorry sweetie”! She replied and called the ambulance to pick me up and right after she called to get there as soon as possible. had just arrived when the ambulance drove up the drive way. “, are you ready”! “Yeah I am”! I replied trying to smile. Two ambulance people helped me to the ambulance and then we drove to the hospital.
When we arrived there they got me a room and my mum and was waiting outside until the doctor decided to start the birth and then they came in to me and hold each a hand. “ARGHH”! “Come on ”! “Yeah I am trying”! I replied crying. “It will be okay”! “Where is he, where is the bastard who did this to me”! “ he is not a bastard”! “I know but he could take the time to be here”! “Yeah I know”! said agreeing with me just to get peace.
After 4 hours I gave birth to a little baby girl and I was going to call her . “She is so beautiful isn’t she”? I asked proudly. “Yeah she is, she looks a lot like the mom”! My mom said. “And dad”! Both and I said and my mum laughed, “He must be something”! “He is”! I replied with tears running down my cheeks when I looked down at my beautiful daughter.
“So lads are we going out tonight”! asked happy when he entered the room where the rest of the lads sat. “No we have just talked about taking a night in watching movies”! replied with a smile. “Okay what are we watching”! “Well let’s see what we have here”! said looking at the DVD’s “3 men and a baby, Pearl Harbour, Pretty Woman, Grease, Dirty Dancing, The recruit or what else”? “I don’t know we have seen them all so many times”! said complaining. “, have you heard from ”? asked. “No I haven’t why”? “Isn’t she going to give birth soon”! “No I am not sure, but I don’t think it’s now”! “Okay and you really don’t give a shit do you”! said angry. “Of course I do, this is my baby as well”! “Then give her a god damn call”! said furious. “Okay”! said and went back to his own room.
He sat on the bed trying to call her, but she didn’t pick up the phone so he decided to try and call .
-Yes this is speaking
- hi, how are you? It’s , do you know where is, she doesn’t pick up her phone, is she angry or something?
-She is in the hospital; she just gave birth a few hours ago!
-WHAT?
-Yeah congratulation you have become a father!
-What was it a boy a girl? please tell me.
- It was a girl a little beautiful baby girl!
-I’ve got a girl?
-Yeah !
She then told him the name of the hospital and they hung up.
sat crying on the bed how could he ever forgive himself, for not being there at the birth of his newborn baby girl. He found his jacket and then he went back to the other lads. “Lads I am going”! “Where are you going and oh my god, have you been crying”? asked. “Yeah has given birth to a little girl”! “When”? asked. “A couple of hours ago”! “Wait we will go with you”! said and they all found their jackets and they got hold of Dave who went with them to the hospital.
Dave went to the reception and got told where they should go to see ’s daughter. A couple of minutes later they stood looking in trough the window. “She looks so tired”! said. The other lads just looked at him. “Wait here, I will go in”! He then knocked on the door and walked in.
I looked up when it knocked on the door and there stood. “Hi”! He said and tears ran down his cheeks. “Hi what are you doing here”? I asked tired. “I called you but you didn’t pick up the phone and then I tried and she told me you gave birth to a beautiful baby girl some hours ago”! “Yeah you should see her; she is really beautiful, looking so much like her father”! He smiled and broke down. “She is sleeping right now, but she will come in here soon, so just stay if you want to”! “I would love to, the rest of the lads are outside, you can see them trough the window”! “Oh nice of them to go with you”! “Yeah they care about you”! “And what about you”! “I love you and I can never forgive myself for not being here with you, at the birth of our daughter”! “ I love you”! I replied. He then looked at me and bended down his head and kissed me. He sat beside me and we talked when suddenly my mum came in with our baby in a crib. “Mum this is the father”! “Hi nice to meet you”! “You too”! He replied. “So I believe you are interested in seeing your daughter”! He nodded and my mum took her up and gave her to . “Hi sweetie, oh you look so tired. But so beautiful just like your mummy”! I smiled at him with tears in my eyes. “I am so glad you are here”! I said. “So am I”! He replied. “Mum would you please tell the lads, that they can come in now”! I asked and she nodded and went out.
“Lads says that you can come in now”! “Thanks”! said and walked in first and then with and right after him.
I was so happy to see , he looked perfect and he had always supported me in the things I did. “ hi, hi lads”! He then came over and gave me a hug, “Congratulation ”! “Thank you sweetie”! I said. “She’s a real beauty”! said with a smile.
agreed with me that she was named . On my 25th birthday proposed and we got married the following summer and we lived the life we both had dreamt of, we were both very happy that we met each other sharing a hotel room and we will forever be grateful to Hilton for messing up our rooms it gave us a beautiful daughter and a lovely family.
The End
