She shook her hips to the rhythm. She knew the song well. Even though she only wore a tiny dress she was a bit sweaty. She threw her hair back and took a sip from her Smirnoff. Her friends had stopped the dancing a while ago to go sit by the bar. felt a pair of warm hands on her hips, another guy who wanted to steal a dance, oh well.
The limo slowly drove up in front of one of London’s fanciest clubs. Every time they entered a club everyone wanted to be with them, wanted a word, or maybe just a glimpse of the biggest pop band around. They got out of the limo and the queue had to split to let , , and enter. The body guards had to struggle to keep all the women on a distance. Their table was reserved and filled with drinks. There were already a bunch of girls sitting there already flashing their legs. Of course it was tempting to let them sit on your lap or dance in front of you but knew they were too many, it would be chaos. The table vibrated because of the loud bass and all the feet stamping around so close to it, so the glasses that was put on it started to fall to the floor.
Crash!! , and who sat right next to the table talking, jumped and turned to see what had caused the loud crash. Westlife had arrived and it was total madness near their table where women desperately tried to get the boys attention. The three friends had seen their gig earlier and were now on the show after party to have a bit of fun.
“This aint gonna work. We have to get to the VIP section!” one of the life guards yelled and the little group started to walk to another room with a number of ladies following them. They were luckily stopped right outside the VIP area. The boys were gonna hang around in there until it had gotten a bit calmer outside. The room was empty. “I wanna party !!” complained. ”Be patience , you know these are the consequences when we're out like this” said. sat down in one of the couches.
A little man entered the room. “Welcome guys, so what can I get you?”, “Well, some music, some people and maybe a bar tender?” said. After fifteen minutes the VIP area was filled with mostly women - not as many as out side though - who threw longing glances after the main characters of the party. already had three of them in his lap, had a shot race with someone and had a conversation with some guy didn’t recognize. He was still in the couch and drank his beer.
“What are you doing here all alone”? looked up and saw a brunette lean over him. “Shouldn’t you party, isn’t this your night?” she asked. didn’t answer her but the brunette kept on;”will you make it mine as well?” and before knew about it he was straddled. He looked at her, she was pretty and he was negligent. He had had so many moments like this, girls who just went for it only wanting a night of fun. Nothing serious. He was getting a bit sick of it. He wanted a girl who wanted him, for who he really was, a girl who wanted to know him and who took time before kissing him. This one wasn’t different from the rest. She kissed him right away. Not carefully, not lovingly, instead she forced his lips apart and kissed him fiercely. became disgusted and pushed her away and went out to the big dance floor.
was on the dance floor again. All of a sudden another pair of hands grabbed her hips. She sighed. These men, they see a pair of nice legs and an ass and don’t even care of looking at your face. She didn’t want this anymore; just wanted to dance with her girls and not have to deal with icky men. She tried to go away but his grip grew stronger. “Let go” she said and tried to sound nice. No luck. “Let … go!” was starting to get angry but he only seemed to enjoy it. That made her even angrier and she punched him right across his face. Then he let go and ran for it but didn’t see where she was running and bumped into someone. “Oh my God, I’m sorry I…” she said and jerked slightly when she saw who it was. He smiled at her. ”Why are you in such a hurry?” he asked and was just about to answer when she saw the man she had hit approach. “Shit!” she said and started to run away again, this time to the bar and hid behind it. She could wait here for a while. “Are you hiding from someone?” she heard a voice and looked up. It was again. breathed and got up so she could face him.
“Yeh, this guy who was messing with me didn’t wanna quit so I hurt him and now he’s after me”. ”Well, if he tries something he will have to go through me first, don’t worry” he grinned and smiled back. She knew he was kidding but she still had to take a hold of the bar not to fall into a pile of jelly. He was even more gorgeous than she had thought.
She was unbelievably beautiful, cuter, and a lot smaller than the brunette who had attacked him a while earlier. She didn’t either seem as excited about being so close to him as many other women would. She had even run away from him. Her long hair framed a pretty face with big eyes and a wonderful smile. His eyes made their way down her neck, her dress, her breasts … He noticed that she looked at him as well and caught him self actually staring at her with open mouth. “Can I buy you a drink?” he quickly asked to escape an awkward situation. She smiled sweetly at him “sure”.
“So …” he said after a big sip of his beer “how old are you”? She turned her face away not to show him that she laughed at him. “You don’t have to answer, I’m sorry” he wanted to slap himself. She faced him again, “I’m in ” she said and frowned “I thought you were older” he said before he could stop himself. He was drunker than he had thought. He pushed his beer away. She smiled again and honestly didn’t seem offended. “I’ve heard it before, what about you?” she asked. He knew he couldn’t lie, “thirty two” he said and she just nodded casually, he started to relax.
He was so cute when he was nervous. felt more and more comfortable around him and could take some time to inspect his appearance. His eyes, his hair, that smile … He wore a tight T-shirt under a black jacket with rolled up sleeves. He was insanely beautiful.
A new song filled the club and knew this one well. No you hang up by Shayne Ward.
“Oohh, I just love this song” she said and started to dance a little on the spot to give him the hint that she wanted him to dance with her. It looked like he just noticed the song and looked at her a bit confused. She decided to be straight with him. “You wanna dance?” she asked him and tried to look like she actually didn’t care all though she really did. “Yeah” he simply said and took her hand.
He was still a bit nervous. He normally didn’t dance but he had agreed to dance with her and now there was no turning back, and he really didn’t want to make a fool out of him self, especially not in front of this girl. He concentrated one hundred percent on his feet and discretely looked at other men and tried to imitate their moves. But as soon as she took a hold of him he was totally lost and let her do all the work. She took his hands in hers. He didn’t stand a chance to follow her hips but he didn’t need to, he could just stand there and feel the rhythm pulsate from her tiny body into his. During the last bit of the song he was completely loosened up and all charmed by her hands, hips, legs, hair, eyes, and lips … He didn’t want to leave the dance floor, ever. The next song was slower, a soft R&B tune. Now she worked her stomach, shoulders, arms and face. She mimed along and took his hands one more time and lifted them over their heads. She came closer. Her nose touched his slightly and the heat spread, slowly from his nose, across his face, down his neck and filled his body. Every song suited her.
This felt amazing! He looked at her all the time and was really into the dancing. He started to get more and more intimate and felt dizzy by his scent and the way he breathed on her face and neck. The way his hands didn’t grab her all over, like other guys usually do. He was gentle and careful and still so hot and close. She had no idea how many songs that had went by and what time it was but she didn’t care. The only thing that mattered was him. She then started to feel a huge want grow inside her and she let it take over her. The next song was a bit louder and faster so took her by the hand and led her to the VIP area. In there she saw her two friends sit with the other boys laughing.
He was still a bit stunned by her dancing before and couldn’t really let her go with his gaze. She sat next to her friend giggling. “, why are you not answering me?” he heard ask. “Sorry , I was stuck in a thought”, “who’s your friend?” asked. let the girl free from his gaze and looked at his friend. “Well?” smiled.
“I don’t know, she hid from this guy who had been pushy earlier and we just started talking” said a bit absent while looking at her again. inspected his friend and then the beauty who had gotten up to go to the bar and then at again. “You fancy her!” he bursted and got ’s full attention “shut up!” hissed, “Oh my God man, how long have you known her? An hour?”, “I don’t even know her name, how could I like her?”, “well I haven’t seen that look in your eyes since… ever” said and slapped ’s shoulder.
“I don’t know, we danced earlier and it was just something she … “, “what?” “I don’t know, like you said, I’ve only just met the girl!”, “why are you still talking to me then? Go ask for her name”! pushed him in her direction where she now stood at the bar.
“So are you going to tell me why is eating you with his eyes?” asked her. who had felt his eyes on her the last fifteen minutes wasn’t surprised by the question. She hadn’t dared to meet his gaze, she was afraid to get stuck.
“?”, “sorry, no I don’t know. I met him outside and we danced a little … “, “you danced? When you got in here together it looked more like you had just shagged him” laughed. thought about their dance. It had been so intense and wonderful. A wave of tingle went through her and she couldn’t help but smiling. “He’s coming over” she heard say and before she knew it, was gone and instead of her standing there, the most gorgeous man had ever seen was in front of her. “Hi”, she said foolishly, he just smiled.
“I don’t know your name yet” he said to her and she smiled that smile again that made his gaze blurry. “” she said. “, that’s beautiful”!
They stood by the bar talking but got interrupted a lot by drunken friends and loud music. didn’t really feel that they could talk properly. He really liked this girl, she was different. He wanted to get to know her better and it was almost impossible in this noise and tomorrow they would head back to Ireland and…
“You wanna get outta here?” asked but immediately regretted it; he was too forward, he knew it, she would turn him down. All he wanted was to get to know her better and actually be able to hear her voice. He kept on; “I meant to a calmer place, I didn’t mean… I would just like to get to know you better and I would like to hear myself think”. He hoped that it would convince her.
smiled. She thought he’d never ask. But still she pretended that she was thinking about it for a while before saying; “sure let me just go tell my friends” she said and he seemed relieved.
He didn’t know why he was doing this. It had just gone so fast. Before he knew it they were in a cab. Alone. He was nervous again. Why would she come with him if she didn’t like him too? Did she? They had literally just met. What was it about her that made him so nervous? ”Is everything alright?” she asked him and pulled him back to the moment. He looked at her and she had a concerned look in her eyes, “we can go back if you like” she said. “No!” bursted “I mean, I’m just thinking about why you are coming with me”.
“By the same reason you asked me to come” she answered and he didn’t ask anymore. The taxi stopped outside a tiny bar that didn’t hold many people. They went inside and it was only a couple of persons in there. “Perfect” thought to himself and heard the calm saxophone fill the room. “Go sit over there” he said to her and pointed at a small corner settee that looked cosy. Separated from the other tables and had a lit candle on the table. “Would you like anything to drink?”, “yeah, a beer” she said voice and started to dig in her bag for her wallet. Her voice was a bit husky after talking loudly at the club and had whispered in the cab, it was sexy, she was sexy. He suddenly got aware what she was doing; now she dug around in her wallet after some cash for her beer. “Forget it, I’ll pay. Sit!” winked and nodded towards the dark corner with the candle. He went to the bar while she got seated.
He came back with two beers. She couldn’t understand why she had ordered a beer! She doesn’t even like it! She looked at him while he got seated and gave her a beer and met her gaze; she shyly looked away,”thanks”. It was a romantic spot he had chosen. The small light from the candle mirrored in his eyes and was stunned by his beauty. “What?” he asked while moving a bit closer to her, “nothing” she said but it wasn’t ‘nothing’; she was falling for him, fast and deep. It scared her a bit, she didn’t even know him. When he spoke to her about something she couldn’t really concentrate, all she wanted was to kiss him, but she knew she couldn’t do that. It was more a third date kind of thing, not a third hour kind of thing. At least not with somebody you actually start to care about. They spoke about their likes and dislikes, their families, their fears and taste in music. Everything just flew so easily. To her it felt like they had known eachother longer than just a few hours. knew he thought about it too. She saw the same kind of confusion in his face that she knew she was having. Suddenly the bar tender came up to them and asked them to leave since he had closed the pub fifteen minutes ago. They hadn’t even noticed when he had turn on the lights.
He didn’t want to leave. They had such a good time and he really didn’t want it to end. Something stung in his guts when he thought about leaving her. Maybe she wasn’t as interested as he was and didn’t want to see him again. They were outside the pub and he noticed that the sun was beginning to rise from the water. It was beautiful. She was beautiful. God, and in this light she looked like something from above.
Crap! The sun was about to rise. hadn’t even had time to fix her appearance when they left the pub. I must look hideous, she thought and shivered. ”You’re cold” established and took off his jacket. “No, I’m alright, I’m … okay” she stopped her protests when he put it around her shoulders. It was warm. “Thank you” she said and looked up at him, he was close now still holding on to his jacket that was wrapped around her. ”This sound a bit cliché, but I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen” he said never breaking their eye contact. A thousand butterflies started to fly around inside her and she felt weak and smiled so broadly that she had to look down. “I’m sorry, I made you uncomfortable” she heard him say and looked up again,”no! I blushed, and that’s just nice” she said and he laughed. “Ditto by the way” said, “you’re just saying that” he said, “believe what you want” she smiled and let him pull her into a warm hug.
He wanted to believe her, though she probably just wanted to be nice after he gave her a compliment. He hadn’t meant to tell her but when she stood so close in the chilly morning looking at him with those eyes, it had just popped out. Now she was in his arms and it felt so right. It was quiet around them and the sun warmed them a bit. He thought that this was probably the perfect timing to kiss her. But she broke the moment by saying; “maybe we should go”.
They walked down the road and called a cab that drove by. gave him back his jacket and they jumped in. They started by going to his hotel since it was not far from where they were. They were both in the back seat. “Are you tired?” he whispered,”a bit” she said,”I had a wonderful time though, ”,” me too”.
The cab stopped outside the hotel and suddenly turned to her and asked “would you like to come up?” looked down, of course she wanted to, but this was all going way too fast, “what are your intensions?” she asked shyly.
He was so stupid. Of course she thought that he was only after one thing. But the only thing he wanted was to be with her. Talk to her, kiss her and fall asleep with her in his arms, wake up with … these thoughts scared him. They had known each other for six hours and he already started to get an emotional relation to her. He knew he should just take her number and leave her alone. “I just want to keep this on, you know what I mean”?
She wanted to, she wanted to come with him, but couldn’t. What if he thought she was all easy and loose interest? “I feel the same, but I don’t think it’s a good idea” he looked at her and she forgot how to breathe. “You’re right, I don’t know why I said it”, “but I do know what you mean, it’s been an amazing night”, he looked at her and smiled and asked “can I have your number?”, “yeah sure!” she said, happy that he had asked.
He hoped that she didn’t give him the wrong number. He didn’t know what he would do if she did. She couldn’t possibly feel the same way he felt about her. “Call me some time” she winked and he nodded “I will”. He leaned towards the front seat to pay the driver and tell him to take her home.
He leaned towards the front seat to pay the taxi driver. Amy felt a strong pain in her body, a panicky feeling that said she just couldn’t let him go yet. Maybe he wouldn’t call. Maybe she should go with him after all and let him touch her as much as he wanted to. But that would be too light footed. But what the hell should she do? Then a white flash went through her body and it just acted freely.
He felt her hand grab him by the shoulder and pull him back to the back seat and take his face to turn it towards hers. Then she kissed him. Her hands had been rough but her kiss was tender and wonderful, he couldn’t move his body not even lift his hand to touch her, he was totally numb. She carefully licked his bottom lip and he opened his mouth and let her tongue enter, it was warm. After what felt like too soon she finished the kiss.
“Wow…” gasped barely audibly and cleared his throat before he kept on while straightening himself in the seat,”what did I do to deserve that?” Her face was still close to his and she smiled cheekily, “just convincing you to call me”. He got control of his body again and lifted his hand to touch her cheek “I would’ve called you anyway silly girl”. She looked down looking a bit embarrassed.
Her body struggled with keeping her heart at ease. It beat so fast. The way he looked at her made her wanna kiss him again and again and again. It was something in the way he said that he would call that made her believe him. It calmed her. He calmed her. He didn’t say anything. He was quiet, just looked at her until she met his gaze. Then he leaned in and kissed her. The way his lips captured hers made her almost loose control and she grabbed him to not fall flat back into the seat. His hand caressed her hair and the other made its way down her body and his thumb slightly touched the side of her breast. She gasped and another wave of badly wanting him swilled through her and she hugged him closer.
She reacted to his touch and he loved it. The way she gasped into his mouth made him want her more than anything. He could easily loose himself to her any second now, but then a warning bell whistled in his mind. She didn’t want to come with him, she didn’t want to rush things, and he knew it. He needed to stop this now before he made something that might destroy things in the future. He finished the kiss and she looked disappointed. He smiled and put his finger under her chin “I’ll call you soon” he said and without another word he left the car.
was still all charmed by the way he had kissed her and hadn’t had time to react when he left. He left so fast. She couldn’t move “wait” she said but he had already closed the door and was now on his way towards the entrance but stopped and turned around and for a second thought he would come back, but he didn’t, he just stood there. All of a sudden the cab took off.
“No…” she whined a bit too low for the driver to hear and she touched the window. became smaller and smaller and disappeared. A single tear escaped her eye and she hoped with all her heart that he would call so that they could meet again.
He had left her before he did anything they both might regret. Though he did regret himself at least ten times before he turned around almost ready to run back and follow her home but the cab rolled away. It tore and wore inside him and it felt like a big part of him had got stuck in the car door and now went along with her. It probably wouldn’t stop hurting until he met her again. He went up to his hotel room. He hoped that the lads were asleep in there, he opened the door. No such luck.
“There you are!!” yelled with a toothbrush in his mouth. “We tried to reach you, you could have called” said. “Sorry man” said and took off his jacket. “So?” said,”where did you two go? We thought you guys went back here if you know what I mean”. smiled “she’s not that kind of girl, we just wanted to get to know each other better”. “And how did that work out?” asked from the bathroom. ”Good. O God lads, she’s amazing!” bursted and threw himself on one of the beds. “Think we’ve got a smitten kitten among us” giggled. put his hands on his face; he wanted to call her now! Maybe he should at least text her to see if it really was her number. He took his phone and started to text her, but took it out of his hand, “what the hell, !”, “no, you do not get to text her now, at least wait until tomorrow. You don’t want to seem too needy she’ll loose interest”. lay back again, he didn’t want her to loose interest “but I don’t even know if that’s her real number”. “Of course it is, you’ll regret it if you write her a love sick text at 6:30 in the morning, trust me”, said and put the phone in his drawer. sighed loudly but guessed that was right. He put his hands behind his head and thought back to the night he had met the girl of his dreams.
