Who would have thought

“I need sex soon”! moaned looking at her best friend . started laughing, “What about me I’m in a relationship, but my husband is out of the country A LOT”! smiled, “I know hun, but I am single I’m supposed to have sex A LOT with all kinds of men”! stood up, “Want a cuppa tea instead”? “Yeah that might help a little”! replied, “So when is coming home”? She asked. “Today at some point, he usually give me a call when he has landed”! “Even he is gone a lot it must be nice to have him”! started smiling. “It is he’s the love of my life I can’t live without him, that’s why I married him”! “Aaww I want to be as happy as you at some point, but first of all I just need some sex with some random lad”! “I hope that’s you talking ”! Both girls turned around and jumped up. “ hunny what are you doing home already, why haven’t you texted med”? asked. “I wanted to surprise you, I’ve brought along”! said giving his wife a kiss. “Hiya girls”! said in his sweet north western accent. smiled at him, “Hi …”! She said. “I better go upstairs catch some sleep, you know where the guestroom is”! “Cheers mate”! said and sat down in the couch. “Do you mind if I join him, I’ve missed him so much”! said looking at . “No of course not I know my way out, sleep tight hun”! “Talk tomorrow right”! “ don’t worry make up with your hubby and we’ll take whenever okay”! “Thanks ”! said hugging her friend and ran up the stairs to join her husband.
“You look tired”! said looking at , “Yeah jetlag”! said looking at her. “Where have you been”? She asked him. “China, fans everywhere”! “That must be lovely, I mean knowing that they still care after all these years”! said. “Yes it’s amazing, but hard as well, no matter how hard we try to make everyone happy there are always someone who ends up disappointed”! didn’t know what to say and just smiled, looking at him didn’t make her want sex any less, he was perfection in her eyes. “So you want sex soon”? asked smiling at her making her giggle. “Oh you heard that”? She asked a bit embarrassed. “Yeah…am I random enough”? He asked looking into her eyes. “Whaaat”? She asked surprised. “Am I random enough…to have sex with I mean”? “What about your wife”? asked. “It’s just sex, you want sex soon and I really need to get laid, but I am hit by jetlag so it’s not safe for me to drive home”! smiled at him, “I guess you are random enough, we haven’t seen each other that much, I guess we are not even friends, just have some friends in common”! “So you want to have sex with me”? He asked standing up reaching out a hand to her. “Yeah…”! She said taking his hand and followed him to the guestroom.
looked at while she slowly took of her clothes and smiled a bit shy. “Is something wrong”? She asked. “Not at all you…wow…it’s just you look beautiful”! “You must have some sleep in your eyes, but thank you”! started to pull off his shirt, “I’m tired okay, but even with my eys closed I can see how beautiful you are”! He said closing his eyes. When he opened them again was already in bed under the covers. dropped his jeans and boxers in one move and crawled in beside her. “Are you comfortable”? He asked. “Yeah this bed is a lot better than mine, that’s why I like to stay here, when is gone”! She said smiling. leaned in and captured her lips at first it felt a bit weird but with the kiss getting more passionately he felt himself begging her to let his tung play with hers and she accepted. rolled on top of her and while kissing her neck he heard her moan his name as he entered her most private place making him moan her name, while thrusting back and forth he looked at her and smiled at the pleasure he was providing her with, she sure was beautiful, he had thought she was since the first time he saw her, but he had never ones thought about sleeping with her. Collapsing on top of her he rolled to the site. “Wow…thank…you…amazing”! He pounded making giggle. “You’re welcome , thank you for helping me out”! She said kissing him softly on the lips. She then sat up in bed and swung her legs to the floor. “Where do you think you are going”? He said wrapping his arms around her from behind. “Just sex right”! said smiling. She loved the feeling of his hands on her body and smiled to herself when she felt him pull her back to the bed. “Please sleep with me, we can have a repeat of this tomorrow before I head home”! “Okay as long as there is no feeling involved”! “No feeling what so ever”! He agreed kissing her and wrapped his arms around her falling asleep.
The next morning they repeated last nights acts and took a shower together before getting dressed. “What do we say to them”? asked as she knew and were already up”! “That it was just sex and to keep quiet”! said kissing her lightly. “Okay took her hand and they walked down the stairs seeing turn around let go of ’s hand. “What do we have there”? asked. walked to the hallway and gasped when she saw still there. “What are you doing here”? She asked. “Random sex”! said smiling. “NOOO”! and said looking surprised making and laugh. “She needed it and I really needed to get laid so please don’t go talking about it, we are adults and we are honest so let’s not talk about it anymore”! said and walked to the kitchen. “No breakfast I’m heartbroken”! He said. “Well if you had woken up a bit earlier there was a fully English for you”! “I’ve been awake for a while”! said making giggle and corver her ears, “I don’t want to hear it”! smiled. “Want anything ”? “No I better get going, thanks for helping me out”! She said kissing his cheek. “I’ll see you around”! “Yeah see ya”! He said turning and stuck his head into ’s fridge. followed her friend to the door. “ what are you doing”? “Don’t worry it was purely sex no feelings involved we both agreed before doing anything, really don’t worry I am not getting involved with him”! “Good, not that I don’t want you to, but he is married and it’s hard to be without them when they are away”! said. “I know stop thinking about it I have”! said kissing her cheek and walked out getting into her car and drove back home.

and both looked at with their arms crossed. “What”? He asked making a sandwich. “What about ”? asked. “Don’t worry, she’ll never know and it was only sex no feelings involved”! said shrugging his shoulders. shook his head, “You are crazy”! “Well it was amazing why regret it”! said taking a bite of his sandwich. “As long as you don’t hurt her”! said. “I won’t I’m not telling her”! said. “I think she was talking about ”! said. “Oh I won’t she needed random sex and as we never see each other I am pretty random”! said. “Good … I will just head into town”! said kissing her husband. “Okay babe”! He said waving her off.
“So how was it”? asked sitting down beside . started laughing, “It was amazing, so different from , she really knows what she’s doing that’s for sure”! said. “So are you thinking about doing it again? I mean cheating on ”? asked. “Don’t know if I met her one dark night you know, who knows what happens”! said making laugh. “But no not with anyone else”! “I had never thought you and would sleep together”! “No neither had I but we both wanted it, not with each other, but you know we were just there for each other…oh my god why am I analysing this”? asked. “Don’t know mate”! said. “You ever thought of cheating on ”? “NO…no wouldn’t do that she’s my life you know”! “I know ”! said clapping his shoulders and went to the dishwasher with his plate.

went back home and took a showere before heading of to town by car. She needed to pick up a dress she had ordered on the post office. She parked the car and ran across the street. She was lucky that there weren’t many people inside so she got her packet quite fast. Running back to the car she put the package on the backseat and jumped into the car and drove towards her home. On the way she saw a man looking into his boot for a tire as there was no doubt he had a flat. Driving by the man closed the boot and smiled at the image of . She pulled over and stepped out of the car. “Hi there, do you need some help”! She said smiling. looked up smiling, “Hi…I have a flat tire”! He said. “Yeah I could see that”! “Are you stalking me now”? He asked winking. “No don’t flatter yourself , have been to the post office and I’m on my way back home”! said smiling. “Flatter myself you must admit it was amazing”! looked down and smiled, “Yeah you are not bad”! “NOT BAD”! He said making her laugh. “Yeah no feelings involved remember so I don’t put too much into it”! She replied. shook his head and swore loudly when he noticed his spare tire was flat aswell! “Bloody ”! said opened the door to the car and took his phone. looked at the tire and tried not to listen to his conversation, but couldn’t help to earsdrop a bit. “No I told you not to use my car if you can’t make sure it works when I get back home...I know its ages since you used it, but my spare tire is flat…I’ll have to stay in one more day, I can’t do anything about it…sorry…talk to you later”! stepped back out. “So…what do we do”? asked. “We”? He asked. “Yeah, I’m not leaving you by yourself I’ll give you a ride wherever you need to go”! smiled, “What about your place then”! “My place”? asked surprised. “I need a place to stay until my car get repared and I don’t want to bother and anymore than I already have”! said hoping she would agree. “No…you are right, come on let’s go you can call the car service on the way”! said, “I just need to get my belongings, don’t want any crazy person to steal it”! said and went to his car grabbed his suitcase, his gps, his phone and his wallet.
“There, I am ready now”! He said jumping into the seat beside . “Good”! She said smiling. “So what did you need to pick up at the post office”? asked a bit curious. “Oh just a dress I bought online”! said smiling. “Will you try it on for me later”? started to laugh, “What…”? He asked. “Nothing I can’t see why not I need to try it on anyway”! “I’ll be looking forward to it”! He said, started to drive and soon they arrived at her little house.

locked up the door and opened, “Come on in”! She said holding the door for him. “Thank you”! He said looking around. “Very cosy”! “Thank you, I don’t have a maid so its not as clean as and ’s”! “I don’t care”! He said and took off his jacket. “Can I”? He asked pointing on the tv. “Yes of course you can”! replied. turned on the tv and found a Champions League game involving Barcelona. “I love Messi, he’s a wizard”! “Yeah he’s quite good”! said. “Quite good nothing is ever brilliant with you is it”! He said giggling. “Yes my friendship with is brilliant and normally the sex I have when I’m in love is brilliant”! She replied winking. “Well I better make you fall in love with me then”! said kissing her making her giggle. “I can’t you are married”! “So”? He answered smiling, “I will end up getting hurt, so I won’t allow myself to fall in love with you”! smiled at her, “We’ll see”! “Watch your football Mr.”! said making him laugh to himself. While watched the game made some dinner, “Do you like Roasted Chicken”? She yelled from the kitchen. “Love it babe”! He yelled back. smiled at his babe comment, “You are not letting him get to you”! She said to herself while sorting the potatoes. “So need some help”? said looking around the kitchen. “Not really is the game finished”? “Nope half time”! “Okay well grab something to drink and enjoy, the dinner will be done in an hour”! “Thanks”! He said kissing her and found a can of coke in her fridge. “Okay”? He asked looking at her. “Yes you drink as many as you want”! replied smiling. “I might start coming here instead of at ’s when I need a sleep over in , you are spoiling me”! He said walking back to the livingroom making shake her head smiling a bit. When the chicken was placed in the oven she walked to the livingroom, “So what’s the score”? “Barcelona 3 Chelsea 1”! “Okay”! “Do you want me to turn it off”? He asked. “No of course not you watch your game”! smiled at her and hold out his arms for her to sit in. “Are you sure”? asked. “Positive”! He said and sat down letting him pull her closer. “This is nice”! She said. “It is”! He said kissing the top of her head.
was enjoying herself way too much when the egg timer rang. jumped up from the couch making laugh, “What…need to check on your chicken”! “I am sure you don’t need to rush”! He said pulling her closer for a kiss. walked to the kitchen feeling this was getting way too personal. “…”! She called, “Yeah what¨’s up”! He said walking in right behind her. “We said that not feelings would be involved”! She said sighing. “And none is yet…”! He said. “I know but shouldn’t we be careful there won’t”? She asked. “Babe I will go back to tomorrow and you won’t see me like forever don’t worry both of us will just look at this as a bit of fun okay”! “Okay…good”! She said smiling at him. “Now this smells delicious cant wait to see if you are any good in a kitchen”! “Of course I am”! She replied turning to get the chicken out. When it was out took hold of her top and took off her top. “…what are you doing”? He smiled against her lips trying to open her jeans. “Seeing if you are any good in a kitchen”! He whispered. “But dinner...”! “Dinner can wait for a bit”! He said sliding down her jeans. gently lifted her feet one at a time to free herself from her jeans. kissed her along he collarbone while his hands found the way to her bra he opened it smoothly and let his hands run down to her strings. “I need these to go as well”! He said winking at her while pulling them down slowly. felt her knees go weak by the touch of him. “Just get undressed and do me now”! She whispered. smiled and in one go he took of his T-shirt and Cardigan. He slowly lifted her up to sit on the kitchen table and opened his jeans. “You are so sexy”! He said getting rid of his jeans and boxers. “So are you”! She whispered not able to wait much longer. walked closer to the table and let wrap her legs around him causing him to enter her making them both moan each others names. Ones dressed looked at they were both flushed. “Are you sure you want to eat dinner at that table”? She asked nodding her head towards the table. “Yeah…I just had a bite of you which made me even hungrier”! He said making her laugh.

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The next morning kissed goodbye, “I’ll see you around okay”! He said seeing her nod and cuddle up the the sheets again. “I wish I wasn’t going”! He said winking. “You better or else I won’t be able to walk tomorrow”! said making laugh. “Yeah you are right bye bye”! “Bye ”! She said watching him leave her bedroom and soon after hearing his car drive away. When she was about to close her eyes again she heard her phone ringing. “Yes what’s up”! She replied husky. “Somebody didn’t sleep tonight”! She heard ’s voice. “Yes just not as much as I needed”! said. “Where have you been”? asked. “Just at home having loads of sex”! replied laughing when she heard sigh. “With who”? “, it’s a long story so don’t even ask”! “But…but”! “Don’t worry he is on his way back home to and there are still no feelings involved only a very lonely bed”! “Well I was actually calling to hear if you were interested going to the Fashion Kicks with us, but and will be there as well so I am not sure it’s such a good idea”! “I want to and I promise it won’t be awkward”! said in a begging tone. “Are you sure”! “Cooomee oooonnnn there is no feelings involved nothing as changed I can still be around ALL of the Westlife lads and their families have no worries”! replied and they agreed after had told her about dress code and so on “NO JEANS”! where the exact words.

2 weeks after had let herself walk into a very expensive clothing store, she knew it was a HUGE mistake as she loved all the dresses. “Fancy seeing you here”! She heard from behind and turned around with a smile. “ …how are you doing”? “I am great and you”? He asked moving in for a hug. felt how he held her just a little bit too long. “I am fine, looking for a dress for fashion kicks”! smiled, “Are you going”? He asked a bit surprised. “Yes and invited me and she told me not to wear jeans”! started laughing, “Well we better find you something”! “We”? asked. “Well I never got to see you try on your dress you bought over the Internet, so you owe me”! started laughing and looked around, “Where’s your wife”? “She’s not here, why”? He asked winking. “…”! sighed. “Come ooon let’s fine you something sexy”! He said taking her arm and dragged her along. “But I liked that one”! said pointing back at the rack they had just left. “Just trust me alright”! He said looking at her, looked into his eyes, “Okay I trust you”! She replied with a smile. showed her a couple of dresses he had in mind and picked out a navy blue which was short but not too short and had a beautiful neckline. “Let me put it on”! She said and walked towards the dressingroom, looking at the price tag her eyes almost popped out. “How is it? Does it fit”? She heard ask from the outside. walked out pretty satisfied with herself just sorry she couldn’t afford it.
“WOW you look stunning, really you look beautiful”! said making her blush. “Thank you ”! She said. looked around to see noone in sight, he couldn’t stop himself he needed to feel her lips on his again, so he leaned in and kissed her. To ’s surprise she found herself wanting for more, she had actually missed him. XXX

smiled at her when they pulled apart, “Want to be my secret date at the Fashion Kicks”! He whispered. looked into his eyes, they were so beautiful, “, I can’t your wife is going”! She whispered back. “Yeah…I know”! He sighed. “What’s the matter”? asked a bit concerned. “I really like you”! He said with a husky voice. “Yeah…well know feelings”! “Yeah you keep saying that”! He said turning his back to her. lay her hand on his shoulder, “ we made that rule before starting this, if feelings are getting involved we have to end this thing we have going on”! said trying to be rational. “I know we made that rule, but it’s hard hadn’t expected seeing you here and knowing that you will be showing up at the Fashion Kicks in that dress doesn’t make it better”! “I am not, I can’t afford it”! said and went into the dressingroom again. followed “I’ll buy it for you”! He said. “NO…you don’t have to”! “I want you to have that dress babe it’s made for you”! He said zipping down seeing the chills he caused her on her back. He smiled and slowly let the dress fall to the floor. quickly bended down to collect it and put it back on the hanger before getting creased. When she stood up again she felt kissing her bare shoulders. “ sweetheart…”! “Please don’t stop me”! He whispered. turned around in his arms and slowly swung her arms around his neck. “I like you too …”! “Good then why stop it”! He said giving her a deep kiss. “I am not falling in love with a married man”! She said. “I think you are about to”! He said putting his forehead on hers. Louise sighed and closed her eyes, “Babe look at me”! did as she was told, “I told it wouldn’t be awkward that I joined them at the awards”! “It won’t”! “Yes it will cause feelings are involved now from both sites…”! “I’m sorry”! “Don’t be…I’m not going”! “What”? “I can’t”! said starting to get dressed. “Why the hell not”? He asked a bit annoyed. “Because I am not going to embarrass and because they know about us”1 explained. “I was actually going to book a hotel room tonight, but can I stay at your place”? He asked. “Do you think that’s wise”? asked. “Yes…I need you”! ’s face softened a bit, “I need you too”! She finally replied and kissed him one last time before going out of the dressing room. soon followed her with the dress in his hand. “I will just pick up my suit”! He said. “Okay I’ll wait outside”! said and went outside.
went to the register. “I need this dress as well, my wife would love it”! He said smiling at the man behind the desk. “Of course Mr. ”! The man said nodding finding a box for the dress so it wouldn’t crease. “There you go and enjoy your day”! The man said handing him the box with her dress and the bag with his suit. “Thank you, you too”! replied and walked outside looking from side to side he saw her at a stand buying a magazine. paid her magazine and turned around to see had come outside. She walked up to him, “Need some help”? “Nah that’s okay”! He said. “Well I guess you are here by car”! “Yes I am”! “Why don’t you follow me or do you remember directions”? “I remember”! replied winking. “Okay I’ll see you there then”! said walked to her car and Shane did the same.

Getting back home just removed a few items from the table and soon heard in the driveway. He knocked on the door and told him to come in. “Want something to drink”? She asked. “I know where it is”! He said and walked to the kitchen, “Do you want anything”? He asked. “Just a bottle of water thank you”! She replied sitting down by the table. “So you’ve decided to not go to the Fashion Kicks”? He asked handing her the bottle. “Yeah…Just have to tell then, she’ll know something’s up”! “Nah just tell her a little lie about going to your brothers wedding or something. “ I don’t have a brother if I did would have been invited that’s how close we are”! explained. “I am sure you’ll figure something out”! said kissing her. “I don’t want to cook anything what do you want pizza or Chinese”? asked. “Chinese please”! said smiling. found the flyer and they rang their order and half an hour later it arrived.
“Wow that was really good”! said rubbing his stomach. “Yes they make brilliant food, love to have a Chinese once in a while, hate cooking for myself”! replied. “Yeah I hated that when I was alone as well always ate at my parents”! smiled, “Well I wish I could do that, but they are living in Cork now”! “I love having my parents close by I can always go there for an escape”! smiled, “What are you escaping from”? She asked curious. “My marriage lately I have been thinking about you, I know it’s wrong because I am happy with always have been, but I can’t get you off my mind”! He said standing up and walking behind ’s chair. He put his hand on her shoulders and started to give her a nice massage. “It will be easier if you take off your top”! “I think you are trying to get laid Mr. ”! said giggling but slowly removing her shirt.

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helped her open the bra and slowly he slipped the straps down her shoulders. moaned silently enjoying the feelings of his hands on her body once again. “Why don’t we take this upstairs”? He asked and smiled when he ser her nodding. They walked hand in hand to the bedroom and when they got to the bed they were both naked. lay down on the bed pulling with him. straddled him and smiled sexily at him, “Are you comfortable down there”? She asked, “More than you know”! He said winking letting himself slip into her. started riding him. She found herself enjoying it much more than before and knew her heart was dragged into this mess. “Baby…god…oh…that feels…so…wonder…ful”! moaned feeling her on top of him, he let his hands slide up and down her body cupping her breasts once in a while, her breasts were natural but perfect both asking him to touch them. After a while he swung her to the bed. “Turn around”! He said and she did as he asked. It was the first time was having her from behind and he loved the sight in front of hm. “You are so sexy babe”! He said grabbing her hips thrusting back and forth making her moan his name louder and louder until they both collapsed on the bed.
rolled to his side and lay on his elbow, “How was that”? He asked. “Brilliant”! said without thinking. “Reeeaaaally”? asked smiling. “Oh my god”! She gasped putting a hand over her mouth. “I told you that you would fall for me”! “Yes…but I so shouldn’t as you said you are happy with your wife”! “ her name is you are allowed to say it out loud”! “I don’t want to, that makes it sound like I know her and I’ve never really talked to her, if I called her by name I would feel even more bad than now”! She added. “Don’t”! said and kissed her shoulders. “Even I am happy with her I miss something in my life and that’s you”! said kissing her. “I need a shower, I’ll be right back cuddling”! said running to the bathroom. was almost asleep when she came back, but had enough strength left to pull her into his chest. “Sweet dreams baby”! He whispered huskily. “You too sweets”! replied closing her eyes and fell asleep immediately.

Next morning woke up feeling a couple of eyes starring at her. “Baby you are starring”! She whispered in her morning voice. “Can’t help it you are perfect”! She started smiling, “You’re sweet”! “I know I am”! He said leaning in for good morning kiss. “What time is it”? “9.30 why”? He asked. “Just wondering”! “Are you busy today”? “No I am off work today, so I am having a lazy day”! said smiling at him. “Can I join you for a bit”! “Yes, want to see a movie”? asked. “Would love to”! He said. “Let’s bring the duvet to the couch we can have breakfast while watching”! said exited. “You are very cute when you get exited”! He said and swung his bed to the floor and stood up grabbing her duvet, “Come on princess”! He said and they went downstairs. While made breakfast found the DVD had chosen, “Titanic”! He said when he saw the movie in the case with number 34. “TITANIC”? He yelled to the kitchen. “Yes is something wrong with that it’s been years since I’ve seen it it”! said from the kitchen. “No…no that’s fine”! He said putting it on just when arrived with the breakfast. “Here its only toast today”! “That’s fine baby”! He said kissing her cheek. When they were done eating put the plates on the table in front of them and made himself comfortable. “Come here”! He said and cuddled up against him.
When the movie was finished looked at , she was sleeping against his chest. He stroked her hair and kissed it softly he looked at his watch, as much as he didn’t want to he had to go back home. Stroking her cheek he whispered baby”! “Hmm mmm”! She sighed. “I need to go”! “Please don’t”! She said still with her eyes closed. “I need to go home baby”! He said smiling. “But you are growing on me , you can’t just leave”! She said opening her eyes. “Baby…”! whispered. “I can’t stay you know that”! let go of him and stood up, “Then leave”! She sighed brushing her hair with her hands. “No sweetheart not when you are angry with me”! He said sad. “I am not angry with you, I am angry with myself”! “Why”? He asked. “For letting you get to me”! She replied.

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had left after kissing her goodbye and cleaned up the table, “You stupid fecking cow”! She scolded herself. She couldn’t believe she had fallen for him she had to talk to .
Taking a shower and getting dressed she was on her way
“ what are you doing here”? asked when she opened the door. “Can I come in”? “Yes sure, of course you can, is something wrong”? asked concerned. took off her jacket and followed to the livingroom where sat. “Hi …”! “..”! said smiling and throw herself into the couch beside him. “What’s up”? He asked. “I can’t go to the charity I am happy you wanted me to go as a guest but I can’t”! and looked at each other, “Babe it’s too late we already bought the ticket in your name, what happened since you can’t go”? said. “ happened…I’m a stupid fecking idiot”! “What about ”? asked. “He’s growing on me , I am falling for him”! sighed looking down. “, you promised”! “Yes I know but I met him yesterday shopping for a dress to wear and we ended up at my place he just left a couple of hours ago”! “It’s turning into the same story every single time with the two of you”! said. “I know”! Hearing a vibrating sound picked up his phone from the table. “Hi…there”! said standing up, “Excuse me ladies”! He said leaving the room. “She’s there isn’t she”? asked. “Yeah she is”! sighed. “What are you doing ”! “I don’t know , she’s just amazing, she is everything I miss when I am with ”! “Have you arrived home yet”? “Just about to I just wanted to know if you could get her number for me, I am a fecking idiot for not asking for it”! had no idea what to say, “ are you still there”? asked. “Erm, yes”! “Can you help me with her number”? He asked. “I can give her yours”! suggested. “Well I was thinking it would be safer if I wrote her when wasn’t around”! “…”! “Yeah you are right, please give her my number and I will find an excuse if my wife ask”! said and hung up. looked at his phone and went back to the girls.

“Hi sweetheart, I’m home”! said walking into his house. “I’m in the kitchen baby, did you find a suit for Fashion Kicks”? She asked. “Yes, right here”! He said walking into the kitchen giving her a kiss like he always did. “Did you miss me”? He asked. “Of course I always miss you when you are away”1 “So how was and ”? asked smiling. “Oh they were great looking very much forward to the Kicks”! “So do I, I cannot wait to show of my new dress”! “And I cannot wait to show off my beautiful wife”! He said wrapping his arms around her and kissed her one more time. “Aaww, that’s sweet hun, why don’t we continue this in the bedroom”? She asked. “I can’t I’m so tired and I don’t feel like having sex right now, tonight maybe”! “aaww but I am going out with the girls tonight”! She complained. “Well I am not going anywhere so maybe tomorrow morning”! “Okay”! She said smiling.

had gone home a few hours later and on the way out of the door slipped her a note, “Just give him a call alright”! Nicky had said to her.
now lay in bed looking at the number, she wanted to text him she was afraid to call, what if his wife would pick up the phone.
“Hey, gave me your number, did you arrive home okay”? wrote. Jumping in a fright when the phone started ringing, she picked up. “ speaking”! “Baby, god what the hell took you so long”? asked impatient. couldn’t help but giggle. “Needed a bit of courage”! “Don’t worry she’s almost out the door, she’s going out with the girls”! “Okay, so what are you up to Mr.”? asked. “Nothing just sitting in bed waiting for my special girl to call me”! “Well then we better hang up, so she won’t get angry”! She said making him laugh, “You very well know that you are my special girl. What are you upto”? He asked. “Nothing much jumped into bed half an hour ago and have been starring at your number since”! “Why did you text me, why didn’t you just call”? “I was afraid it would be your wife picking up”! “Baby this is my phone not hers, if she doesn’t know the number she never picks up as it might be business”! explained. “okay”! “I miss you”! He sighed, “I miss you too, but perhaps we can see each other soon”! She said. “I don’t know we have Fashion kicks coming up and as you decided not to go we won’t see each other there”! “Oh about that…”! began but got interrupted by , “Sorry babe I can hear coming this way have to go bye”! And he hung up.
threw her phone on the table, “What are you doing”! She said to herself, she had to try and get on with her life without him in it, she couldn’t mess with his marriage that wasn’t who she was.

heard knocking on her door, “One minute I just need to finish up here”! She yelled from the bathroom. She did the last touches to her perfect bun and put on her black pumps which fitted perfectly to the navy blue dress that had bought her. She knew it was going to be hard to see him with his wife by his side, but she had finally given in to ’s request about going.
She opened the door smiling at and , “Sorry it took me so long”! She apologised. “It’s okay you look beautiful will have a hard time keeping his eyes off of you”! said kissing her cheek. “Not my intention, but doesn’t hurt”! She said smiling and went with them to the car waiting for them.
“Wow look at all these people”! said looking around the room. “Yes it’s Shay Given Ireland’s goalkeeper and his wife who is organising this, it’s a popular arrangement we go every year”! explained. “Mind you but I do know who Shay Given is”! said making smile. “Oh yeah I forgot that you were a footie nerd”! He said smiling back at her. “You guys stop flirting now and let’s go”! said laughing at the two of them, she loved that they had gotten closer, so she didn’t have a problem spending time with both of them and she didn’t mind the flirting between them as she knew only had eyes for her and would never try it on with him.
, , , , and sat by the table waiting for and to join them. “Who is the third person missing”? asked. They all looked at each other. “Well ’s friend was supposed to go, but I guess they never cancelled her seat”! said. “Because she’s here with them”! said and they all looked in the same direction as him. couldn’t believe the sight before him, she looked absolutely stunning and he could feel his boxers tighten, moving in his seat to be a bit more comfortable. took his hand, “Are you okay hun”? She asked. “Yes darling I’m fine”! He said squeezing her hand.

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“Oh my god it’s so good to see you”! said standing up giving her a hug, “It’s been a long time, you look beautiful”! “Thank you, no jeans”! said smiling. “I noticed”! winked. and went around giving hugs, while walked around shaking hands. When she came to she just smiled, “Good to see you again ”! “You too ”! replied smiling. “…hi”! She said shaking his hand. “…”! He said trying to act his normal self. pulled out the chair beside him for to sit down and did the same for . “Thank you ”! said smiling sitting down. knew ’s perfume by heart now, but it seemed to be all over the place, he knew it was just him.
“So what have you been up to”? asked and all eyes turned to her including , whose eyes seemed to burn into her. “Nothing much really spend my time with when the lads was in China, so we had a bit of fun”! replied. “So no man in your life”? looked around avoiding ’s intense look and she started to smile a bit. “So there is a man”? asked. “Well sort of, nothing steady, see him time to time”! “Is he hot”? asked. “I don’t know…he is pretty nice looking I guess”! said smirking making laugh, couldn’t help smiling either, cause he knew how sexy and hot she thought he was. “Why are you smiling”? asked. “Cause is laughing”! said laughing himself. “Yeah why are you laughing”? asked. “Cause the guy is not hot at all, uuugly”! said making laugh as well making the rest of them confused and had to keep himself from throwing his napkin at ’s face. “He is not that bad and he is a good guy”! defended . “Truth is he is actually the sexiest man I’ve ever seen”! said poking her tongue at . “Yeah guys he is pretty good looking”! admitted. “Is he good in bed”? asked. “What why are we talking about my sexlife”? asked surprised he asked her that. “Answer the man”! said wanting to know. “If you want to know he’s the best I’ve ever been with…simply amazing…now end of that subject”! she said blushing knowing very well that she had brought a huge smile on ’s face.
After dinner they all started dancing except . “ I’m going to the ladies, why don’t you dance with while I’m gone”! asked looking to the table where was sat alone. “Are you sure”? asked. “Yes she looks a bit lonely and honestly I could use a rest”! She said laughing. “Okay darling”! He said and walked towards the table.
“Can I have this dance”? looked up and saw in front of her, “Where’s ”? “Ladies, she told me to ask you”! “Okay then”! said putting her hand in his where it belonged. “I’m sorry I wish I could take you somewhere and show you how sexy I think you look”! He said feeling his boxers tighten once again. “You don’t have to I can see it in you eyes”! “Eyes you’ve been ignoring all night”! “Because I can’t look at you for too long without giving away that I’m in love with you”! stopped dancing and looked at her seriously. “I am can’t help it”! She whispered in his ear and walked back to the table as she saw coming back, “It’s okay you can dance with him, I need a rest”! said smiling. “That’s nice of you, but these shoes are killing me, they make me look hot, but really they are just a pain”! started laughing, “I know what you mean”! She replied.
slowly walked back to the table, he was in love with her too, but he wanted her to know when they were alone.
“I think it’s time for me to go home, I don’t feel well”! said standing up. and both looked at her concerned. “Hi… are you okay…”? asked but before finishing his sentence passed out, just catched her in time. “Please get for me”! said looking at . “Sure hun”! said running to the dancefloor.
“ baby, please wake up”! said holding her hand. “I’m in love with you too, please wake up”! He said one more time. “What happened”? asked when him and ran to them. “She said she wasn’t well and fainted I just cathed her before she hit the floor”! “ call the ambulance”! said sitting down beside . “ sweetheart please wake up”! whispered. slowly opened her eyes. “Where am I”? She asked. “We are still at the charity, just called the ambulance it will be here in a minute”! “What…I don’t need an ambulance I just want to go home”! “ you can go home when you have been to the hospital”! said. “Okay”! said giving in when she saw the worried look in his eyes. “Good, do you want me to go with you”! He asked. “It’s okay , you stay here with I’ll go with her”! said. “Are you sure”? He asked. “It’s nice of you to ask, but needs you here, will go with me”! said. looked around and saw at the bar getting some water. “You know I love you right”! said. “I know…I heard you”! said smiling. “I always hear you”! She said giving him a faint smile. Seeing the ambulance people arrive stood up and waved them over. “ tell her I’ll stop by tomorrow”! “I will bye ”! “Bye”! He sighed because he wasn’t able to go with her.

The doctor walked into room and looked at , “Can I talk to alone”? He asked. “No it’s okay she can stay I have no secrets”! said. “Very well then, you lack iron in you body, are you taking any extra vitamins”? He asked. “No should I”? She asked confused. “It would be good for you now that you are expecting, you need a bit more of everything”! “What wait…are you telling me I’m pregnant”?

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”Yes you are pregnant”! stood with open mouth and looked at her friend, looked at her and then back at the doctor, ”So what am I supposed to do now”? She asked the doctor. “Well you have different options”! “No…I have no option, I got myself pregnant, so I am going to take care of my baby, what I mean is when will I get a scan”? “Well we need to do a scan to figure out how far in the pregnancy that you are and then there is a scan around week 12 and again in week 20 and then when you are around week 40 you’ll give birth”! “Okay”! “I’ll just go and get you an appointment for the first scan Ms. ”! The doctor said and left the room
“Are you sure about this ”? asked. “Yes I’m sure, I know it will complicate things, but I cannot get and abortion on purpose”! “No I understand that, so what are you going to tell him”? “I don’t know ”! said looking down. “Be honest with him he loves you”! “Yes I know, but he is still very much married”! “I know hun”! They both looked up by a knock on the door.

The door slowly opened and a head popped in, “Hi can I come in”? smiled when she saw . “Hi, yes of course”! She said. “ will you be okay”! asked. nodded, “Good, I’ll go home and get some sleep”! “Okay thanks for staying with me”! “No problem babe see you soon”! “Yes see you”! She said and watched her best friend leave the room.
walked closer to ’s bed, “You frightened me”! He said kissing her on the forhead. “Yeah well I didn’t mean to”! “I know, I haven’t slept all night, been thinking about you, have they found out what’s wrong”? In the same moment the door opened, “So the scan will be…oh you got new company”! The doctor said. “What scan”? asked. “When will it be”? asked. “Wednesday at 9am”! “Okay thank you doctor”! She said and turned to look at her, “What scan, is something seriously wrong”? He asked concerned. “Well…erm…well”! “ tell me I’m worried sick here”! “I’m in lack of iron and other vitamins”! “And what do they need to scan you for”? “They have to see if…if”! “If what”! “They need to see when I’m due”! “Due”?? He asked confused. “I’m pregnant”! looked at her open mouthed. “What…”! “I’m sorry”! “Wauw, well don’t be sorry babe, it’s wauw, really you are pregnant, I’m going to be a dad”! nodded, “I know this is complicated”! “Yeah it is, but really a baby”! “You don’t react the way I thought you would”! “Believe me I know what mess we have made here, but how can I be mad at something so beautiful as a baby”! felt a tear run down her cheek. “You are crying”! “You are married ”! “That I am, but give me time I’ll tell her”! “You will”? asked looking at him, “Yes, but you need to give me time”! “I will, are you sure about this”? “I am sure I’ll tell her before our little one join us and I will see if I have time to join you on Wednesday”! “Thanks you ”! He moved closer and kissed her soft lips. “No problem mummy”! “Daddy”! She said making them both giggle.

2 days later and were back in “Is something troubling you hun”? asked looking at her husband. “Yes, I have something to tell you”! put down her magazine and smiled at him, “I have something to tell you as well”! She said with a huge smile. “Really what is it”? He asked trying to postpone his news which would destroy her entire world. “No you go first”! She said. “ is pregnant…and…”! “She’s pregnant, that’s amazing”! “Yeah I know”! He said smiling. “Perhaps I can go to her whenever I experience something unusually”! “What do you mean”? asked confused. “When you went to see at the hospital I had my very own appointment”! She said happy. “What are you talking about”? “I’m 12 weeks pregnant , you are going to be a father, someone is going to call you daddy”! sat beside her totally lost for words, “Wha…what”? He finally asked. “We are finally having what we have always dreamt of, we are going to be parents”!

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“, is calling”! said walking into the bathroom, where her husband was still in the shower. “Will you please pick it up and tell him I’ll call him back”? asked. “Of course”!

-Hey , it’s , ’s in the shower right now but he will call you back! -Will you please tell him to get out of the shower, it’s really important that I talk to him!
-Is something wrong with and the baby?
-No…no please just get him out of the shower now!
-One moment !

“ he sounds desperate to talk to you and ask if you can please step out of the shower”! “Is it serious”? asked concerned and turned off the water. “Don’t know he won’t tell me”! “Okay”! said dried his hair with a towel and then put the towel around his waist. handed him the phone and they both walked into the bedroom.

-What’s so important that I have to jump out of my hot shower?
-’s pregnant!!!
-Wha…say that again!!!
- is pregnant…she’s having a baby you know…!!!!
-Hell !!!
-This is a mess I have no idea what to do. I love them both…
-But didn’t you tell that you would be there all the way and that you would tell about you two”?
-I was about to, when she told me she was pregnant, before I was so sure what to do, but now I have no idea!
-You know what would be best for the band, but I really think you should think about yourself…!
-Louis is going to kill me!
-I think you are right about that and so is and …!
-I’m an idiot, god what a mess!

When hung up the phone looked at him, “Why are they all going to kill him”? “As well as , is pregnant she told him last night, so he never got to tell her that he was the father of ’s kid”! “I’m going to kill him”! hissed. “I think you better get in line”! said smiling. “What is he going to do”? “He doesn’t know, he is going to call Louis one of these days and you know what Louis would say”! “Yeah, as he is already married to , stay put and forget about ever existed”! sighed. pulled her into a hug, “Yes something like that”! He sighed. “She’s my best friend, what am I going to do , I won’t be able to bring her anywhere anymore”! “Let’s see he hasn’t decided what to do yet, he might surprise us”! said stroking the back of his girlfriend, “I’m sure everything is going to be okay”! “Maybe for us and for and , but what about , she is going to be devastated and a single mum.

It turned Wednesday and stood waiting outside the hospital. had agreed to meet her there 5 to nine, but he was no where to be seen. “I guess it’s just going to be you and I little one”! She said stroking her stomach and then went inside. Announcing her arrival she was told to sit down as they were running 10 minutes late. She took out her phone where there was a message.

“Sorry I’m not there sweetheart I have an important meeting with Louis. Love xxx”!

“Like this isn’t important”! She said more to herself than anyone else and turned of her phone and put it back into her purse.

“ ”! She heard her name and looked up at the doctor in front of her. To her surprise it was a man, a very good looking man, still he wasn’t in ’s league but he was still beautiful. She stood up smiling, “That’s me”! She said and walked after him, when they reached the room he handed her his hand, “I’m Dr. Thomas Carter and I am going to scan you today”! “I’m looking forward to that”! said smiling. “You have no idea how far you are”? “No not really, it wasn’t planned”! “Okay I see then I have to ask you to take of your jeans and underwear and lay on the bench over there”! “Aren’t you going to scan my belly”? “If you are under 8 weeks I won’t be able to see anything, so I will scan you from down there with this little thing”! looked at the object in his hand. “Oh god is that…”! “My scanner yes”! He said smiling by her blush, “I know what it looks like, but I promise you that most pregnant girls are getting scanned with this the first time”! “Okay if you say so”! said and went into the bathroom, where she placed her clothes on a chair and then she walked back into the room and lay down on the bench.
“Now I need you to bend your legs”! did, “Like this”? She asked feeling a bit uncomfortable, god she wished was there with her. The doctor took a towel and put it over her legs to cover her up a bit and immediately she relaxed. “So are you ready”? took a deep breathe, “I’m ready…”! She finally said and felt the object slide into her.

Meanwhile had just arrived at Louis’ office. “So what is the emergency”? “Hi Simon”! sighed hearing him over the speakers. “I figured it had something to do with the band, so I decided to call up Simon”! “It’s fine”! said. “So explain to us what’s on you mind”! Simon said. took a deep breathe. “I have a problem”! “Problem”? Louis asked. “Yes I’ve been having an affair for a while now”! admitted. “And now she wants you to leave or she’ll go to the press”? Simon asked. “No…no she’s pregnant”! “WHAT….”! Both Simon and Louis bursted out loud. “She’s pregnant and I love her, so I am kind of happy about it…but when I came home to tell all about us she told me she’s pregnant so I never got to tell her I have no idea what to do now. I had it all figured out until she told me she was having my child”! “…I thought you were the sane one”! Simon said. “I have no idea how it happened”! “You sleeping with two women at the same time must be confusing”! felt bad, “I have no idea what to do”! Louis sighed. “As you are in the public eye I would advice you to stay with , so you don’t have to go into a messy divorce”! “What about then”! “… ”? Simon asked. “Yes…the girl who is always with and ”! said. “What a mess, this will not only mess up ’s life but and ’s as well”! “You need to stop seeing her , get to some sort of economic agreement and don’t see her again”! felt the tears sting behind his eyelids. “I don’t know if I can do that”!

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>BR “So, so far everything is okay”? “Everything is perfect you are 10 weeks pregnant, so you need an appointment in 3 weeks time”! “Will you do the excermination”? She asked. “If you want me to”! He replied, “Well I don’t know if I will come alone, but if I do I find it nice that I know the doctor”! “You just tell the lady outside that you want an appointment with me in 3 weeks”! “Thank you Dr. Carter”! “You can call me Thomas”! “Thank you Thomas”! She said with a smile and shook his hand, “See you soon”! “Take good care”! He replied with a beautiful smile.

When walked out of the hospital she noticed a familiar person sitting on a bench. “…”! She asked walking closer to him, He jumped up from his seat, “Hi babe, how did it go”? He asked, she look a close look at him, “Have you been crying”? “A bit”! “Why you didn’t go no big deal, but everything is perfect”! said smiling. looked at her, “’s pregnant 12 weeks”! looked at him, “She’s pregnant wauw”! “That’s your reaction”? He hissed. “What do you want me to say, that that’s the worst timing ever… I have known and for years and met you guys through the years I know what your lives are like, you are in the public all the time, the band can’t survive our messy relationship, I know you have to choose and your baby”! “”! He whispered and reached out for her hand when he noticed her tears run down her cheeks. “I knew this was too good to be true”1 “I love you ”! She tried to smile, “I love you too”! “I wish that there was anything else I could do”! “Don’t worry about me , I’ll survive”! She said sobbing. “When is your next appointment”? “3 weeks I am 10 weeks pregnant”! looked down, “I’m so sorry to put you in this situation”! He said. “Yeah well, would have been easier if we had kept the feelings out of it, then it would just be a baby shared by two friends, now we have to share it like we were divorced”! She said resting her head on his shoulder. “ baby, I am not going to tell about us…”! “What are you saying”? asked looking up at him. He put a strain of hair behind her ear, “Babe, I will support you economic wise, give me a number and you’ll get that every month”! “ARE yOU KIDDING ME”!!!! She yelled and stepped away from him. “ she’ll leave me if I tell her”! “Not good for your perfect life”! “Don’t be like that sweetheart”! “Don’t sweetheart me, this baby isn’t just mine”! “I know it isn’t and I so desperately want to be there for the both of you, but after my meeting with Louis and Simon I see that it’s not possible and I am so sorry about all of this”! “Stupid fecking cow”! looked down, “She’s still my wife you know”! “AAAHHHHH”! she hissed, “I wasn’t talking about your bloody perfect wife, I was talking about me, I should never have let this happen”! She said and started to walk away. “ where are you going”? He asked running to catch up with her. “Home and you are not invited”! She said in a harsh tone. “We need to talk about this”! “FINE…I’ll see you at my place”! She said and jumped into her car and sped off.

All wanted to do was to break down and cry and when she saw drive into her driveway that was what she did. “Heey ”! said openening her car door slowly. “I am not sure I can do this alone”! said sobbing. helped her out of the car, “Let’s go inside”! He said grabbed her keys and went to open the door, when he looked at her tearstained face he swore he could hear his heart break a little bit more.
“Where can we talk”? He asked. “I want my pillow, so the bedroom”! said and walked upstairs. walked after her and lay down on the duvet beside her. “Babe I hate to see you like this”! “And you are no cow”! “One moment I am happy cause everything seemed to turn out perfect, the next, everything just sucks”! smiled and pulled her into him. “How much money do you need”? He whispered. “I don’t care about the money all I need is you…I don’t know how to do this without you”! He kissed her softly on her lips, “I love you and I want to take care of you, but I can’t be two places at once”! shook her head, “I know, just wish things could be different”! “Yeah babe so do I”! “Hope you’ll be happy”! “I am going to miss you more than you know, you’ve been on my mind 24/7 now I bet that you are going to haunt me in my dreams as well”! “I am in love with you and now I have to let go of you, do you know how hard that is”! “I think I know, I’m in love with you too”! “But you love ”! “I do and she is so excited about us having a kid”! “Yeah…at least she get’s to have you by her side when the baby is born”! “…”! “Just leave ”! “…”! “Please and I don’t care about the money, I’m not a golddigger”! sighed and gave her one last hug, “I know you’re not I will make sure you get some money take care of yourself and take care of our princess”! “Or prince”! muttered. “Princess”! said and waved goodbye.

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stood outside and ’s house, she knew was in there as his car was parked in the driveway. Meaning was probably there with him. Taking a deep breath she knocked on the door and a few seconds later opened the door laughing. “…what are you doing here”? She asked surprised. “I need a favour”! “Of course come on in”! held the door open and walked in. “ and is here”! warned. “Yeah I figured as his car is outside”! “Come in and say hi”! She said smiling taking hand leading her into the livingroom.

“Look who’s here”! said. “ it’s good to see you how are you”! said giving her a warm hug. “Good no morning sickness, so everything is perfect”! looked up, his mouth felt dry, she looked perfect in jeans and a blue t-shirt with long sleeves. “Hi …”! said standing up to give her a hug, “I heard about your pregnancy, congratulations”! “Thank you …and congratulations to you too”! said. stood up and when he was about to hug her, turned to , “I have something to ask you”! “Sure what is it hun”! “As I have no one else to go with me, do you mind taking out an hour to join me at the hospital I have a scan”! “I would love that when”? “About now”! said frowning with a nervous laugh. “Sure…you don’t mind do you”? asked looking at the other 3. “Of course not hun”! said. “Will you guys have me excused I need the bathroom”! said and stormed to the guesttoilet in the hall. “Well we will be back in about 2 hours”! said kissing . “Good luck”! called after them and sat down in the livingroom.

When and came outside stood there waiting for them. “ can I please talk to alone”? He asked and nodded and went to ’s car. “Please look at me”! asked, “I can’t”! replied and remained watching the car had just disappeared into. “Will you please just look at me ”! Slowly her gaze went to his face and she felt the pressure of the tears. “These last 3 weeks have been so hard on me , so don’t make it worse”! “They have been hell for me as well I love you babe I don’t think I can be without you for much longer”! He said looking down. “Then do something about it”! moved closer to her with a little smile. “I love you too , but I can’t go back to how we were. If you don’t divorce I will raise this baby alone”! ran a hand through his hair and took a step back, “I can’t we are having a baby, everyone would think I am a coward, an idiot and worse”! “In some ways you are”! said trying to smile and walked towards the car. “”! “I’ll let update you on how things are going with the baby, take care of yourself”! Then she opened the car door, “Bye ”! “Bye ”! He sighed and walked back inside.

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“Oh my god you guys, everything was just perfect, 10 toes, 10 fingersl the baby was just perfect. is so excited now and seemed happier after the scan than before”! said to assure that was okay.
“What happened to the sexy lad she was seeing”? asked. “Oh well, it didn’t work out, he loves her alright, but doesn’t have the opportunity to be there for her in this baby thing. But I tell you that doctor of hers, if I was single like she is I would go for him, he is so hot and guess what he is single“Aaaww that’s just sad, poor , I am so happy I have my man by my side all the way through”! tried to smile pretending not to have heard of the sexy doctor and put his arm around his wife’s bare shoulder, “All we ever wanted right”! He said. felt so incredible sorry for his best mate, he knew he wasn’t where he wanted to be the most, but he had no decision in this, it would become the scandal of the year and Westlife wasn’t a band creating scandals and especially not the biggest of the year.

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Through the next couple of months tried to keep away from any news about Westlife as she knew and ’s news about the pregnancy was splashed all over the magazines. But as she sat at the hospital waiting on her next scan she got hold of the Hello magazine with ’s beautiful face beside ’s on the cover. “ overwhelmed and excited about baby news”! “If you only knew”! said to herself and when she was about to open the magazine to read the article Dr. Thomas Carter called her name.
“Good morning ”! “Thomas”! She said smiling and followed him inside the examination room. “So today we will check if everything seems normal, belly, heart, head and so on”! “What about the gender”? asked. “If you would like to know we can see that as well, if your baby isn’t hiding”! Thomas explained. “I would like to know, as I’m alone it will make the preparation much easier for me”! “You know the drill get up on that bench of yours and let me see your growing belly”! “I’m getting fat you can say it”! Thomas started to laugh, “Not at all you are starting to show, you look perfect”! blushed, “Yeah well if you say so”!
After 20 minutes Thomas looked at her, “I am almost done, are you sure you want to know the gender”? “Absolutely”! said smiling. “You are having a baby girl”! had tears in her eyes, “Are you serious”! “Yes why”! “I kept saying it was a boy but the father of the baby kept saying it would be a princess”! Thomas looked at her, “I thought you said you were single”! “I am, he is married to someone else, haven’t seen him for 2 months now”! “So he won’t be there for you”? Thomas asked with a raised brow. “No”! said looking down. “Then he doesn’t mind if I ask you out to dinner”! smiled, “He probably would, but it’s none of his business”! “So would you”? “Would I what”? She asked. “Go out with me”! “Really”? She asked. “Yeah really”! “Oh…I would love to”! She replied smiling, “You have my number give me a call, I’ll be in Mayo the next few days have to go and see my parents”! “Okay I’ll call you soon”! “Good I’ll look forward to that”! said and walked out the door.
She had to talk to and called her.

- hi what are you doing?
-Sitting in the tourbus with the lads, what’s up?
-I had the last scan today and the fine doctor asked me out!
-Oh my god , that’s amazing please tell me you said yes.

noticed she had the attention of both and .

-Of course I did, he seems so nice and looks good.
-Looks good , he is sexy as hell, when are you going out?

This time turned all the way around, “Who’s she going out with”! He asked, happy that wasn’t with him these days-

-And I found out some exciting news today
-Tell me what is it?
-I’m having a little girl, god I am so excited I am going to spoil her rotten!
-Oh my god you have to tell , I am so happy for you!

“Tell me what”? asked.

- finally I am happy for the first time since he broke it off, I can’t talk to him now!
-No matter what you do , he is still the father and it would be best if you talked to him, I am sure he will be happy to know!

“To know what, give me that bloody phone”! said and reached out for it, taking it out of ’s hand.

-…what is it and who are you going out with?
-The doctor but it’s none of your business anymore!
-Is he allowed to date a patient!
-I just had my last scan , don’t go spoil this!
-You like him!
-I don’t know all I think about is you, I said yes cause he is good looking and nice and it will be good for me to think of something else than you!
-So what is so happy about?
-I found out the gender of my baby
-OUR BABY!!

said and noticed the rest of the bus turn to look at him

-our baby! You were right!
-I was right…oh…oh my god…it’s a girl, I’m having a princess?
-It’s defiantly a girl !

had to dry away a few tears.

-It’s a girl….

He said sobbing and felt herself well up.

-Don’t cry , you’ll make me cry!
-I’m sorry I miss you so much!
-I miss you too, have been scanned to see the gender!
-Yeah…
-So what will it be?
-A boy!
-Wow so you are having both a son and a daughter within a month congratulation.

“Guys we are here”! heard say.

-I guess I better go, but please don’t be a stranger I want to know everything about her!
-Let’s see about that , enjoy your tour!
-Bye babe!
-Bye !

hated how they always said goodbye like it was the last time they would ever see each other.

****

“I’m having a girl”! said looking at and and gave the phone back. “I know hun”! said with a smile. “Congratulations mate”! said and gave a hug. “I am so afraid that I am never going to see her”! said tearing up again. “ will let you see her, no matter who she dates you’ll always be welcome , you just have to show up”!

****

,“Mum I am here and I can’t wait to relax for few days”! “I am in the kitchen hun, get in here so I can see that perfect belly of yours”! smiled and ran to the kitchen. “Oh my god , let me take a look at you, that’s my grandchild growing in there, I am so thrilled for you, you are glowing”! smiled, “I feel great mum and after I found out I am having a girl I know everything will be okay”! Her mother gave her one more hug, “A girl sounds good I am going to knit her all kind of stuff”! smiled, “Thanks for being there for me mum”! “Always and you know that”! sat down by the kitchen table and noticed a copy of Hello magazine, the same she saw at the hospital. “When have you started reading this”? She asked holding it up. “I just walked by it and noticed that handsome Westlife singer on the cover and I had to read it”! couldn’t help to giggle, “Yeah he is handsome alright”! “He is having a boy, we need to arrange your girl to marry him”! started laughing, “That might not be legal”! She finally said. “Why not, just because they are rich doesn’t mean they are better than us”! “I know mum, but remember that friend of ’s I told you about, the one being the father of my child”! “Yes…”! “Well that’s the handsome man right there starring back at you”! ’s mum looked at her then back at the magazine, “NO WAY…he wouldn’t do that”! “Yes way, I love him and he loves me back mum, but he chose to stay put, so I am doing this on my own”! “I’m proud of you hun”! “Don’t tell anyone mum”! “You can trust me”! Her mum said smiling.”Good because I don’t want to trouble him, we will do good on our own”! “I know you will sweetheart”!

****

When came home she had a phonecall from Thomas Carter asking her to dinner and she accepted, she needed to get her focus off Shane.
Meeting him in a Italian restaurant smiled when she saw him sitting at a table looking nervous.
“Is this seat taken”? He smiled when he looked up and saw her beautiful smile. Standing up he gave her a kiss on the cheek. “It’s good to see you, you look amazing”! “Thank you, you look good too”! She replied. “Please sit down”! He said helping her with the chair. “Thank you”! “So how was your trip home”? He asked. “Great did a lot of relaxing, went shopping with my mum and watched a lot of crime series with my dad, that’s life in Mayo”! Thomas smiled, “I am happy you came tonight, I have really been wanting to see you”! “Yeah, I am happy I came too”! He smiled, “So how is the pregnancy going, everything allright”? “It’s perfect, but I have a great doctor, I will let him know if I have problems in any way”! “You do that, he will be there 24/7”! “That’s good to know”! laughed.

Thomas drove her home, “ can I give you a kiss”? He asked. “Erm yes…sure”! She said leaning closer to him letting her lips meet his. After a little while they pulled apart. “Wauw”! He said making her giggle, “Thank you for tonight, I really enjoyed it”! said. “Me too, can we meet again”? He asked. “Well I have this birthday dinner next weekend, is turning 29 maybe you want to come”!? “Will that be okay with her”? smiled, “I am sure her and her husband would like to meet you, I know you already met , but not as a friend, you are going to love her”! “Sounds good, when is it”? “Saturday at 7pm”! “I’ll pick you up 6.30 then”! “Perfect”! said kissing him one more time, before climing out of the car and waved him off.

****

“So when is dinner ready I am starving”! said getting a slap from , “Don’t be so rude”! “It’s okay, dinner will be served when gets here”! said. looked up, “Oh she’s coming”? He asked a bit nervous, but didn’t notice. “Yes she just text me that they will be here in 2 minutes”! “They”? He asked, but before had the chance to answer the doorbell rang.
“Come on in god you look so amazing”! said hugging her best friend. “Thank you, Thomas meet and her lovely husband or as I like to call him”! “Hi nice to meet you guys and thank for letting me join you guys, happy birthday ”! “Thank you Thomas and of course you are welcome”! She said. “Nice to meet you Thomas any friend of ’s are welcome here”! “?”?? Thomas asked with a raised brow. “Nickname”! explained with a shrug.
“Hi guys good to see you again, this is my date Thomas and Thomas this is everyone”! said when they entered the diningroom. “Good to meet you all”! Thomas said and everyone went to shake his hand except . He sat looking at the man who stood beside , “ come and meet Thomas”? He heard say. “Of course sorry, it’s not that often brings a date”! said standing from his seat and walked over to the couple. “Good to see you , that bump suits you”! He said kissing her cheek feeling her shiver by his touch. “Thanks ”! She said blushing a bit, “So you must be the doctor and are talking about all the time”! He said shaking his hand. “I hope so”! He said smiling.
The night went well, and didn’t get to talk privately together and that was one of the last times for a while that she saw him, but her and Thomas continued seeing each other.

****

was in her last month before giving birth. She hadn’t seen for a while, everytime and invited her over he was there and it became too much for her especially seeing grow in the same speed as her and glowing from happiness, the happiness she so badly wanted.
She had just finished her breakfast when someone knocked on her door, opening she was surprised to see , “Oh hi what are you doing here”? She asked letting him in and closed the door behind him.
“You’ve spilled his secret to the wrong person”! said throwing The Sun on the table and let himself fall into the sofa. “Excuse me? I have no idea what you are on about”! said and took hold of the newspaper. “ called me, because if he went himself he was afraid he might kill you, he is having a hard time explaining that it’s not true”!
looked at the newspaper and gasped in shock, “How the hell did they find out”! “Probably that fine doctor of yours”! “Thomas…no way ”! “ is sure it’s him”! “Because he doesn’t like him”! sighed and looked at , “I know he is a bit jealous, but how can you be so sure it’s not him who has spilled the beans”? threw the paper on the table. “First of all he should be happy that Thomas cares about me and that he is willing to be with me even I am pregnant with someone elses kid, secondly, Thomas doesn’t even know about , he knows the father is married, but that’s all”! sat up. “That’s all”!? “Yes I would never do this to , I love him and you know that. Thomas doesn’t have to know who the father is, it’s none of his business and sweetie he never asked me, so I am 100 percent sure it’s not Thomas”! let out a long breathe, “Who could it be then”? “Honestly I have no idea, I only told one person other than you guys”! “And who is that person”? asked. “My mum…but she would never”! “ are you sure”? “Why would she other than Thomas and you guys she’s my biggest supporter and she knows I am not going to mess up ’s life with , no matter how much I love him and want him for myself I could never be so mean”! She said sitting down beside him.
put his arm around her, “I know sweets, but it’s a mess has absolutely no idea what to do, he think it’s all falling apart and he will lose everything and with everything I mean you, the princess, and their baby, he will come out of it with nothing, he is just trying to do the best he can”! “I know that and I am sorry about this I will call my mum when she’s off work and ask her if she said anything! Please tell that it’s not Thomas and I never said anything myself and that if it’s my mum I am really sorry about the mess”! “I don’t think it helps much now darling”! said kissing her forhead. “I know but tell him not to hate Thomas, he is doing the best he can for me”! “I will. you love him”!? “Who…Thomas”? nodded. “How can I, when I am still madly in love with , I love him for everything he is doing for me, but we haven’t even come to that point in our relationship and we are not even close to talk about moving in together”! “He will be happy to hear that”! smiled, “If he loves me so much why isn’t he with me”? She felt a tear running down her cheek. brushed her tear away with his thumb. “He is just trying to do what everyone think is best”! “I know”! sobbed. “Sorry it’s the hormones, makes me upset quite easily. “It’s okay darling I know it’s hard on you, we really miss you around the house, you and that doctor of yours should stop by for dinner soon”! “That’s nice , and his name is Thomas”!